Why Many Black People In America Will Never Get Ahead

 

 

I love to read and, unfortunately, the books that I love to read are “whodunits.” I love to read about murder and about a detective sent in to solve the murder and I have read so many books of that genre that I can pretty much tell who the murderer is long before I come to the end of the book. Suffice it to say, to solve puzzles, it takes a mind that likes to study; to observe and that is what I have been doing. I have been observing the Black people who live around me and the conclusion that I have come to is that Black people are their own worst enemy.

Now, when COVID-19 first reared its viral head, not much was thought about where this could lead. Then, when things got serious enough for people to make a run on stores for every damn thing in sight, the shit got real. But what did Black folks do? Went on partying, having a good time, that is until now.

I noticed before COVID-19 that the Black people who live in the apartment complex that I live in partied ALL the time. The smell of weed was constantly in the air. No one who loved their lungs could do laundry at night in the laundry room because the druggies would take over in there and it was a free for all.

My next door neighbor had moved in with him, a guy who smoked weed, incessantly because every time I opened my door, the smell of weed coming from next door, overpowered me. Not only that, but I know the difference between visitors and traffic. The screen door was banging ALL the time with people pulling up in cars to buy weed and what all else, I don’t know. Not only that, but the folks coming from the complex and knocking on the door was just ridiculous. The loud music and other commotion coming from that apartment was just obnoxious.

In the apartment above me, same thing. The music, the loud voices, the weed smoke coming into my window was just too much, but I thought, “okay, I know Black folks and I know what’s going to happen and so, chill!” And that is exactly what I did; I chilled. I sat back and I waited for the stimulus checks to be spent on partying and drugs. I waited for the refund checks from the IRS to be spent on partying and drugs. And now that the money has been spent, the sounds of partying are no more. The smell of weed is no more and the guy who moved the other guy in who brought along with him, the drug addicts, his ass is gone. Either he lost his job due to COVID-19 or he lost his job because he was pulled over, was high and since he was driving the company van, lost his job via that route. But either way, I’ve seen him over here once since he was put out, visiting someone else and he no longer had the company van which he used to drive everywhere like a bat out of hell. Also, the guy who is actually on the lease next door, put some shit out, which obviously belonged to the dude who is no longer residing there.

While my cousin and I were just going about our business bringing in needed supplies and only needed supplies and while we were not doing drugs or partying like it’s 1999, and were saving for a rainy day that we knew was coming, I made sure that I am locked and loaded because those broke ass motherfuckers are not coming for our shit. And now those who live around us are quiet as a damn mouse because their damn asses are broke or either they’ve been put out because it is THAT damn quiet. And as each day comes and goes and this pandemic only makes things worse, there must be less and less people living around us. Cars are sitting in the parking lot with expired tags and expired inspection stickers on them. Management has had to send around multiple letters demanding that people either get the shit legal on their vehicles or they will be towed. Of course, the vehicles are still sitting out there in the same condition because those Black folks who own them don’t have the money to pay to get their shit legal. And yet, they would be the first ones talking about how the police are always harassing them when the police pull their asses over for having no insurance, expired tags and an expired inspection sticker. The state of Virginia does not play when it comes to owning a vehicle. You’ve got so much shit that goes with making sure that you are driving legally, it don’t make sense. But there you have it. If you want to drive in Virginia, keep your shit up to date. But the sad fact is that those Black folks whose shit is illegal as can be, had the money to keep their shit legal, but instead, CHOSE to party, CHOSE to buy weed and other drugs with the money instead. So who would be to blame if they did get pulled over with all of that shit expired on their cars? Whose fault would it be if the landlord put them out because now that their hours have been cut and they kept no money in savings, they can’t afford to pay the rent? Many Black people NEVER think of saving, EVER! It’s all about party over here and party over there.

One of our neighbors, for July 4th asked us over for his cookout. We declined. And apparently, so did everyone else because there were no signs of a cookout, but I guess the reason why was because there were so many parties going on all around us, no one had time to head over to dude’s cookout and so he just chucked it. We don’t associate with these people. The only reason I know about two names of some neighbors here is because they chose to speak and tell me their names, but beyond that, I don’t go looking to be friendly with people because in this day and age, the few you know, the better off you are because when the shit hits the fan, they know what you got and who to get what from whom.

But what I have observed about many Black people is the fact that they are just so damn predictable, it ain’t even funny. Partying comes before anything and everything, including a damn pandemic. Partying and weed smoking and smoking every damn thing else will always take precedence over saving or educating themselves on how to invest their savings or even a willingness to just save money. I can truly believe that the majority of people who do not have bank accounts are Black people because you can’t keep shit in a bank if you are going to party and smoke weed every payday or when you get your tax refund. I just don’t get it. Black people are the first at a Popeye’s chicken shack to get the latest chicken sandwich fad or can be found, before COVID of course, at the damn theater staring up at some fantasy, make believe shit from a comic book, but when it comes to saving for a child’s future college fund or even just for a rainy day fund, Black people cannot put two dimes together because getting high is a priority, being entertained is a priority. I am SO very glad that I am not like that. Yes, I brag about having two good pairs of shoes and only the clothing that I need because I have NEVER been one for spending money. The only thing ‘good’ that I got from my daddy was being tightfisted. I don’t spend money on fake eyelashes, makeup, wigs, hair extensions, fake nails and shit of the like because what good does that really do anyone? It only enriches someone else while rendering some Black person, broke.

The shit is getting real! The shit is not going to get better any time soon and so I hope that the partying was worth it for those who just could not do without smoking weed and partying all night long. Maybe, while they are sitting up in some lousy ass homeless shelter, those thoughts about those good times being high and busting somebody else’s ear drums, comforts them. Some nights, I had to listen to that shit until 2am. But not anymore. All around me is almost eerily quiet. The bongo drums have ceased and they certainly were not calling these Black huckabucks down here for an insurrection. The weed odor has ceased. The banging of the next door neighbor’s storm door has ceased. The parking lot has emptied out of the cars of those who could no longer pay the rent and had to get out. But to show you what some Black folks will do when rock bottom hits, look at this shit and this would be why I’m locked and loaded.

Danville man charged with murder after body believed to be missing N.C. man found

PITTSYLVANIA COUNTY, Va., (WSET) — According to court records, a Danville man has been charged with the murder of a North Carolina man.

On Thursday, Sept. 17, the Raleigh Police Department reported that a body believed to be that of 39-year-old William Anderson Banks was found in Pittsylvania County.

Police said that Banks was reported missing after he met with people interested in buying his car. Friends and family became worried when he wasn’t answering calls or text messages.

On Sept. 14, authorities charged Merritt with robbery, larceny of motor vehicle and possession of a firearm by a convicted felon in connection with a stolen vehicle.

This thing knew that he had no money to buy a vehicle and yet, lured that guy somewhere and robbed, murdered and stole the man’s vehicle.

So, because he broke, he goes out to steal and kill for shit. This is exactly why I have prepared for this type of shit to start going down. Even the banks and stores know what’s what even in this dead ass burg and have hired security guards. My bank has security guards. Even fucking Walmart has security guards and someone thinks that I’m not going to be prepared when the shit really hits the fan? Now is not the time to be trusting people. Now is not the time to be selling or buying shit on Craigslist and believing that you are going to simply make a sale and go on about your business because there are folks out there who never prepare for emergencies or for anything else. They just want to party and when the party is over, want to look around for someone to steal from. Every other day, some convenience store is getting robbed. Not that I care about that shit because they are ALL owned by those damn Hindus. But with everyone wearing masks and shit, extra precautions are being taken in some places and quite obviously not in others. But I am most definitely taking precautions because I know what’s going down. I watched the shit go down all around me and now, these Black folks looking raggedy as hell. That shit’s on them because they should have known better. The signs were everywhere. Black folks will NEVER learn and more’s the damn pity. But if they come after me and mine, they gone get the shit!

And I don’t even want to hear about “why am I throwing Black folks under the bus?” They’re throwing themselves under the bus because of the fact that Black people don’t have the sense god gave a goat to know that any shit that’s coming down the pike is going to affect us first. And so while knowing that shit, why would you want to party and smoke your money away and then when it’s gone and the shit is hitting the fan, expect someone to take pity on your broke ass? I am not saying that ALL Black people are like this, but far too many are and that is a fact. I don’t give a damn what color you are, if your shit is fucked up, I’m calling you out. No one is immune to getting called out on their shit and that includes people who look like me. Black folks don’t get a free pass just because we share the same complexion. I call their shit out in the hopes that they will recognize and try and do better. The white man is not going to do a damn thing for Black folks and so who is it incumbent upon to help Black folks out? Other Black folks, But if your ass was partying and smoking weed like there was no tomorrow and disturbing MY goddamn peace, then I got nothing for you except to call your ass out on that shit! Don’t expect a pity party from me when some Black folks could have been doing the right thing and chose not to. That shit’s not on me. Some may say that, “I am my brother’s keeper,” but goddamn, my brother had better have made an effort on getting his shit together because damn it if my brother is partying here, partying there, partying every damn where and then when the bottom falls out, is looking up in my face. Oh hell no! Don’t play that shit with me. I’ll help those who are helping themselves, but who still come up a bit short. But I will not help those who decided to throw their money at parties and drugs and then when the rent came due, gonna look up in my face. For what??!! I don’t have shit for them, not now, not ever.

 

Black Woman Attacked By White Woman While Jogging In New York City Caught On Surveillance Camera But Kops Wait Over A Month To Release The Footage

Any ‘white woman’ want to step up and claim this shit? Word is that with ALL the surveillance out there, the kops can’t figure out who that bitch is that’s calling a Black woman out of her name. But you say, you’re WITH Black women now? Seriously??!!!! Don’t step to me. Seriously!!! Don’t!!!!

And here is the scene from a different angle.

That white bitch actually threw a bottle on that Black woman, called her a “fucking nigger,” and told her to “go back to Africa.” The nigger IS the white bitch and the white bitch needs to crawl back into one of those caves over in Europe that she crawled out of. That’s what needs to happen!

