A Case Of Two Wrongful Death Settlements

 

First, the Breonna Taylor ‘wrongful death settlement’ that has been heralded as the largest settlement of its kind in the history of Louisville, Kentucky; $12 million.

Breonna Taylor’s Family Historic Settlement a Good Start … But We Demand Full Justice!!!

 

Mohamed Noor shot Justine Damond because he ‘claimed’ to have heard a noise and fired his gun, thus killing Justine Damond as she stood by his patrol car after she had called the police on a suspected sexual assault occurring outside in the alleyway behind her home. Noor and another officer responded. Neither exited the patrol car and Damond walked up to it and was shot by Noor.

The whites in Damond’s upper class south Minneapolis neighborhood went the fuck off, demanding justice for Damond and calling for the heads of several city employees including the chief of police and the mayor, which they received since the mayor, Betsy Hodges is mayor no more and the police chief was forced out as well. No one had to protest or lift a finger really because justice was going to be served FOR Miss Australian Justine ‘goldilocks’ Damond. The ‘wall of blue’ that usually surrounds kops that go on murdering sprees was nowhere to be found in this case since Noor is behind bars even though he claimed the usual that gets ALL white kops off, “I feared for my partner’s life and so I fired my gun.” The partner, who was white, was quite in shock and said so because it was his contention that he did not ‘fear for his life’ and so did not know why former officer Noor fired his gun. But be that as it may, why does Justine Damond’s wrongful death settlement garner a $20 million dollar payout while Breonna Taylor’s garners a $12 million dollar payout? Notice any glaring difference? I’ll give you a hint.

 

Now, take into consideration that Justine Damond CHOSE to come to this shithole. Former Somali cop Mohamed Noor CHOSE to come to this shithole. Who did not? Breonna Taylor and so why did IMMIGRANT Justine Damond’s family received $20 million dollars when her ass would still be alive if she had not IMMIGRATED to this shithole from Australia? Not only that, but IMMIGRANT Mohamed Noor would not be sitting up in prison for killing Damond if his ass had remained in Somalia. Both had passports and yet, both were involved in a similar case as Breonna Taylor’s and yet, Breonna Taylor’s murderers have NOT been brought to justice. No charges have been filed and Breonna’s estate is to receive $12 million, minus attorney’s fees, of course. And as you can see in the above quotes, the attorney on the Justine Damond case received more in attorney’s fees than any of Justine Damond’s loved ones. But the same is going to happen in the case of Breonna Taylor’s settlement. Ben Crump will make out like the bandit he is, while Breonna Taylor’s estate will receive the crumbs he doles out.

Not to mention, what police reforms were put in place in Minnesota to stop the senseless murder of unarmed innocent citizens because even though Philando Castile had a gun when he was pulled over, he had a permit to carry that gun and yet, what did he receive for his actions of complying with the kop that murdered him? Dead. That’s what he got and the wrongful death settlement reached on behalf of his estate? A three million dollar settlement. That’s justice, right?

Again I ask, where were the police reforms after Philando Castile was murdered in 2016? Where were the police reforms after Justine Damond was murdered in 2017? And so why are we then to suppose that there will be police reforms after the murder of Breonna Taylor in 2020 especially seeing as how there were mass protests, worldwide with the murder of George Floyd in May of this year? Where are the police reforms? Who needs or wants to hear more lies from mayors and police chiefs and police unions about reform of the criminal justice system which needs to be dismantled, nationwide? How many more people need to lose their lives at the hands of the state before the people take action and put paid to those murdering animals for good because make no mistake, kops are going to go on killing mostly American descendants of slavery and no amount of protesting is going to make that shit stop. No amount of payoffs is going to stop that because taxpayers are footing the bill for those settlements.

The citizens of this country need to take a leadership stance and demand that the entire racist criminal justice system be completely dismantled because it is mostly made up of members of hate groups and what’s more, that shit is well known by police departments all across this shithole. Mohamed Noor was made to pay for the killing of Justine Damond because he was not really one of the ‘boys in blue’ which are code words for ‘white supremacy’ groups. And make no mistake, the only reason Derek Chauvin is sitting behind bars is because who the fuck couldn’t see that he deliberately and with malice aforethought and with intent to kill, did indeed, kill George Floyd and now want to blame George Floyd’s death on Fentanyl. We ALL know that fentanyl did not kill George Floyd, Derek Chauvin and the rest of the ‘boyz in blue’ killed him and so, I ask, yet AGAIN, where are the promised POLICE REFORMS? Because they are certainly non-existent in Minneapolis and they will be just as non-existent in Louisville, Kentucky. But now that Breonna Taylor’s mother, Tamika Palmer, can take her $3 million dollar cut from the whopping $12 million dollar insult to Breonna, all’s well that ends well until another high profile case makes the headlines and all over it like flies on shit, Ben Crump will be and he will have the protesters to thank for doing his job for him, but they will receive from him, nothing but useless thanks because he damn sure as hell will not use his substantial dirty money to represent them or bail them out of jail.