 

Here we go, AGAIN! A Black woman was minding her business, jogging for a healthy life, and as she passes by a ‘karen’, the ‘karen’ throws a bottle at her, and yells, “Get out of here, fucking nigger, go back to Africa!.” The Black woman continues jogging and the white woman goes about her way, feeling empowered because she did the damn thing!

NYC jogger on racist tirade by bottle-wielding woman: ‘It was a hate crime’

The Queens jogger who was attacked by a bottle-wielding woman who hurled a hateful racist epithet at her said Wednesday she wants her assailant brought to justice.

Tiffany Johnson was jogging at 53rd Place and Broadway in Woodside around noon Aug. 17 when a stranger hurled a bottle at her and yelled, “Get out of here, n—-r, go back to Africa!,” video released by police on Wednesday shows.

“It’s a hate crime,” Johnson told The Post in a phone interview. “It’s not acceptable. She has to be [held] responsible for her behavior.”

Not only is it a ‘hate crime’, it is assault and some more shit and yet, the police have no interest in bringing that white bitch to ‘justice’, but if the tables had been turned and the Black woman had did that to a white woman, no amount of police manpower would have been spared to find her and put her behind bars.

And what I would also like to know is what did the white bitch mean when she said, “Go back to Africa?” Since when did descendants of slavery ever step foot in Africa in the first place? We would have had to have come over here from Africa in order to be told to “Go back!” But since we are descendants of slaves who were DRAGGED from Africa by shits that look like that filthy white bitch, who the fuck does she think is behind why we are in this racist shithole in the first damn place? And newsfuckingflash, that white bitch needs to go back to where the fuck SHE came from because unless her ass is Indian, her ass came from elsewhere too. At least ADOS have an excuse. We are over here through NO fault of our own. The whites are why we are here and I don’t know why I must continuously give a history lesson behind the shit that should be well known. That pasty-assed Neanderthal bitch, dragged her ass out of a damn cave and yet, has the nerve to call someone else names? For the love of!!!!

Also, I was struggling with reblogging a post by someone I follow because of something similar to this and since it ties in with this blog, I am going to reference her post.

It’s Not That White Women Didn’t Listen to Black Women, White Women Didn’t Care About Black Women

When the Listen to Black Women letter came across my social media feed, I struggled to connect with its authenticity. I couldn’t reconcile that many White women were finally deciding to listen to Black women when Black women have been screaming for decades.

You cannot say, “The silence of the majority of white people, including white women, on the issue of racial injustice, allows race-based inequity and violence to continue with devastating consequences.” And then say, “As white women, we refuse to be silent.”

Since when?

The truth is, White women, you have been silent. White women in Kentucky have been quiet for far too long. The tragic murder of Breonna Taylor was just the proverbial straw that broke the camel’s back. There were many opportunities for White women to Listen to Black Women, yet you remained silent. You were silent as Black people were removed from their homes so their communities could be gentrified. You were silent while Black people were over policed in their communities. You were silent during the crack epidemic, which decimated Black families for generations. You were silent when Gynnya McMillen was found dead in a juvenile detention center. You were silent when Black girls had to fight for the right to wear their natural hair or braids to school. You were silent as Black children were expelled from JCPS at an alarming rate. You were silent as grocery stores were removed from Black communities. You were silent when Maurice Stallard and Vickie Jones were murdered at Kroger simply for Shopping While Black. You were silent as this city quarantined Black people beyond 9th Street. You were silent when a Black legislator attempted to pass a law so Black women could wear their natural hair and not face discrimination. You were silent when Tae-Ahn Lea was racially profiled for Driving While Black. You were silent when this state passed a law to allow armed officers in every school, knowing full well how Black youth are treated within the school system. You were silent when this city passed the Gang Bill that will undoubtedly impact Black people. You were silent when business leaders blamed downtown revenue losses on the ongoing protests and not a pandemic. And your silence extends well beyond the bluegrass of Kentucky.

Now I will admit that I had heard nothing about some damn letter that white women are supposed to sign on about how they, at this point in time, “refuse to be silent” on the issue of racial injustice, etc., etc. But just as Ms. Drake says, “since when have you refused to be silent WHITE women?” You’ve been silent as cat piss unless we are jogging and you screech “Get out of here fucking n—-r, go back to Africa!.” Oh, you are quite vocal then. But when it comes to what has been visited on the Black woman since our ancestors were enduring slavery at the hands of you and your male counterparts, where were the calls from you about how that shit just wasn’t kosher? For over four hundred years, your damn pasty asses have kept your goddamn mouths shut unless you were screaming about how you want a ‘feminist movement’. You wanted Black women to stand with you only as extra bodies to add validity to your dumb ass movement which, when all was said and done, did NOT include Black women because if it did, would Black women and their babies be dying at a disproportionate rate in the year 2020? Would Black women still receive less pay on the job for doing the same job as your white ass? Should there be less Black women in executive positions or more? There should be more but because your white ass was silent as the grave when all was said and done, Black women made no gains who joined with you in YOUR feminist movement.

What I would like to get to next are some comments, ‘allegedly’ left on Ms. Drake’s blog by ‘white women’.

First up!

I live in Wimberley. Would you be interested in talking over coffee or tea or ice cream or whatever? Sounds crazy I know…JJ Morales You can get info on me at my business websight or Facebook page by this name Old Pueblo Myofascial Release. I’m just following a hunch here. Don’t want to be offensive or creepy. Just risking connection

Now that white bitch wants to do a ‘meet and greet’ and take a picture or two and put it on Facebook or Instagram to show other white women about how down she is with ‘the cause’. These bitches are still trying to set Black women up. And I highly doubt she wants to talk about what went down as it relates to Sandra Bland. We ALL should remember Sandra Bland who was murdered; LYNCHED in a Texas jail cell and the whites put out that she was SO depressed over getting a new job that she grabbed a handy trash bag and lynched herself. For the love of !!!!!

Next!

Jess Piersol

I’m sorry. I apologize from deep within my soul. I apologize to you, black women, as a white woman. This world is cruel to women as I have experienced….but what I’ve experienced is not 1/10th of the pain you have suffered. I’ll continue to speak out and lift you up and stand behind you in support. Sending love from Lexington and living in strength and action whenever I visit Louisville. You not only matter, you are worthy of the greatest things this life has to offer and deserving. You should be cherished and cared for, not oppressed and punished.

I don’t know what the hell this white bitch looks like because I am not about to search Facebook and Twitter and Instagram for her shit, but this bitch got the shit twisted because she ain’t standing nowhere behind me! You got me fucked up! And as you can also see from what I highlighted, and I’ll reiterate it here, “This world is cruel to women as I have experienced….” Always about them, isn’t? She wants to offer up a lame ass apology and then follow it up with, “But…but…but..as a white woman, I’ve experienced cruelty too and so get behind me while I get behind you and stab you in the goddamn back because MY cause comes first and then, we’ll eventually get to yours, Black women.” Yeah, that’s how Jess Piersol rolls. Yeah, I’m SO trusting her ass as I commence with a BIG fucking eyeroll! 🙄🙄🙄

Next!

Tara Bassett

Goddamn. As usual, you are right on the money. I’m here and I’m listening, and I’m deeply sorry for missteps along the way of my path of learning. I promise to do better.

So this thing says that she just had some “missteps along the way of my path of learning.” “Missteps,” and out and out racism, prejudice, bigotry, hate, upholding the system of white supremacy because it keeps your white privilege intact is a whole hell of a lot more than mere “missteps.” As you can see, Black women, these white female parasites are not taking what’s going down against us by them and those things they’ve hatched, seriously. If you seriously think that a white bitch is sitting somewhere contemplating how she can tear down a system that assures her the advantage over us, then you need to get your head from out your ass because it is deeply implanted up in there. Seriously!!!

Next!

I have been silent. I have been racist in my actions and especially my inaction. I regret every moment of it. I am sorry. I was wrong. You should never trust white women; we cannot know what we don’t know. I will spend the rest of my life learning what I don’t know. Now I trust you. I trust your voice. I thank you for it.

I don’t have a picture of this person who claims to be a white woman, but I would listen to her if I were you Black women when she typed this, “You should never trust white women; we cannot know what we don’t know.

The bitch didn’t have to tell me once, much less twice. In fact, the bitch did NOT have to tell me that shit AT.ALL. This one is saying that white women are NOT to be trusted because they “cannot know what they don’t know.” I guess she means that Black women are NOT to trust white women because white women don’t know racism, bigotry, prejudice, slavery, Jim Crow, three fifths human and Black skin and they never will and so no, don’t trust a white bitch ’cause they don’t know that shit! Does that sound about right? Not only that, but this white bitch CLAIMS that she has been racist, but, all of a sudden like, she has seen the light! Yeah! I believe that and if you do, then I still got some desert property that’s beachfront for sale. It’s beautiful. Believe that shit just as much as you believe this here Ampersand that ITS going to “spend the rest of ITS life learning what IT don’t know.”

Now, we come to MY comment!

Black women will NEVER be able to trust white women and I do mean, NEVER! White women benefit from the system of white supremacy which they KNOW we do not. White women KNOW that if the system of white supremacy was dismantled, there goes their ‘white privilege’ because make no mistake, the system of white supremacy goes hand in hand with white privilege. What is a privilege? A privilege is something someone else has over another;an advantage. White women have an ‘advantage’ over us and they aim to keep it that way and they have that ‘advantage’ thanks to the system of white supremacy which they fight to uphold every single day. White women couldn’t give two shits for Black women and that is NEVER going to change.

Finally, I would never stand with those debased, entitled pieces of trash because I know not to turn my back on a white woman. I’d as soon turn my back on an enraged bull, I’d fare better.

And believe me, Black women, you would indeed, fare better if you turned your back on an enraged bull as opposed to turn your back on a white woman. Those savage, debased, lethal, depraved, blood thirsty, monstrous creatures are the devil’s rejects. I don’t give a shit what they say, they are going to continue the shit that they have visited on us as Black women because they are NOT about to go against ANYTHING that messes with their white privilege via the system of white supremacy. They know what their male counterparts are doing to us and our families and they look on with relish because they are not human. They have no ‘humane’ qualities. But if you think they do, then remember this!