Until next time because make no mistake, there will be a next time. If you cannot count on anything else, you can count on that. Yet you want whites to understand that Black Lives Matter. The lives of Black women don’t count for shit to these racists in Amerikkka and what’s more our lives never will. A $12 million dollar payout is an insult to the memory of Breonna Taylor and her mother should be ashamed of herself for making such a big deal over hush money and an attorney that is a criminal his damn self and who is certainly NO friend to American descendants of slavery. This fiasco just pisses me off to no end when people were out on the streets getting arrested and some more shit and yet these fools want to laud the city of Louisville KY like its done something. AGAIN, no one has been arrested or charged with murdering Breonna Taylor and what’s more, no one will be and not a damn thing is going to be reformed. You can believe that bullshit if you want, but the shit continuing like it always does will disabuse you of any beliefs that there will be changes; that there will be reforms. No whites are trying to ‘reform’ this shit. What the hell for? The criminal injustice system is doing exactly what it was designed to do; send ADOS to the grave!

Black Woman Attacked By White Woman While Jogging In New York City Caught On Surveillance Camera But Kops Wait Over A Month To Release The Footage

Any ‘white woman’ want to step up and claim this shit? Word is that with ALL the surveillance out there, the kops can’t figure out who that bitch is that’s calling a Black woman out of her name. But you say, you’re WITH Black women now? Seriously??!!!! Don’t step to me. Seriously!!! Don’t!!!!

And here is the scene from a different angle.

That white bitch actually threw a bottle on that Black woman, called her a “fucking nigger,” and told her to “go back to Africa.” The nigger IS the white bitch and the white bitch needs to crawl back into one of those caves over in Europe that she crawled out of. That’s what needs to happen!

 

Here we go, AGAIN! A Black woman was minding her business, jogging for a healthy life, and as she passes by a ‘karen’, the ‘karen’ throws a bottle at her, and yells, “Get out of here, fucking nigger, go back to Africa!.” The Black woman continues jogging and the white woman goes about her way, feeling empowered because she did the damn thing!

NYC jogger on racist tirade by bottle-wielding woman: ‘It was a hate crime’

The Queens jogger who was attacked by a bottle-wielding woman who hurled a hateful racist epithet at her said Wednesday she wants her assailant brought to justice.

Tiffany Johnson was jogging at 53rd Place and Broadway in Woodside around noon Aug. 17 when a stranger hurled a bottle at her and yelled, “Get out of here, n—-r, go back to Africa!,” video released by police on Wednesday shows.

“It’s a hate crime,” Johnson told The Post in a phone interview. “It’s not acceptable. She has to be [held] responsible for her behavior.”

Not only is it a ‘hate crime’, it is assault and some more shit and yet, the police have no interest in bringing that white bitch to ‘justice’, but if the tables had been turned and the Black woman had did that to a white woman, no amount of police manpower would have been spared to find her and put her behind bars.

And what I would also like to know is what did the white bitch mean when she said, “Go back to Africa?” Since when did descendants of slavery ever step foot in Africa in the first place? We would have had to have come over here from Africa in order to be told to “Go back!” But since we are descendants of slaves who were DRAGGED from Africa by shits that look like that filthy white bitch, who the fuck does she think is behind why we are in this racist shithole in the first damn place? And newsfuckingflash, that white bitch needs to go back to where the fuck SHE came from because unless her ass is Indian, her ass came from elsewhere too. At least ADOS have an excuse. We are over here through NO fault of our own. The whites are why we are here and I don’t know why I must continuously give a history lesson behind the shit that should be well known. That pasty-assed Neanderthal bitch, dragged her ass out of a damn cave and yet, has the nerve to call someone else names? For the love of!!!!