Me? Trust a white bitch? That day will never come and unlike Hannah Drake, I’m not allowing those bitches to come over here with their damn vicious lies! The only reason I posted their bullshit on here was to prove a point and I have more than done that. So to ANY white bitches out there who think that you are going to drag your ass up in here and leave some dumb ass shit, you’d better fucking think again because I’m not nice about shit! You she devils have been rejected by the fucking devil that hatched your vicious asses and so hell no, you don’t get to have a goddamn say all up in here. You save that for someone who gives a shit about your fucking outrageous lies! I fucking know better. Not a one of you is a damn bit of good and what’s more, none of you ever will be! So shove that “I’m with Black women” shit up your flat, flimsy, pasty asses. You’ll get no takers for that shit here! So, fucking keep it moving!

 

Black Woman Charged With FIRST DEGREE MURDER Of Her Boyfriend Who Shot Her Last Year!

 

I am seriously shaking my head over THIS one! What in the world??!! If someone shoots me, why, oh why would I date that person again, but not only that, also, invite that person to live with me??!!!!! WHY???!!! But that is exactly what happened.

Woman Charged with Murder of Live-In Boyfriend Who Shot Her Last Year

A North Carolina woman has been charged with first-degree murder in the death of her boyfriend, who shot her last year.

It is unclear exactly what led to the shooting, which was the second incident involving the couple in the last year and a half.

In April 2019, Willie Breeden was charged with assault with a deadly weapon inflicting serious injury after he allegedly shot Valencia McLean with an AR-15 style rifle.

Not only did 31-year old Valencia McLean lie about how she was shot by her boyfriend, 33-year old Willie Breeden, she viciously lied by saying that Breeden did not intentionally shoot her which led to a dismissal of the charges. She claimed that Breeden was cleaning the rifle while at the same time, showing her how to use it, when the rifle ‘accidentally’ went off and shot her in the leg. First of all, why would you be cleaning a ‘loaded’ gun? And why would you teach someone who does not know how to use a gun, with a gun that is loaded? Make it make sense! But, nevertheless, because Valencia McLean lied to the Public Defender’s Office on behalf of a man she must have been so damn in love with, she just could not imagine life without him and so took him back and despite her lies to the contrary that they weren’t having domestic violence issues, now needs a Public Defender her damn self because she is too poor to hire an attorney and she is most definitely going to have to live withOUT that boyfriend she lied like a rug for.

Now her ass is standing somewhere all handcuffed and shit waiting on the white man to make sure that her Black ass remains behind bars sewing shirts and pants and taking orders from customers over the phone for ten cents a day which will be used for commissary.

 

Yeah, look at her! This is what you look like when you can’t leave a no good Black man alone that shot you. You stand somewhere in handcuffs, awaiting a life sentence to be served in hell. If she had left that bastard the fuck alone, and if she had never lied and said that when he shot her, it was an accident, she wouldn’t be standing somewhere looking crazy and also a prime candidate for contracting COVID-19 while incarcerated.

That could have been me standing there looking stupid, and no, my ex-husband did not shoot me, but he damn sure as hell beat the fuck out of me, dragged me, threw me, punched my lights out and some more shit, but I knew that I was not the type of person who could stand being locked up and so I got the hell out! And I never looked back for years because I stayed hidden; I stayed off the radar until I thought it safe for me to finally initiate divorce proceedings in the state that I had escaped to. I divorced his ass and so don’t tell me that there are not ways to get away from abusers because I did take the shit for awhile because I grew up watching that shit play out between my parents. My dumbass mother put up with the shit and subjected us to the shit. My middle sister married an abuser and so did I. She had to divorce his ass. But both of us did NOT go to prison in order to escape our abuser. I understand that we are NOT everyone, but those bastards are not worth you spending the rest of your life behind bars over. LEAVE! Don’t go back and don’t let them come back! And if they continue to harass you, don’t even bother with restraining orders, LEAVE THE STATE! There are shelters for abused women. Are they the Ritz Carlton? Hell no! But I hear tell that even the Ritz Carlton has had bedbug problems.

If a man shoots your ass, you don’t welcome him back. You don’t lie for him. You don’t accept shit from him. You make sure that his ass is locked up for as long as the white motherfucker says he has to be locked up because if you don’t then your ass is going to become ANOTHER Valencia McLean and she is only THIRTY ONE YEARS OLD and has been charged with FIRST DEGREE MURDER! Do you know what type of sentence a FIRST DEGREE MURDER conviction will get you….and factor in that she has a PUBLIC DEFENDER and her ass is grass?

First degree murder Death penalty or life imprisonment without parole via this site

You think I’m about to catch a case of that type over a no good ass Black man???!!! Oh hell no!!!

I am still trying to understand how she could take his ass back in the first damn place, I just cannot figure that one out. With all the same type of fish in the damn sea as that piece of shit and she couldn’t do without THAT particular fish??!!! That goes beyond desperation, insanity and some more shit! There ain’t that much ‘love’ in this whole damn world to let the motherfucker BACK in your face that shot you and he is BACK in your face because you lied and said it was an accident! Maybe, it’s just me, but I cannot comprehend how ANYONE could just let that shit slide. Here I am with a wound that is going to remind me that you shot me and I want you back??!!! Not fucking happening!

Black women, grab some damn sense from somewhere, I don’t care where, but understand that you are worth more than just allowing yourself to be abused to the point whereas you become a Valencia McLean. No one is worth that. Valencia McLean is going to spend the rest of her life in prison if she doesn’t get the death penalty. But either way, wouldn’t it have been better for her if she had just let that man rot when he shot her because now look where she is? How did it help her to lie for him, get him out of prison, only to find herself in prison for killing his ass? Now, she needs the same damn Public Defender’s office that she called to get his now dead ass out of prison for shooting her to represent her over her killing his ass! Oh the irony of it all! And since she is so obviously, clueless, I am sure that the irony is lost on her. For the love of !!!!!!

It’s ALWAYS So Sad When Whites Lose Their Shit, But When Black People Lose Theirs? Who Cares!

 

Everybody and their damn dog are aware that American descendants of slavery are the faces of the homeless in this shithole the whites stole from the Indians and named, “America.” But when wildfires cause whites to lose their shit, oh how horrible that is. Oh, what a tragedy that is. Oh, how awful that is. Oh, the loss of life is so terrible. That is all you see and hear when the lamestream fake news media gets going. This shit is ridiculous.

‘Everything’s gone’: Many neighborhoods destroyed as fire, smoke devastate Oregon families, workers and homeless

Sobbing behind the face mask she normally wears for her job as a hospital respiratory therapist helping coronavirus patients, Stevens, 31, video recorded herself earlier this week as she stumbled through the neighborhood, raw emotion in her voice, sometimes unable to form words, moaning in obvious pain.

“I think everything’s gone,” she says as the rising sun illuminates the destruction. “This doesn’t do justice to how terrifying and horrific this is, seeing how devastated everything is. Our homes are gone. Our homes are completely gone.”

The lamestream fake news media made sure to showcase a hospital worker who is purportedly saving COVID-19 patients to focus on. “Oh look! This WHITE woman has been spending her days taking care of other WHITE COVID-19 patients and now, her lovely  townhouse has been completely destroyed by wildfires. What a shame that is. What a goddamn travesty. Oh, the horror of it all!”

If you stupid fucks think that tears are streaming down my face because this white bitch lost her house, you’ve got another think coming. If this bitch’s house was in California, some Black inmate would have lost their life from trying to beat back the flames to save this bitch’s house but because there are so few Black folks living in Oregon and so therefore, too few sitting up in prisons to make a damn difference in fighting wildfires, the state of Oregon has had to beg folks from across this shithole to drag their asses over to Oregon to help put out those wildfires and apparently, no one has anyone to spare, hence why this bitch is moaning and whining that her damn house is gone. I guess this bitch never heard of GENTRIFICATION. Because thanks to GENTRIFICATION, millions of American descendants of slavery are already homeless. I guess the bitch never looked at the videos about Skid Row. I guess she never heard of the tunnels under Las Vegas where lives the homeless. I guess she never heard of homeless encampments or homeless tent cities. But now that this bitch’s house is gone, she now wants some damn pity and sympathy and so get out the damn violins because her damn life is over because her home was burned the fuck up! “Fuck you bitch! Seriously!”

More than 50% of homeless families are black, government report finds

African Americans, despite making up just 13% of the U.S. population, account for a staggeringly disproportionate chunk of the nation’s homeless population, according to a government report.

The disparity was starker when looking at the number of homeless people with children: African Americans accounted for about 52% of that [homeless] population, with whites accounting for about 35%, the report said.

That shit has been ongoing and is not recent due to some damn wildfires that are caused by the whites who caused CLIMATE CHANGE. But now, they’re moaning and whining that because of the shit they’ve visited on this planet that’s returning the favor, they cannot sit up in their cozy homes and turn on the AC because either the air is toxic or the house has burned to the damn ground. It is ALWAYS about whites and their shit! The focus is NEVER on the fact that they caused this shit in the first damn place! Who the fuck do those whites think they have to blame for the fact that their shit is burning the fuck to the ground? Black folks? NO! Indians? NO! Whites got no one but themselves to blame, but still want a pity party because of the blowback from what they caused. No one but the most rabidly insane would miss that shit! And whites are rabidly insane because they knew what the fuck they were doing when they unleashed hell on earth, but they did it anyway and so now, STILL want to screech and wail about, “Oh look what my shit looks like?” But they’ll never say, “Oh look! My shit looks like this thanks to other whites who did shit to make my shit look like this!” Nothing is ever their fault. They are never to blame. Just throw the fucking pity party already and start up a ‘GofundMe’ so that they can rebuild the shit and next year this time, they’ll need another one. But the thing is see, add more to the list and even the feds couldn’t print enough money to throw at the shit that’s going to go up in flames thanks to the arrogance and cockiness of the whites in overbuilding and building in fire prone areas and rebuilding in fire prone areas because they want a gorgeous mountain view away from those Black folks who were dragged over here. Happy now? Let’s see.

Dense smoke smothers Pacific Northwest, shutting residents indoors and complicating fire response

My throat burns,” Warner said as he ambled around the evacuation site with his dog, his eyes swollen and watering.

Thomas Keyzers, 36, had hoped that he’d left behind the worst of the smoke when he, his wife and two children, ages 3 and 5, evacuated their home in Happy Valley. But the smoke followed them to Portland, even inside the hotel where they were staying.

He and his wife have been coughing constantly, and it’s getting worse each day. He’s worried about the health of his kids, he said. “It’s just like a 24-hour campfire,” he said. “You can only take so much of it.”

Well, you’re just going to have to take it because your kind caused it and so sit up in that hotel and deal. Cough and shut the fuck up! At least your pasty ass is not sitting up in a tent on Skid Row and has been there for decades. Your clueless white ass can still afford a hotel room and you’re still complaining. You see, that is all that whites know how to do; fucking complain! “My throat burns! My swollen eyes are watering. I’m in a hotel. I’m coughing constantly. I don’t wanna be at this 24-hour campfire no more. I wanna go home! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! WAAAAAAAAAAAH!” Fucking bunch of wimp-assed babies.

Have they ever thought about how much shit Black folks take from them? Do you think they have even given a thought about what it must be like to have to live worse than that for decades? Hell no! Because it is ALL about whites! Just look the fuck around you! They gated their communities. They gentrified entire cities. They increased rents to the point whereas only whites could afford that shit and now that a wildfire has come along and put paid to their shit, they’re whining. But not one of those worthless, no account whites who has been interviewed has said one goddamn word about what it must feel like to have been Black and homeless for decades when after only a few days, they are already loudly complaining about sitting up in a hotel room, coughing.

You worthless white motherfuckers are going to continue to have that shit visited on your white asses! I am glad your shit is fucked up, you have no fucking idea! A gnat couldn’t wipe its ass on the amount of sympathy that I could manage to drum up for your depraved, debased, good for nothing white asses!

And the shit gets worse!

Oregon homeowners, neighbors struggle to combat wildfires amid shortage of firefighters

Christine VanOeveren grabbed a bucket Saturday and lugged water from a neighbor’s swimming pool to douse embers from a wildfire that threatened to merge with another blaze that would cover an area as big as Los Angeles.

 

Now, I have already stated why the whites are having to save their own shit. It is because there aren’t enough Black folks living in Oregon and who are sitting up in jails and prisons to account for an inmate prison detail sent out to fight Oregon’s wildfires and so the governor of Oregon is begging for volunteers from other states to come and put out those wildfires and since hardly any state over that way can send volunteers, those whites who own their shit have had to get up off their pasty asses and get to draining creeks with buckets in an attempt to stop their shit from burning the fuck to the ground. Yeah, keep those buckets coming and maybe you can save a toy. Oh indeed, you got this!🤣🤣🤣

The couple were among thousands of citizens who raced to defend houses and property from wildfires that have left at least seven people dead and dozens missing. Short on firefighters, Oregon Gov. Kate Brown is asking other states and the federal government to send crews to help battle more than three dozen blazes that have scorched 1 million acres and wiped out entire towns.

“Even if we lose our homes, at least we fought to save them,” said VanOeveren, whose house in an evacuation zone has been without power since Tuesday.

Yes indeed, YOU fight to save them because that shortage of firefighters is going to continue. SO you keep at it! Meanwhile, for those of you who live in the gulf states, your ass can soon send them some water because another tropical storm that the weather center claims is going to upgrade to a hurricane is on its way to Louisiana and surrounding states. So, everybody’s about to party, AGAIN! You whites love parties. Having fun yet?

Sally roars through Gulf, forecast to strengthen to hurricane before striking coast

Hurricane and tropical storm warnings were in effect Sunday for a swath of the northern Gulf Coast as Tropical Storm Sally gathered strength before it’s projected to make landfall as a hurricane late Monday or early Tuesday.

Sally could strengthen to a Category 2 hurricane before making landfall somewhere between southeastern Louisiana and the Mississippi-Alabama border, the Hurricane Center said.

Like I said, who is going to be left to have a home in order to send a voting ballot to? As protests rage from coast to coast, alongside wildfires raging in the west, storm after storm is developing in the Atlantic and even in the Pacific and yet, ‘the emperor fiddles while THIS Rome burns and floods.” Amerikkka, may she continue to reap what she has sown!

Oh and think of this as a Public Service Announcement(PSA). If anyone is looking for their vehicle back and they left it at an auto-repair shop outside of Medford, Ore., I would contact my insurance agent because as you can see in the above picture, your shit is totaled; fried, baked, toasted and oven roasted. Even Fred Flinstone couldn’t do shit with that!

 

 

Go to this link and tell me, do you see ONE Black person caught up in THIS shit, just ONE! I’ll save you the trouble, there are NONE! But go look for yourself. The whites and the Mexicans are caught up in this shit. Just look at who was evacuated and look real close. Get a magnifying glass if you want and tell me if you can spot one Black person, AGAIN, just one!

 

 

I didn’t fucking think so!

 

Black Men Beat Another Black Man And Hold Him Down Because He Got The Upper Hand On A White KKKop! W.T.F.

But Black men have the nerve to wonder why I call all you lousy, worthless motherfuckers, “weak ass, punk ass bitches!” I will continue to call you that and a whole lot more of the like. Watch me!

[Black]People Rush to Aid White Officer Being Beaten By Black Man He Was Arresting In Viral Video

A video that captured [Black male] bystanders rushing to the aid of a white police officer who was being beaten by a Black man he was trying to arrest has gone viral.

“Man, I didn’t have nothing to do with this sh**!” A male voice is heard saying as the officer drags the man toward a vehicle. It’s not clear what the man was being arrested for.

the officer is then seen struggling to place the man in handcuffs as he tries to get away.

After a brief scuffle, he manages to force the officer to the ground and starts repeatedly punching him in the face.

Then, two men, who both also appear to be Black, are seen dragging the man away from the officer.

After that, those two Black punk ass bitches began punching and kicking the Black man that the white KKKop was trying to arrest while the donut engorged white Klan KKKop gets his breath back and goes over and arrests the Black man. For the love of! That is exactly why I have ZERO respect for Black men; ZERO! If this has happened to a Black woman, you punk ass bitches would more than likely have done the same damn thing, you’re THAT fucking lame and stupid!

As many Black people who have been murdered by Klan KKKops and you not only, drag a Black man from beating a white Kop’s ass, you beat the Black man’s ass and hold him down so that the Klan Kop can get his ass together and come over and arrest the man who fucking looks like you???!!!! Seriously???!!!! If I had been anywhere in the vicinity, I would not have been taking pictures of that shit, I would have been beating you punk ass Black bitch motherfuckers to pieces. That Black man is going to go through hell once that Kop gets him inside one of those klan headquarters called police stations, and you fucking know this because nine times out of ten, your Black asses have already seen the inside of one; the whites make damn sure of that shit! But there you go, beating and kicking another one of your own kind, holding him down and handing him over to your goddamn enemy. What fucking sense does that shit make? What? Did you think you were going to earn some ‘brownie’ points with the Klan kops? Did you think that they would recognize your Black ass for getting that Black man off that white kop’s ass and give you a medal? Did you think that those Klan kops would not turn the sirens on your ass the next time your fucking insurance lapsed and one of those Klan motherfuckers pulled you over, pulled you out of that car, stomped a mudhole in your ass and then carted your ass off to Klan headquarters? What the fuck is wrong with the Black man? Did you ALL collectively lose your balls? A gnat has more balls than you emasculated, punk ass bitch Black wimp assed pieces of shit that call yourselves, Black men. So hell no,  I would NEVER have anything to do with you sellout, worthless, no good, dumbass, black ass shits!

How the fuck you gonna take up for some shits that don’t even view your ass as human and will just as soon as put your ass down for good, think nothing of it and continue on as though he only swatted a goddamn fly? You see that shit on the news every damn day and yet, you will take up for THAT shit??!!! Oh hell no! AGAIN…I have ZERO goddamn respect for you lousy pieces of black filth!

This is the shit that you protected when you dragged that Black man from kicking that white kop’s ass!

Police are still killing Black people at disproportionate rates

On May 25, George Floyd died after a Minneapolis police officer kneeled on his neck for more than eight minutes. The incident sparked international protests against racism and police brutality. But in the wake of this mass call for change, police are still killing Black men and women at disproportionate rates.

In the three months since Floyd’s death, the racial disparity in police killings has increased slightly. The data shows that from January 1 to May 25 of this year, Black people were approximately 3 times more likely than White people to be killed by police; from May 26 to August 31, they were about 3.3 times more likely.

For years, data has shown that Black people are far more likely to be killed by police than people of other races.

And if that doesn’t speak volumes, how about this?

The only time that I will write about you lame ass buford motherfuckers is when I can show you up for the scared ass, weak ass punks you are! You ain’t about shit! What the fuck does a Black woman need with the likes of your stupid Black ass? Even I wouldn’t spit on your black asses to put a fire out, you make me THAT fucking sick! Because it is crystal clear that all the Black people who we KNOW have been murdered by kops means NOTHING to you because you want to save a kop from a beatdown when those thugs have been doing that shit to us and worse for over FOUR HUNDRED GODDAMN YEARS! No wonder, there were hardly any insurrections during the early slavery period because if there was a Black man who was about shit, the rest of you weak ass, punk ass bitches would beat his ass down, tell massa what he was trying to do and get his ass killed. That’s how fucking lame, you punk ass buford motherfuckers are!

Please, I wish to piss you lame ass Black motherfuckers expect me to cape for your goddamn asses, I wish you would because you’d all be some dead motherfuckers if you look to me to take to the streets on behalf of the most emasculated shits on this planet. There ain’t no Black man worth shit these days and the proof is right in this post. You motherfucking lame ass bufords are on your own! Deal with the shit that’s going to continue to come for your asses because I am so done with you black assed bastards, you have no damn idea!

Black women, this is the shit that we are supposed to cape for and moan and wail over and yet, the black man won’t do shit for his damn self, as you can see. What good are they to us? They are not any use to themselves. I am not sure if they were ALWAYS this way or are we just now seeing it because it is in our face. But there it is. Carry the torch for this shit? Fucking never! And quite actually, I believe they were ALWAYS this way because as far back as I can remember, a black man could be found beating a black woman, but when it came to standing up for us against our enemies, the black man turns into a bitch, every time. So yeah, they’ve ALWAYS been this way. To hell with ’em!