Also, I was struggling with reblogging a post by someone I follow because of something similar to this and since it ties in with this blog, I am going to reference her post.

It’s Not That White Women Didn’t Listen to Black Women, White Women Didn’t Care About Black Women

When the Listen to Black Women letter came across my social media feed, I struggled to connect with its authenticity. I couldn’t reconcile that many White women were finally deciding to listen to Black women when Black women have been screaming for decades.

You cannot say, “The silence of the majority of white people, including white women, on the issue of racial injustice, allows race-based inequity and violence to continue with devastating consequences.” And then say, “As white women, we refuse to be silent.”

Since when?

The truth is, White women, you have been silent. White women in Kentucky have been quiet for far too long. The tragic murder of Breonna Taylor was just the proverbial straw that broke the camel’s back. There were many opportunities for White women to Listen to Black Women, yet you remained silent. You were silent as Black people were removed from their homes so their communities could be gentrified. You were silent while Black people were over policed in their communities. You were silent during the crack epidemic, which decimated Black families for generations. You were silent when Gynnya McMillen was found dead in a juvenile detention center. You were silent when Black girls had to fight for the right to wear their natural hair or braids to school. You were silent as Black children were expelled from JCPS at an alarming rate. You were silent as grocery stores were removed from Black communities. You were silent when Maurice Stallard and Vickie Jones were murdered at Kroger simply for Shopping While Black. You were silent as this city quarantined Black people beyond 9th Street. You were silent when a Black legislator attempted to pass a law so Black women could wear their natural hair and not face discrimination. You were silent when Tae-Ahn Lea was racially profiled for Driving While Black. You were silent when this state passed a law to allow armed officers in every school, knowing full well how Black youth are treated within the school system. You were silent when this city passed the Gang Bill that will undoubtedly impact Black people. You were silent when business leaders blamed downtown revenue losses on the ongoing protests and not a pandemic. And your silence extends well beyond the bluegrass of Kentucky.

Now I will admit that I had heard nothing about some damn letter that white women are supposed to sign on about how they, at this point in time, “refuse to be silent” on the issue of racial injustice, etc., etc. But just as Ms. Drake says, “since when have you refused to be silent WHITE women?” You’ve been silent as cat piss unless we are jogging and you screech “Get out of here fucking n—-r, go back to Africa!.” Oh, you are quite vocal then. But when it comes to what has been visited on the Black woman since our ancestors were enduring slavery at the hands of you and your male counterparts, where were the calls from you about how that shit just wasn’t kosher? For over four hundred years, your damn pasty asses have kept your goddamn mouths shut unless you were screaming about how you want a ‘feminist movement’. You wanted Black women to stand with you only as extra bodies to add validity to your dumb ass movement which, when all was said and done, did NOT include Black women because if it did, would Black women and their babies be dying at a disproportionate rate in the year 2020? Would Black women still receive less pay on the job for doing the same job as your white ass? Should there be less Black women in executive positions or more? There should be more but because your white ass was silent as the grave when all was said and done, Black women made no gains who joined with you in YOUR feminist movement.

What I would like to get to next are some comments, ‘allegedly’ left on Ms. Drake’s blog by ‘white women’.

First up!

I live in Wimberley. Would you be interested in talking over coffee or tea or ice cream or whatever? Sounds crazy I know…JJ Morales You can get info on me at my business websight or Facebook page by this name Old Pueblo Myofascial Release. I’m just following a hunch here. Don’t want to be offensive or creepy. Just risking connection

Now that white bitch wants to do a ‘meet and greet’ and take a picture or two and put it on Facebook or Instagram to show other white women about how down she is with ‘the cause’. These bitches are still trying to set Black women up. And I highly doubt she wants to talk about what went down as it relates to Sandra Bland. We ALL should remember Sandra Bland who was murdered; LYNCHED in a Texas jail cell and the whites put out that she was SO depressed over getting a new job that she grabbed a handy trash bag and lynched herself. For the love of !!!!!

Next!

Jess Piersol

I’m sorry. I apologize from deep within my soul. I apologize to you, black women, as a white woman. This world is cruel to women as I have experienced….but what I’ve experienced is not 1/10th of the pain you have suffered. I’ll continue to speak out and lift you up and stand behind you in support. Sending love from Lexington and living in strength and action whenever I visit Louisville. You not only matter, you are worthy of the greatest things this life has to offer and deserving. You should be cherished and cared for, not oppressed and punished.

I don’t know what the hell this white bitch looks like because I am not about to search Facebook and Twitter and Instagram for her shit, but this bitch got the shit twisted because she ain’t standing nowhere behind me! You got me fucked up! And as you can also see from what I highlighted, and I’ll reiterate it here, “This world is cruel to women as I have experienced….” Always about them, isn’t? She wants to offer up a lame ass apology and then follow it up with, “But…but…but..as a white woman, I’ve experienced cruelty too and so get behind me while I get behind you and stab you in the goddamn back because MY cause comes first and then, we’ll eventually get to yours, Black women.” Yeah, that’s how Jess Piersol rolls. Yeah, I’m SO trusting her ass as I commence with a BIG fucking eyeroll! 🙄🙄🙄

Next!

Tara Bassett

Goddamn. As usual, you are right on the money. I’m here and I’m listening, and I’m deeply sorry for missteps along the way of my path of learning. I promise to do better.

So this thing says that she just had some “missteps along the way of my path of learning.” “Missteps,” and out and out racism, prejudice, bigotry, hate, upholding the system of white supremacy because it keeps your white privilege intact is a whole hell of a lot more than mere “missteps.” As you can see, Black women, these white female parasites are not taking what’s going down against us by them and those things they’ve hatched, seriously. If you seriously think that a white bitch is sitting somewhere contemplating how she can tear down a system that assures her the advantage over us, then you need to get your head from out your ass because it is deeply implanted up in there. Seriously!!!

Next!

I have been silent. I have been racist in my actions and especially my inaction. I regret every moment of it. I am sorry. I was wrong. You should never trust white women; we cannot know what we don’t know. I will spend the rest of my life learning what I don’t know. Now I trust you. I trust your voice. I thank you for it.

I don’t have a picture of this person who claims to be a white woman, but I would listen to her if I were you Black women when she typed this, “You should never trust white women; we cannot know what we don’t know.

The bitch didn’t have to tell me once, much less twice. In fact, the bitch did NOT have to tell me that shit AT.ALL. This one is saying that white women are NOT to be trusted because they “cannot know what they don’t know.” I guess she means that Black women are NOT to trust white women because white women don’t know racism, bigotry, prejudice, slavery, Jim Crow, three fifths human and Black skin and they never will and so no, don’t trust a white bitch ’cause they don’t know that shit! Does that sound about right? Not only that, but this white bitch CLAIMS that she has been racist, but, all of a sudden like, she has seen the light! Yeah! I believe that and if you do, then I still got some desert property that’s beachfront for sale. It’s beautiful. Believe that shit just as much as you believe this here Ampersand that ITS going to “spend the rest of ITS life learning what IT don’t know.”

Now, we come to MY comment!

Black women will NEVER be able to trust white women and I do mean, NEVER! White women benefit from the system of white supremacy which they KNOW we do not. White women KNOW that if the system of white supremacy was dismantled, there goes their ‘white privilege’ because make no mistake, the system of white supremacy goes hand in hand with white privilege. What is a privilege? A privilege is something someone else has over another;an advantage. White women have an ‘advantage’ over us and they aim to keep it that way and they have that ‘advantage’ thanks to the system of white supremacy which they fight to uphold every single day. White women couldn’t give two shits for Black women and that is NEVER going to change.

Finally, I would never stand with those debased, entitled pieces of trash because I know not to turn my back on a white woman. I’d as soon turn my back on an enraged bull, I’d fare better.

And believe me, Black women, you would indeed, fare better if you turned your back on an enraged bull as opposed to turn your back on a white woman. Those savage, debased, lethal, depraved, blood thirsty, monstrous creatures are the devil’s rejects. I don’t give a shit what they say, they are going to continue the shit that they have visited on us as Black women because they are NOT about to go against ANYTHING that messes with their white privilege via the system of white supremacy. They know what their male counterparts are doing to us and our families and they look on with relish because they are not human. They have no ‘humane’ qualities. But if you think they do, then remember this!

Me? Trust a white bitch? That day will never come and unlike Hannah Drake, I’m not allowing those bitches to come over here with their damn vicious lies! The only reason I posted their bullshit on here was to prove a point and I have more than done that. So to ANY white bitches out there who think that you are going to drag your ass up in here and leave some dumb ass shit, you’d better fucking think again because I’m not nice about shit! You she devils have been rejected by the fucking devil that hatched your vicious asses and so hell no, you don’t get to have a goddamn say all up in here. You save that for someone who gives a shit about your fucking outrageous lies! I fucking know better. Not a one of you is a damn bit of good and what’s more, none of you ever will be! So shove that “I’m with Black women” shit up your flat, flimsy, pasty asses. You’ll get no takers for that shit here! So, fucking keep it moving!