You Cannot Stop What’s Coming For You!

You Cannot Stop What’s Coming For You!

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A scene for miles lights up the night
as a symphony of dancing flames ignite,
everything in its path; everything in sight
as the desperate flee in terrified flight.

Build again and watch it burn;
debris, you see, everywhere you turn.
One thing about whites, they never learn.
You cannot enjoy what others did earn.

There is a debt that you must pay
and as long as it’s owed, it’ll be this way.
You can’t take from others and think it’s okay
and one day, you’ll realize, you don’t get the final say.

You cannot stop what’s coming for you;
from floods to fires, tell me, how’s the view?
You’re getting yours, you’re getting your due.
What’s going to happen next? If only you knew.

 

Written by,

Shelby I. Courtland

©2020 Shelby I. Courtland

Whites, I’d start screeching that reparations is owed to American descendants of slavery if I were you because if you think that the shit that’s going down now, is going to be it for you, you’ve got another think coming.

Wildfires rage across Pacific Northwest: Truckers abandon rigs on I-5, smoke drifts to New Mexico; towns devastated

About 40 wildfires were burning in California alone. Blazes were also reported in Utah, Nevada, Arizona, Idaho, Oregon, Wyoming and Montana. Smoke has been detected at least as far east as New Mexico.

The fires devastated some isolated communities. In Oregon, a fast-moving wildfire caused “catastrophic damage” and probably loss of life in the town of Blue River, east of Eugene, Lane County officials said. At least 80 to 100 homes burned.

Oh and just so you know, wildfire season hasn’t even started yet.

Malden, Washington, has been destroyed in a Labor Day firestorm

About 80% of the homes and buildings in Malden, about 35 miles south of Spokane, have been completely destroyed, including the fire station, post office, city hall and library, the Whitman County Sheriff’s Office said in a news release.

And remember, in 2018, the Camp fire destroyed Paradise, CA. Meanwhile, as the fires rage in multiple states, winter arrives in the Rockies a mere three days after the temperature was 100F. And South Dakota has already seen fifteen inches of snow, while Colorado, Idaho, Utah and Wyoming were also expected to receive anywhere from 4-18 inches of snow. And don’t forget, hurricane season is also underway and there is another storm churning in the Atlantic.

You whites owe a debt that is going to be paid in one form or another. You have tried your damn best to exterminate us. There is video evidence of that ALL over the place. You have shipped over here, immigrants, who have taken jobs away from us as well as shipped our jobs overseas and have used our tax dollars to house, clothe, feed and give immigrants medical care while our communities were gentrified and we were rendered, homeless and the shit that you have visited on us continues. But know this, your ass is grass and COVID-19 ain’t even the shit that’s going to eventually shut all your shit down. This is only the beginning. I’m just sitting back, watching the show. The shit that’s going down on your white asses is lovely as far as I’m concerned! How about you? You liking the view?

 

 

You Cannot Stop What’s Coming For You!

The Chickens Are Coming Home To Roost! Yeah BĀĀĀBEEEE!!!!

Shit hitting the fan!

Downtown Minneapolis’ Residential Boom Reversing As Crime Rises, Businesses Shutter

MINNEAPOLIS (WCCO)The once-burgeoning downtown Minneapolis can be hard to recognize these days: empty storefronts, empty sidewalks. And on several nights, unrest has filled the streets.

“Now because of what’s going on with the pandemic, and now the civil unrest, in my condo building downtown we have a record 21 lock boxes.  We’ve never had this many people leaving the building. It’s shocking,” LaBelle said. “They’re selling their units because they don’t want to live in an unsafe environment.”

You wealthy white motherfuckers wanted GENTRIFICATION? You got it and so now, you leave????!!!! You’re selling up and getting the hell out???!!! That’s whites for you! They can’t take the heat, they get the fuck out! Light IT UP! Yeah! Get the fuck outta there!🖕🖕🖕 🤣🤣🤣🤣 That’s rich! Those lousy white bastards thought that since the whites who run Minnesota had always been able to keep shit on lockdown, that the shit would forever be on lockdown. Well, not anymore. Now, the whites are running! I am literally laughing my ass off! It could not happen to a more deserving bunch of racist, bigoted assholes! DAYUM! That was music to my eyes! We’ve never had this many people leaving the building. It’s shocking,” LaBelle said. “They’re selling their units because they don’t want to live in an unsafe environment.” 🤣🤣🤣🤣 Bye!

I remember when I lived in Minneapolis and they were in the process of building those luxury high rise condos downtown. I remember seeing the two Minneapolis’s converge; on the one hand, you had the people who were obviously well off, sitting outside of upscale dining establishments, eating and drinking with not a care in the world, while on the other hand, across the street, a homeless man would be sitting on the sidewalk with a cardboard sign or there would be a man standing near Target, playing a guitar while only a handful of people threw some coins into the little box he hoped to fill. There was even a homeless veteran sitting further down and I took some pictures just to showcase the life of the haves and the have nots. The photos are small because I was using an old flip phone I had, but this is what I managed to dig up.

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Never once did I see ANY of those poor homeless people commit a crime. What was their ‘crime’? They were poor. But now that Minneapolis cannot get a handle on its soaring crime problem thanks in part to the whites who simply chose to ignore a festering problem until that problem finally came home to roost, the whites have no choice but to sit up and take notice of what they had long been ignoring. Now there are calls for social justice. Now there are calls for affordable housing in downtown Minneapolis. Why? Because the whites are terrified to the point whereas some are fleeing because whites always have the money to flee from any unpleasantness; anything that could ruin their ‘happy hour’ or their stroll to Target Field to watch a Twins baseball game.

Couple assaulted in downtown Minneapolis, police investigate

MINNEAPOLIS — A couple in Minneapolis are sharing their story after they say they were randomly attacked by a group of eight to 10 people downtown Friday night.

The couple, who did not want to identify themselves out of safety concerns, say it happened at the intersection of North 5th Street and 2nd Avenue in the North Loop just after 10 p.m.

Yes indeed, that would have been unheard of just a few short years ago. But now, the scene in downtown Minneapolis on any given day is one of a ‘ghost town’ and I highly doubt that is about to change because when Minneapolis gave us a look into what Minneapolis is ALL about when Derek Chauvin knelt on George Floyd’s neck for damn near ten minutes until he killed him, that put paid to that shit about the whites having Minneapolis on lockdown. The shit has been hitting the fan since then. Those who have been forced to live like shit are letting go and the whites who just want to fuck shit up, are also doing the same. Everybody is making damn sure that Minneapolis continues to be front and center in the news for exactly what Minneapolis has always been about; making sure that the downtrodden has stayed downtrodden and that wealthy whites could sit back and enjoy themselves without worry about ‘those’ people infringing on their enjoyment of a city that should include ALL people and not just wealthy WHITES.

Dozens Of Businesses Consider Moving Out Of Downtown Minneapolis

MINNEAPOLIS (WCCO) – Downtown Minneapolis is at risk of losing dozens of businesses.

Cruising through downtown Minneapolis is not what it once was. On some stretches the largest city in the state looks more like a ghost town.

A new survey by the Downtown Council shows 45 business owners say they are considering leaving downtown – citing the lack of people working or socializing downtown – and the idea that the police department could be dismantled.

Though they won’t say which businesses are considering pulling out of downtown, the council says one of the businesses employs 600 people.

That could mean a lot of empty spaces.

I was so damn glad to read this, it ain’t even funny! That’s just what this damn city deserves and I knew it was coming. Because when you treat a certain segment of the population a certain way, that shit IS going to come back and bite you on the ass. And when my cousin had to live in a derelict building that was not even licensed for occupancy and when the lawyer, Michael F. Cockson, claimed to want to take the case to get compensation for his clients, who he then turned around and sued for their class action settlement monies which saw my cousin receive a lousy $724.15, I knew that Minneapolis was going to get hit and get hit hard. I only had to sit back and wait.

A copy of the settlement check from an $18.5 million lawsuit and this is the amount that my cousin received. Seriously? When Michael F. Cockson’s greedy ass is not even satisfied with $6 million from a lawsuit that was supposed to compensate people for living in slums that were not even licensed by the City of Minneapolis, MN and how could this check get issued when Michael F. Cockson’s appeal for more in Attorney’s Fees had not even been heard? More shenanigans by crooks and liars.

 

And though the law firm that Michael F. Cockson is a partner at is more than likely not leaving downtown Minneapolis, one thing that I am certain about, since COVID-19 came into play law firms have been impacted. I read that many lawyers have lost their job and not only that, the client list is drying up because who can pay for an attorney when millions have lost their jobs and could not even go anywhere for months thanks to COVID-19? So whatever you bought with that six million dollar plus payout, Cockson, I hope it was worth it because I do believe that right now, your ass ain’t sitting so high on the hog. You haven’t hit rock bottom yet, but it is my belief that you will because “as you sow so shall you reap.” And Minneapolis’s whites have got a lot of reaping to do based on the shit they’ve sown for too damn long.

They’re not just fucking shit up where immigrants set up shop, they’ve now figured out that downtown Minneapolis ain’t so special anymore. It was just a week or so ago that downtown Minneapolis was hit with folks busting out shit AGAIN. And just the other night, well…I’ll let this next headline speak for itself.

Minneapolis Police Open Hydrants On Downtown Streets To Deter Massive Traffic After Car Show, School Supply Giveaway

MINNEAPOLIS (WCCO) — A group of custom cars caused quite the scene Sunday night through downtown Minneapolis.

A WCCO crew saw a group of drivers drag race and do burnouts down Hennepin Avenue as they left a car show and back-to-school giveaway on Nicollet Island outside of DeLaSalle High School.

The whites in Minneapolis can no longer control that shit! And newsflash! It wasn’t Black folks doing burnouts and needing fire hydrants opened. They don’t have the cars for that shit, most definitely NOT if they live in Minnesota!

Now with all the surveillance cameras in downtown Minneapolis, the kops should have no problem finding those whites who were fucking shit up to the point whereas the kops had to turn fire hydrants on. There are surveillance cameras everywhere in downtown Minneapolis and so let’s see who’ll get locked up for this latest shit. I won’t hold my breath.

But as you can see, it is not Black folks who are going the fuck off in Minneapolis, whites are and what’s more, it is not Black folks who are running the rich whites out of their luxury condo buildings in downtown Minneapolis, other whites are enabling that to happen. And I am glad, GLAD, I say because it could not happen to a more deserving bunch of filthy, racist, bigoted, piles of white shit! Minneapolis, I hope you NEVER recover because I know, firsthand, the horrifying shit you’ve been visiting on people who look like me. So now, you punk ass white motherfuckers, it is YOUR turn! Enjoy! Shit hitting the fan…AND HOW!!! 🖕🖕🖕 🤣🤣🤣🤣

According To Trump, These People Are Out Of Luck Since His New Policy Favors Wealthier Immigrants

 

 

 

A few years ago, I published a blog that details the fact that countries only want immigrants who are highly skilled or who are wealthy or already have established family members who can help them.

No Country Wants The Dimwitted And The Poor!

Below is an excerpt of a speech given by President Barack Obama regarding immigration:

I’ll make it easier and faster for high-skilled immigrants, graduates, and entrepreneurs to stay and contribute to our economy, as so many business leaders have proposed.”

Huge Breaking News! Russia Adopts Simplified New Citizenship Law!
I frequently get asked how to move to Russia and especially how to obtain Russian citizenship. As the Western World’s crisis intensifies, as the upcoming uncertainty becomes more obvious, this question is more and more on people’s mind.

Moving to Russia is not a problem if you have a skill or talent Russians value and if you can obtain gainful employment where employer would vouch for you; if you open a business, which provides jobs and pays taxes; if you have certain material assets.

And so it continues!

Trump Policy Favors Wealthier Immigrants for Green Cards

Poor immigrants will be denied permanent legal status, also known as a green card, if they are deemed likely to use government benefit programs such as food stamps and subsidized housing. Wealthier immigrants, who are designated as less likely to require public assistance, will be able to obtain a green card.

Many countries already have this policy in place as in New Zealand, Australia, the UK, Germany, The Bahamas and the list is endless. Every country, rock in the middle of the ocean or ant farm in the middle of nowhere wants proof of financial independence otherwise known as material assets which means that you have enough money to take care of your responsibilities and not live off the state. Also, all countries, other than the U.S. has a stipulation that you cannot take a job that a local can do. And we all know that the U.S. is loaded down with immigrants that have taken jobs that locals could do.

But as usual, I digress. Here are a group of people who are hell bent on coming to the U.S., but I don’t think that they are going to qualify for green cards under Trump’s new policy.

Stalled by pandemic, migrants press in quest for better life

LAJAS BLANCAS, Panama (AP) — Duperat Laurette fled Haiti after her country’s massive 2010 earthquake, making her way first to the Dominican Republic, then Chile and five years later to Panama, all with the dream of reaching the U.S. and finding a job to help support 14 siblings left behind in Haiti.

The coronavirus finally stopped her.

Panama, the slender bottleneck between the North and South American coninents, is a transit point for virtually every migrant heading from South America to the United States by land and it closed its borders on March 16 to halt the spread of COVID-19. The closure left nearly 2,000 migrants from Haiti and a handful of African and Asian countries stuck in camps in the jungle along Panama’s northern and southern borders.

Wait a minute! FOURTEEN SIBLINGS?? This person is trying to reach the U.S. to take a job from a local so that she can, not only support herself, but also support her FOURTEEN SIBLINGS LEFT BEHIND IN HAITI? Did ANYONE mention to those people the fact of BIRTH CONTROL? And what are the parents doing to support those children that they laid down and produced?? If she could NOT find a job in Haiti to support herself and FOURTEEN SIBLINGS and she could not find a job in the Dominican Republic to support herself and FOURTEEN SIBLINGS and she could not find a job in Chile to support herself and FOURTEEN SIBLINGS and she cannot find a job in Panama to support herself and FOURTEEN SIBLINGS, what makes her think that she can do that in the U.S.???!!! Does she know something that I don’t know? Look at ALL the places this woman has been searching for a job to support herself and FOURTEEN SIBLINGS and yet, she believes that the solution is to get to the U.S. Big ass face palm! 🤦‍♀️

So, thousands of ‘poor’ migrants, hopeful to eventually become U.S. citizens are stuck in Panama, sitting up in a Panamanian jungle waiting on COVID-19 lockdowns to be lifted so that they can continue their journey to the U.S. and do what? Sit up on our tax dollars like so many here are already doing which pisses me off to no end seeing as how American descendants of slavery are already the faces of the poverty stricken, homeless, food insecure, are lacking health care and have lost their jobs due to COVID-19 and also due to rampant, out-of-control immigration.

One woman featured in this article is talking about the fact that she needs surgery but could not get the surgery performed because the hospitals are overwhelmed with COVID-19 patients and even though the Panamanian government has offered her a free plane ride back to  Haiti where she was born, she has turned down their offers of assistance. Seriously??!!!!!

“The problem here is always that we have a lot of children, pregnant women,” said Bernadeau, another Haitian who arrived from Chile.

What???!!! “A lot of children, pregnant women?” Where are the fathers of these children and where are the men who impregnated these women? Where does the responsibility begin for those who choose to leave their place of birth to travel in search of the ability to live off the tax dollars of others while dragging their children with them especially when every country on this planet is experiencing a crisis and that is not going to let up any time soon? Seriously, these people need to educate themselves on the fact that many countries ONLY want immigrants who can take care of themselves and these people, clearly, cannot take care of themselves if they are sitting up in a jungle in Panama and have become so frustrated over the fact that they have taken to lighting shit on fire, to draw attention to their plight, I guess because the temperature in Panama today is 81°F. So nope, no one needed a fire. But take a look at this! Those migrants may be poor, but damn, they’ve got something even I don’t have. Looky! Looky!

Look at what the first woman sitting on the log is holding. What’s that? A ‘smartphone’? But she is too poor to afford food, etc., etc., but she sure as hell can make a phone call while sitting up in that Panamanian jungle. Where’s that cell tower located? And how is she paying her cellphone bill? But lo and behold, there is another smartphone sitting on top the can. They are in a jungle with a smartphone and a plan and I am in the U.S. and can’t afford a smartphone with a plan. The child in the lap has barrettes  in her hair and these folks are crying broke??? For the love of !!!!!

 

If the idea behind that picture was for us to feel sorry for them, then someone should have said, “Put away the smartphones!” Also, their clothing is matching for the most part; blue sandals, blue jean capris and a blue and white top, also the baby has a cute pinkish outfit on and the first woman’s shirt almost matches the back of her ‘smartphone’. So, I could be wrong. They actually could pass muster and eventually be allowed to enter America by showing their bank statements that would explain how they paid for those smartphones, plans, clothing and shoes.

If any migrants want to be considered too poor to piss straight, then I would suggest that before the picture is taken, make sure they look a bit more worse for wear because their hair is nicely done, but of course, they probably know how to braid, twist and cornrow to pieces.

Let’s see what this next picture highlights.

Do you see what I see?

Two people in the background have what looks like Apple earbuds in. But these people are supposed to be dirt poor migrants looking for a better life than what they are ‘escaping’ from. But they’ve got smartphones, cell plans to go with those smartphones and they are not raggedly dressed for ‘jungle living’. I guess they told the lady in the foreground to hide her smartphone because the goal is to make those people look as pitiful, hopeless, lost and in need of a new country to take advantage of. Well, it’s not working as far as I am concerned. I don’t even have a smartphone and I know a con when I see one.

More earbuds in the ear while sitting up in the Panamanian jungle. But she is broke, but has a smartphone and a cellphone plan. Really??!!!!

There was a lady in Minnesota who came up to me as I was on the phone talking with my cousin. She interrupts my conversation to tell me this, “Miss, I’m homeless. Could you spare some change, please?” I take one look at her. She has a smartphone in her hand with a beautiful case and matching clothes on and I’m like, “Are you serious??!! Get the hell out of my face with your lying ass!” I had to tell my cousin to hang on, that I had some business to take care of. I was about ready to fuck that lying bitch up because do NOT perpetrate a fraud because there are REAL homeless people out on the streets who do need help and they don’t need ‘pretenders’ to be out there making them look bad and that is exactly what that bitch was. I sent that bitch packing with a flea in her ear, that’s for damn sure. And so no, I am not buying this “poor, poor Haitian migrant” bullshit. If the Panamanian government has offered those assholes a free flight back to Haiti, then they need to drag their lying asses aboard that flight and get to fixing up their own shit in Haiti. We’ve got enough to contend with here. And if folks think that I have absolutely NOT a gnat’s ass worth of sympathy for those folks depicted here, it is because I don’t have a gnat’s ass worth of sympathy for them. I don’t have spare sympathy just lying around when American descendants of slavery need ALL of my sympathy and then some. There are enough damn “woe is me” motherfuckers sitting all up on our tax dollars already and IMMIGRATION IS HURTING THE U.S. WORKER!

Immigration Is Hurting The U.S. Worker

The United States needs fewer immigrants, not more. Lower levels of immigration, both legal and illegal make sense for my country because the growing number of under-educated people crossing our borders have hurt less educated native-born workers.

Of greater concern, the percentage of employed native-born without a high school degree fell from 53 to 48 percent in the last five years. African Americans have particularly been affected. A September 2006 National Bureau of Economic Research paper found that immigration accounted for about a third of the decline in the employment rate of the least-educated African American men over the last few decades.

The disproportionate flow of undereducated immigrants to the U.S. has also depressed wages for native-born workers on the lower rungs of the economic ladder. In the last two-and-a-half decades, average hourly wages for male workers with less than a high school education declined more than 20 percent relative to inflation. For those with only a high school degree they are down almost 10 percent.