 

I Stand Accused!

So, because I put the truth out here and back the truth up with briefcases of receipts, I am perceived as the problem. I have been taken behind the woodshed and been given a piece of a Black man’s mind, by way of email.

Fri 6/19/2020 3:10 PM
From: The Stormy Poet
To: Shelby Courtland
Shelby,
I hope this afternoon bids you well.
I wanted to speak with you privately about something.  I’ve noticed the past couple of posts you made were about black men not caring about black women.
I wanted to ask, do you consider brother like myself, who put it all on the line to combat and fight against systematic white supremacy, in that category?  Your pieces seem to make a sweeping assessment, based on coons and sell-outs that have made it their life’s mission to chase interracial sex over the survival of their people.
I only ask because I have great respect for you and your point-of-view.
I didn’t want to bring this up in your comment section because I know white people follow you–as they do me–and the get off on black male bashing as a form of porn, so I just wanted to pull you to the side and address you in a private setting.
Looking forward to hearing from you, sister.
Much Respect,

 

So consider me to have been “pulled to the side” and “told off” for “black male bashing.”

 

First of all, the last few blogs of mine have contained what? Lies? Nawww, not a one. Those blogs were truth, absolute truth and nothing but the truth. I have often said on this very blog that if the shit ain’t right, I don’t give a damn who it’s about, I’m going to put it out there and lift the lid off of stinking, maggot coated shit because by doing so, exposing shit to the light of day enables everyone to get a whiff and smell the shit for what it is. I am not about to tread lightly in here if shit is fucked up just because someone believes that some nasty, no account whites will wet themselves over what I write. I have spared NO ONE! Whites are not up in here just a smiling and a grinning over what I write about their pasty asses and you know this. Whites ain’t cracking a goddamn smile when they’re all up in here and you know this. I have thrown my own goddamn mama under the bus because she damn well deserved it and so if anybody thinks that I would have a problem calling shit out when I see it, you must have been dropped on your damn head, several times. And if a Black man has a problem with what I write, I am pretty sure ‘Becky’ will soothe your ‘hurt’ feelings. But whether ‘Becky’ does or not, does not negate the truth of what I say. And I am going to keep saying it. I’m not asking you to ‘like’ shit!

Second of all, motherfucker I never contacted you! You posted a comment to my blog asking to have a ‘private’ word with me about something other than my supposed “Black male bashing.”

 

 

The Stormy Poet In reply to Shelby Courtland
Shelby,

Is there an e-mail address you check frequently? I would like to speak to you privately if that is a possibility.

 

 

I used the email address associated with your WordPress account and this is what I originally sent to you.

Dear T.S.P.,
This is the email address that I use. If you have ever sent me anything via this email address and I have not responded, it is because I did not know that it was from you.
Also, I have ordered some equipment to start doing a podcast and it should arrive, at the latest, on Monday because I am tired of just trying to get what needs to be got out, via WordPress. Shit needs saying and doing and I’m going to take this even further. The time is ripe for it.
Sincerely,
Shelby
To which you responded:
Sister,

It is good to hear from you.  I hope your day has been positive and productive thus far, truly.

I just wanted to reach out to you and make sure I had a good e-mail for you just in case you and I needed to get in contact with one another if, heaven forbid, they take down my website or yours. They’ve been doing a lot of censoring to my material as of late.  In any case, I normally operate out of my tsp@TheStormyPoet.com address, but Mail Chimp has been being an ass lately. When I send stuff to people it goes to their spam folder, so this address is my back up.


In any case, I’m thrilled to hear you’re gravitating over to the podcast realm.  I, personally, think WordPress couldn’t handle you lol.  You’re too savage to be contained to just that platform lol, and I mean that in a good way.  
 
I’ve been doing the podcast thing for a minute, and, if you have any questions about anything, feel free to hit me with them.  I’m more than happy to share what I do know, sister.

Whenever you get your platform up and running, I would love to chop it up with you on your program.  I’ve always wanted to verbally share thoughts and ideas with you.  I believe there are a lot of black people out there who would benefit from out dialogue.  