Just as I thought. Those people who are supposedly sitting up in some Panamanian jungle would only add to OUR woes; ADOS woes. Like we need any more competition for jobs since we are ALWAYS the last to be hired and the first to be fired and now, we have to compete with an illegal immigrant  labor force as well as a legal immigrant labor force. Take your ass to Minnesota and see how many Somalis, Russians, Vietnamese, Laotians, Nigerians, Haitians and Ethiopians have taken jobs from American descendants of slavery since the whites over here allow that shit to happen. In fact, the whites encourage it and don’t even get me started on those who come here from Mexico. All I see in this dead ass burg are Mexicans and Hindus from India. They have taken over and yet, people want to screech about how we need to come together and not continuously be divided. Really???!!! Motherfuckers coming here to take my job and you want me to roll out the red carpet, engage in a group hug while singing “Kumbaya?” Not fucking going to happen, not with me! To hell with that shit! Those who are of MY lineage are getting fucked up, daily and someone wants to think that I have feelings for those who are helping that shit along? Who dropped you on your head? I will NEVER be FOR immigration and one thing I can say about that shit that ALL the rest of you Americans cannot say is that I am NOT from IMMIGRANTS, I am from SLAVES dragged the fuck over here! And it is no wonder that so many of you are FOR IMMIGRATION because that’s how the fuck YOU landed here. That’s NOT my history. That’s YOURS! So, of course, YOU don’t have a problem with IMMIGRATION because the only people who are NOT here ILLEGALLY are the Indians and DESCENDANTS OF SLAVERY because we did NOT come here WILLINGLY. So why the fuck should we care about some damn, supposedly, poor ass migrants trying to get here when it is quite obvious that we live worse than they do while they are ‘supposedly’, sitting somewhere in a Panamanian jungle with Apple earbuds hanging from their damn ears and talking about how poor and huddled they are when even the Panamanian government has tried to give those lying motherfuckers a free plane ride back to Haiti. They need to take it and shut the fuck up! The door to this shithole is goddamn CLOSED!

And so what am I supposed to say on THIS Labor Day that is seeing so many who look like me, UNEMPLOYED, while the focus is still on people who are trying to get in here, but who have no means by which to support themselves and that means a further drain on a system that was on life support, but now the plug has been pulled and people, mostly ADOS, are getting evicted despite the CDC’s moratorium on evictions? That don’t count for shit!

The Labor Day Blues!

For 30 years, I’ve punched that clock
and now on Labor Day, I get to take stock
of a life of labor that could end any day
and the sad fact is, I can’t pay my own way.

In the unemployment line, here I stand.
I’ve joined the ranks of the sad, holding out my hand,
not for a hand-out, because I’ve paid my dues.
So don’t give me no lip, walk a mile in my shoes!

How long will it take me to get back on my feet
and fulfill my obligations, I’ve deadlines to meet?

I’m out to pound the pavement ’cause winter won’t wait.
The lights must stay on and the rent cannot be late.

What a Labor Day it is here in every fucking city.
It’s not going well at all, Labor Day is kind of shitty!

©2014 Shelby I. Courtland

So yeah, Happy Labor Day!

After watching the video, does it look like we could use more immigrants?

A poor Black homeless woman walking around the Baltimore Inner Harbor at night. I took this picture long before COVID entered the picture. Do we really need more immigrants?

And another one!

Here is another poor homeless Black man sitting in a wheelchair. If there is no housing for him, do we really need more immigrants? This poor man is sitting up in a WHEELCHAIR and cannot get housing, but we’ve got the funds for some ‘broke’ folks from Haiti and elsewhere? Hell if we do!

And another one!

Another homeless man in Baltimore.

So no, we don’t already have enough problems without adding more to the equation, do we?

 

 

 

Take your poor, huddled asses somewhere else! We are filled to bursting already!

 

The Systemic Racism of Western Civilization — billziegler1947

Two prepending paragraphs for Complicity by Complexion The systemic racism of Western Civilization originated in Europe. The overwhelming firepower available to European-based empires quickly destroyed every indigenous culture in their path. Genocide provided safe homesteads where colonists from Europe could expand with ease. Plunder provided instant wealth for the respective imperialists and opened up “trade […]

via The Systemic Racism of Western Civilization — billziegler1947

Also from the original blog:

” The people stolen from Africa became the most despised and the most marginalized. Their progeny are American Descendants of Slavery (ADOS). Racism is a white-supremacist product rooted in white-supremacist arrogance. Do not conflate ADOS with Black immigrants from established homelands in Africa — those immigrants were never enslaved. That distinction matters 401 years (and counting) later. Today. It is headquartered in the Oval Office.”

Hear! Hear! I could not have said it better if I tried and believe me, I have tried!

First off, I want to make it extremely clear that I am past fed up with Black immigrants grouped in with ADOS(American descendants of slavery). Don’t get the shit twisted. Those Black folks who chose to come to Amerikkka did so because they had free will. Our ancestors had no free will. They were stolen and/or sold to slave traders and were dragged to this stolen nation. They were not asked if they wanted to be hauled across an ocean to, only at the voyage end, become slaves to the most depraved, degenerates to ever slither and crawl all across this planet with their thieving ways. Who in their right mind would screech and wail that they did indeed, want to be a slave? Not one of MY ancestors. Of that I am certain. They weren’t stupid. They were captured and made to build up a stolen nation, all the while getting whipped, raped, mutilated, tortured and even murdered and not one white ass was held accountable for that shit. And the same damn thing is going down today. What whites are being held accountable for the vicious shit that they have been visiting on American descendants of slavery? NONE!

In Minneapolis, MN, the only Kop that is sitting behind bars for murdering someone is sitting in there for having murdered a white immigrant from Australia. And what’s more, his ass is an immigrant from Somalia. And as many Kops who have murdered innocent Black women, children and men, not one has been confined to a Minnesota prison and that speaks volumes. And that shit has been going down ALL across this racist shithole.

But let some damn IMMIGRANT OWNED BUSINESSES get burned to the ground and it’s a BIG ass deal. No, it’s not. Why? Because the lamestream media portrayed those burned down buildings as ‘minority owned’ to make everyone think that ADOS were burning down their own communities when ADOS don’t have ANY communities in Minnesota. And don’t even think about stating that I don’t know what the hell I’m talking about because I lived in Minnesota for well over a decade and I saw the shit going down for my damn self.

Those who are screeching and wailing about their burned up shit are not American descendants of slavery, but are in fact, IMMIGRANTS who have a way out, it’s called a PASSPORT. They can damn well use it since they claim to have nothing left over here. American descendants of slavery had nothing to begin with and so we had nothing to lose, but if you listen to the lamestream media, the only focus is on some looted shit. The lying, lamestream media is at it again, taking the focus away from where it should be to concentrate on the white man’s shit getting burned to the ground, concentrating on the fact that CAPITALISM was ground to a halt. Don’t nobody give a shit about what’s going down as it pertains to American descendants of slavery getting their asses handed to them by the shits that were put in blue uniforms with the express purpose of fucking us up; the new version of the slave patrol. Because make no mistake, the purpose of the Kops is to round up the slaves and imprison them or kill them because that is exactly what the slave patrols did when the slaves were so-called, “freed.” Ain’t a damn one of us free. The biggest lie of all is that the slaves were freed. How so? How the fuck are we free when IMMIGRANTS are allowed to come over here and crawl over us, thrive and some more shit when our shit got burned down by the whites. Our shit got blown up by the whites, and yet it’s a BIG goddamn problem because some IMMIGRANT’S shit got burned the fuck up? Hell if it is. If it was good enough for us, it’s good enough for them.

Whites burned down the Black city, Rosewood. Whites burned down The Black Wall Street. Whites massacred so damn many of us, it ain’t even fucking funny because I know that no one has forgotten about the Tulsa Race Massacre aka The Black Wall Street and don’t even get me started on whites using ADOS for experimentation. That shit’s been going down since slavery and is still going down. Not a damn thing has changed.

But know this and know it good. I don’t give a damn if some whites shit got burned the fuck up. I don’t give a damn that some IMMIGRANTS shit got fucked up. Why should I? No one has ever given a damn about what has been and still is going down on our asses every single day and the shit ain’t pretty.

So you want to talk about looting. What is the whites’ definition of looting?

loot
[lo͞ot]

VERB
looting (present participle)
  1. steal goods from (a place), typically during a war or riot.
    “police confronted the rioters who were looting shops”
    synonyms:
    plunder · pillage · ransack · sack · raid · rifle · rob · burgle · steal from · maraud · ravage · devastate · lay waste to · wreak havoc on · vandalize · gut · strip · fleece · clear out · despoil · depredate · spoliate
    • steal (goods) in a war, riot, etc..

     

That MOST definitely sounds familiar! What the fuck do you think happened when the whites set foot on this land? They fucking LOOTED IT! They plundered, pillaged, ransacked, raided, ravaged, devastated, gutted it, fleeced it and damn well despoiled it because this land was pristine when the Indians were the only inhabitants, but as soon as the Europeans arrived, that put paid to ALL of that! The whites turned what was pristine into a damn toxic waste dump and then visited that shit ALL across this planet, but now want to look at some footage of some people taking shit out of some stores and decry the foulness of that shit when they can’t say a goddamn thing because the shit was already LOOTED! That shit that was carried out of those stores had already been stolen; it was already stolen property and so how then can you lock someone up for stealing what’s already been stolen. But you see, whites with their Vicious Rabid Racism Derangement Syndrome(VRRDS) have the actual gonads to not even acknowledge that they’ve looted an entire nation and then went so far as to loot another continent of its peoples and then continued to present day to loot said continent because make no mistake, the Chinese are not the only thieves over in Africa, looting it. The Amerikkkans are still at it.

But you whites want to get bent-out-of-shape over someone else doing the exact same shit that you’ve done, with impunity, and did you lock yourselves up for the looting you’ve been doing? Hell fucking no! Because as long as your white ass is doing it, then it’s ALL good, but let someone take a page out of your book, and you rain down a heavy ass sentence on their heads because only YOU say that YOU can loot and damn well get away with it. I am only sorry that the looting stopped. I am only sorry that folks got caught up in your damn net. And what’s more, whites were out there looting and don’t you damn well forget that shit because I have pictures all over this blog that showcase the shit you claim you don’t do, but a picture speaks against a thousand of your lies!