 
That being said, feel free to hit me up about anything.  I’m always down to help any way I can. I’m wishing you continued success, sister, and may your day be filled with positive vibes.  
One Love & One Justice,
And my response:
T.S.P.,
Thank you so much for your offer of assistance, I am going to need some since I will have no idea what I’m doing. It will be, trial and error.
And you are right, I do believe that WordPress will more than likely shut me down. I am quite surprised that I’ve lasted this long on that site. I’m probably not a threat to them since I only have 515 followers. If I had more than that, I would have been shut down, but I am not perceived as a  threat yet. And you know my content will kick anybody’s ass, eventually because I don’t play. If I see some wrong mess, I’m calling it out and I don’t care if it’s about ADOS acting crazy or the white parasites or those nasty, racist Asians; everybody gets thrown under the bus if I see some mess that needs calling out.
It was nice to hear from, especially since it has been awhile. I miss your ‘kick ass’ posts because I damn near re-blogged them all. But I guess since you’ve been working on your podcast, you’ve not had to to do WordPress as well.
I also look forward to, hopefully, working with you on getting the truth out there and waking our folks the hell up!
Don’t be a stranger!
Shelby
Now, as you can see, even in my email to TheStormyPoet, I alluded to the fact that “you know my content will kick anybody’s ass, eventually because I don’t play. If I see some wrong mess, I’m calling it out and I don’t care if it’s about ADOS acting crazy or the white parasites or those nasty, racist Asians; everybody gets thrown under the bus if I see some mess that needs calling out.”
So what the fuck am I doing that needs someone to “pull me to the side” over? This is MY blog. If a motherfucker don’t like what they see on MY goddamn blog, then just like I’ve said many times before, get the fuck to steppin’! In fact, I made a whole blog on this subject and so this is for the motherfuckers in the back row who didn’t hear me the FIRST GODDAMN TIME!

Never Regret What You Stand For!

 

 

Friendships may come and friendships may go.
But at the end of the day, it is all about you.
Because no matter what people say,
to thine own self be true.

Never regret what you stand for.
And if you find yourself, standing alone,
hold your head high and don’t apologize
for staying true to your principles and for what you don’t condone.

You will not be liked by one and all.
And that is not why you are here.
For no one can live your life for you.
And those you thought were friends will somehow disappear.

So who can you turn to
when your friends have feet of clay?
You’re all that you need
to keep those wolves at bay!

Written by,
Shelby I. Courtland
©2016 Shelby I. Courtland

 

To those of you who are second guessing yourself because you feel the need to conform to the dictates of a fucked up society, don’t! If it is against what you stand for, then stand alone, if you have to. You are not here to please everyone and that can never happen anyway. So please yourself. If what you believe in your heart to be true, then go with it and don’t let anyone make you doubt yourself.

So-called friends will come and go. Hell! Even husbands and wives can come and go, so if that doesn’t tell you that nothing is lasting and that you cannot please everyone, not even the ones who have promised to love and honor and cherish you through good and bad times, then I don’t know what to tell you.  And though people may attempt to beat you down and make you feel bad over your beliefs, pay them no heed because at the end of the day, they must answer to their conscience and you must answer to yours.

I know I am not here to please everyone and I don’t even try. There are many who disagree with my stance on different issues and that’s fine but when I know in my heart that something goes against my principles, I’m having none of it.

And if you come up in here with some crazy mess, know this, I am going to shut it down. You don’t live my life and I don’t live yours. So, don’t even go there with me. I am not the one. Now then, I hope we understand each other. If you cannot put up with what you see in here, then by all means, keep it moving. But I am past fed up with some who think that they are going to come all up in here and takeover. Ain’t happening. If you didn’t know, now you know!

Most of you have your own blogs and if you want to argue against my stance so bad, take it up on your own blog. But I am all about ‘Blackness’, not ‘Blackish’, but ‘Blackness’. Everything else is secondary. So take your cross-eyed mess onto your own blog. Don’t bring it up in here. You are not going to turn my blog into a 3-ring circus. I am respectful when I comment on other peoples blogs and when I see something that I disagree with, rather than get bent out-of-shape, I leave it alone, but I am disrespected on my own goddamn blog and it is not going to continue happening. Am I making myself clear? Because if not, there will be some changes going on all up in here; quick, fast and in a damn hurry!