I will continue to call your filthy, lying, savage asses out for the foul ass shit you do while insisting that your ass is benevolent, kind and some more shit. You debased white shits cannot even get close to those words without bursting into flames. And you had better believe, that this is only the beginning of the shit that’s due you. You’re already off to the races telling lies about how looting adversely impacts American descendants of slavery. How so? Because we were already the so-called faces of coronavirus. We were already the faces of the unemployed. We were already the faces of income inequality. We were already the faces of the uninsured. We were already the faces of the homeless. We were already the faces of the hungry and so you tell me, whites, just what the fuck do we have to lose? You’re the ones with shit still left to lose and believe me, you are going to lose that shit you’ve stolen from ALL others. Can’t shit be stolen, looted, pillaged, ransacked, plundered, cleared out and some more shit because you got there first, before ANYONE else could. You depraved ass whites are locking people up for shit that was already STOLEN, LOOTED and PLUNDERED BY YOU!  And you are going to be made to answer for that shit! I fucking promise you!

I’m About Fed Up With This “Wakanda” Boseman Nonsense!

 

All up and down my reader is some shit about how Chadwick Boseman has now made it to “Wakanda!” What the fuck???!!! Wakanda ain’t fucking real!! What is wrong with you?

Here is an excerpt from some blog about Boseman and Wakanda:

Losing Chadwick was part of the loss of a fantasy. Rest in Power, Sleep in Peace King T’Challa. Wakanda Forever

And another one from a different blog:

T’Challa is not dead… The Black Panther has only had one stand alone film within which to see his growth. If American Black fans keep expressing the loss of The Black Panther and Chadwick Boseman as one of the same, they risk not ever seeing a black male character showcased in the near future of the Marvel Cinematic Universe.

And we have another one:

Wakanda Forver! I was one of those fans who saw Black Panther multiple times.

And another one:

Rest In Peace to our King. Rest In Peace to our Black Panther. Wakanda Forever!

And here we go again!

Rest Well King T’challa. We will forever honor your memory. Wakanda Forever!

And if that is not bad enough, dumbass Whoopi Goldberg weighs in.

Whoopi Goldberg Urges Disney to Build Wakanda Theme Park in Honor of Chadwick Boseman: ‘PLEASE’

 

Whoopi Goldberg is calling on Disney to create a Black Panther-inspired theme park in memory of the late actor Chadwick Boseman.

“Dear People in charge of building NEW experiences Disney Land and World,” Goldberg began her plea Sunday.

“We don’t really need another Frozen land BUT what we could use is Wakonda[sic], please Disneyworld Disneyland PLEASE build in Chadwick Boseman’s name WAKONDA” she wrote.

That dumb heifer couldn’t even get the spelling right. And yet her ass is worth around $60 million and so if she wants a theme park built in honor of a fictional character from a fictional country, WAKONDA, she can build it her damn self. But she is begging the white man to build that shit. Well, she certainly stays true to form since her many partners have included ugly ass white Frank Langella, Ted Danson, Timothy Dalton, Jeffrey Cohen; all white men and so since she knows so many white men since she has dated them, then I am quite sure that all she has to do is place phone calls to each and every one of them(that’s still live and not on life support) and between the lot of them, they could come up with the money for Whoopi’s WAKONDA theme park. For the love of !!!!

First of all, a man acted in movies and then he died; tragically, we are all going to die, some of us at an earlier age than we’d probably like. But to call the man a “king,” and then reference a fake ass, made up, non-existent ‘kingdom’ in Africa and consistently use it to pay your respects to the dead man for his send off is truly ludicrous and shows that too many of you already live in a fantasy world. I get it. Reality is a bitch! It sucks! But that’s what we got. We don’t have any kings, real or fictional. We don’t have a WAKONDA as Whoopie Goldberg calls it, nor do we have a WAKANDA. Get over it! The man was just as mortal as the rest of us.

What you should be focusing on is how did this man die from colon cancer at the age of 43 when we are told that we ought to get our first screening for colon cancer at age 45? But that certainly did not help Chadwick Boseman.

American Cancer Society Guideline for Colorectal Cancer Screening

The ACS recommends that people at average risk* of colorectal cancer start regular screening at age 45. This can be done either with a sensitive test that looks for signs of cancer in a person’s stool (a stool-based test), or with an exam that looks at the colon and rectum (a visual exam).

People who are in good health and with a life expectancy of more than 10 years should continue regular colorectal cancer screening through the age of 75.

For people ages 76 through 85, the decision to be screened should be based on a person’s preferences, life expectancy, overall health, and prior screening history.

People over 85 should no longer get colorectal cancer screening.

*For screening, people are considered to be at average risk if they do not have:

  • A personal history of colorectal cancer or certain types of polyps

  • A family history of colorectal cancer

  • A personal history of inflammatory bowel disease (ulcerative colitis or Crohn’s disease)

  • A confirmed or suspected hereditary colorectal cancer syndrome, such as familial adenomatous polyposis (FAP) or Lynch syndrome (hereditary non-polyposis colon cancer or HNPCC)

  • A personal history of getting radiation to the abdomen (belly) or pelvic area to treat a prior cancer

My dad died at the age of 62 from colon cancer and so I had to include that in my family history. BIG fucking mistake. The next thing I know, I am told that I need to get a colonoscopy every 5 years because I am now considered to have a “family history,” thanks to dear, departed dad.

The first one went smoothly. I had slight discomfort. I was awake and it did not last long. Afterwards, I was told that I had diverticulosis, which are small bulging sacks in the colon. I was told that where they come from is uncertain, but it could be due to constipation. Now, I don’t know who has never been constipated. But anyway, I was told that I would be fine and to come back in FIVE(5) years for another colonoscopy. In five years, I was at a different facility when I underwent the second colonoscopy. BIG fucking mistake! The asshole ‘doctor’ that performed that colonoscopy had me screaming in agony throughout the entire procedure. I knew that I was not supposed to be going through that because I had had a colonoscopy before. After the procedure was over, the pain was so severe in my stomach, I vowed that I would NEVER get another colonoscopy. I was told by the ‘doctor’ that he had to remove two small polyps which turned out to be hyperplastic polyps.

What are Hyperplastic Polyps?

Hyperplastic polyps are benign tumors of the small bowel, which in most cases grow slowly and remain asymptomatic. More rarely, the tumors might grow at a more rapid rate or grow larger than normal, causing symptoms such as pain and digestive problems. About 90 percent of all polyps found in the small bowel are hyperplastic. The remaining 10 percent are either adenomas, which are benign tumors that are of glandular origin, or are associated with a syndrome that leads to overgrowth of polyps.

The very next year, I was in the hospital suffering from diverticulitis which is inflammation of the colon where the bulging sac is. I knew exactly what it was and in fact, I told the doctors in the ER before they even examined me that I had diverticulitis. I was sent for a CT scan and yes indeed, that is what I had. I was given two antibiotics; Cipro and Flagyl. One causes kidney damage and the other causes cancer, so yeah, I really wanted to take those. Anyway, the next primary care doctor that I saw when I moved to a different state asked me about my family history and when I told him about my dad and the fact that I had already had TWO colonoscopies, he stated that that does not constitute a “family history” of colon cancer when only one family member has had it. He also told me that I obviously don’t have the ‘trait’ that leads to colon cancer and that furthermore, I should NOT have any more colonoscopies performed. And believe me, I will not.

Because of colonoscopies, I now have to take certain seeds out of my food. I cannot eat nuts. I cannot eat watermelon unless it is seedless. I cannot eat corn. The things that are the most healthy for us, I cannot eat or either, I have to dig the seeds out and make sure that I don’t miss one or back in the hospital, I am going.

So people, I do understand that colon cancer is a big problem, especially here in America where our diets are so ridiculous, it ain’t even funny. But I want you to know that you seriously need to stop with the fast food and the other garbage because believe me, even when you get a colonoscopy, those things, in my opinion, are more trouble than they are worth. That procedure did not help me. It has actually made MY life a living hell. One lady I spoke with about colonoscopies told me that they found so much horrifying shit in her colon, it was unreal, but she said that, even so, she will NEVER undergo another colonoscopy in her life and I don’t much blame her. I have so much trouble with my colon now, I live in fear every single day that I’ve eaten something that is going to get stuck in that sac in my colon that I do believe was caused by the first colonoscopy, for why had I never experienced ANY type of colon problems until the first colonoscopy and then the second one, tore me all to pieces?

In summation, why Chadwick Boseman succumbed to colon cancer before his 45th birthday, I don’t know because even the American Cancer Society advises colon cancer screening starting at age 45. I don’t know Chadwick Boseman’s family history and so I cannot speculate as to when he should have started colon cancer screenings, but what I do know is that if you want to put Chadwick Boseman on a pedestal, put him up there as the face of horrendous medical care in Amerikkka because what we have here for medical care is akin to a torture chamber and American descendants of slavery always seem to come out the worse for it. Most of us don’t even live long enough to collect Social Security Retirement Income because we’ve died thanks to a racist medical system. My dad never saw a penny of Social Security Retirement because he was still working right up until he just could not take the pain anymore and right after that, succumbed. In essence, Black people are paying for whites to sit up on Social Security. Yeah! Dismantle that shit and see how far they get!

Chadwick Boseman does not need a Disney theme park in his honor. If you want to honor Chadwick Boseman, set up a fund to send more ADOS to medical schools in order to provide more American descendants of slavery with medical professionals who are looking after our health because the white medical establishment is hell bent on our annihilation. Those of us who make up the ADOS community never look pass the glitz and glamour to the reality of what we really need; what is really real. We need Black doctors. We need Black medical institutions. We need Black psychiatrists and Black therapists.

There is NO King T’Challa. There is NO Wakanda. There is NO Black Panther. That is ALL based on FICTION. It is a fantasy. It is not reality. The man has not died and gone to Wakanda for if he had, then he would be back with us because he would have been cured with ‘vibranium’. But Wakanda is NOT real. “Long live the king?” NO! The ‘king’ never existed. Chadwick Boseman is dead. He played a character called “The Black Panther.” He was not a superhero. He just played one. Try and get that through your heads. Yes, our lives are shitty and fucked up, but pretending that fantasy is real is not going to help matters. Pretending that Chadwick Boseman was a king and that he is lying in state in Wakanda is not helpful for your mental state. So walk yourselves back to reality and give up the fantasy and take care of your body and your mind because, believe me, our enemies are real and they are right here in Amerikkka and they are REALLY trying to fuck us up! That IS our reality!

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