And so for ANYONE who thinks that they are going to “PULL ME TO THE SIDE!!!!” are you fucking serious? You don’t ‘pull me’ NO goddamn where! You better check yourself! Motherfucker, you don’t pay my goddamn bills and so who the fuck do you think you are??!!! I don’t give a shit for your dead ass podcast or your dead ass blog!

So yeah! Here we have YET ANOTHER PIECE OF SHIT BLACK MAN, who is going to “PULL A BLACK WOMAN TO THE SIDE” for stating the goddamn truth! Just because you don’t like the truth, don’t make it any less, the truth! Get the fuck over it! Deal with it or not, but don’t come here with your bullshit because I don’t hide shit. I PUBLICLY state what the hell’s going down. I don’t have to make Black men look bad; you’re doing a FINE ass job of that ALL on your damn own! If you ain’t about shit, that ain’t on me, that shit’s on you motherfuckers! I was NOT put on this planet to cape for you worthless Black assed motherfuckers when you ain’t worth it! And I will continue to expose the shit you shameless no account, worthless, Black assed motherfuckers do! Count on that! You don’t want to fuck with me because I am most definitely NOT the one! If you didn’t know, now you know!

Fuck YOU!

 

To My Dear Sistas, Shanequa And Qnubian385, Just So You Know, Black ‘Men’ Don’t Care About Us!

Before COVID-19 even came raging through here, I looked all around the blog world and Black ‘men’ were taking down their shingle, closing down their blogs and talking about how they had “upcoming projects” and so would be out of commission for quite some time.

Black women who followed some Black men’s blogs even inquired about them; asked me if I knew how they were doing, if they were well and so forth and so on. One of the bloggers in question, I was able to get into contact with. He, at that time, went by the name “Kushite Prince.” Now, all of a sudden, he is KushiteP. You see, he shut his blog down and ran for the hills. He never even let his most faithful followers know what was up; just left everyone of them hanging with not a thought in his head that some of them actually would get concerned when they no longer saw his blog which was about how “kings need to protect their queens.” That was what Kushite Prince’s blog was mostly ALL about and he really did have some faithful followers, especially female ones; Shanequa and Qnubian385 being among them, myself included.

So when qnubian asked me if I knew if Kushite Prince was doing alright, I told her that I had Prince’s email address and that I would email him and tell him that her and Shanequa had asked about him since they had not seen hide nor hair of Kushite Prince for a minute. Below is the email that I sent to Kushite Prince.

 

Now, here is the response I received from Kushite Prince, but only AFTER I had sent an inquiry about him.

 

So as you can see Shanequa and Qnubian, Kushite Prince was NOT thinking about you two. If he told a “few people” that he “needed a break,” it must have been some punk ass bitch Black men because he certainly left us out of the loop. And you three are now having what amounts to a ‘family reunion’ on my blog because guess what? Prince’s blog is ‘gone with the wind’. That is why he is now known as ‘KushiteP’ instead of ‘KushitePrince’. What was he so terrified of that made him close down his entire blog? You see I didn’t close mine down. And now, he’s back on my blog making comments when he had a whole blog. But you’ve got to comment back and forth with him on MY blog. What kind of shit is that?

And so that you know, Kushite Prince is not the only Black motherfucker to do a bunk which means to “suddenly leave without telling anyone”, there was another piece of shit I ‘followed’ named ‘KrebTalk’.

Now, here is another Black motherfucker who also needed a ‘time out’, all of a suddenlike, you know like, right when the shit was hitting the fan. You see the Black ‘MEN’ vanished; closed blogs down and some mo shit! Yeah! This is the shit that’s going to ‘protect’ us when shit hits the fan! They just look out for their own worthless hide and leave others in the damn dust. Oh I know that we’re not their family members, but they’re the ones who were always going on and on about how we are all ‘family’, but when all is said and done, that’s quite obviously just pure bullshit talk!

 

Here we have another Black man, who, all of a sudden, had a project to work on and so closed his blog and headed for the hills. This IS Black men. This man’s blog was filled with nothing but stories about how bad Black people in Amerikkka are being treated and just as soon as the shit is hitting the fan, what does this Black man do? He picks up his marbles and walks OFF!!

Who was STILL up and running throughout ALL of this shit???!!! Me, A Black woman! Who was concerned about a Black man who could not even be bothered to give his sistas, a heads up that he would be closing down his blog and heading for the hills? Black women, that’s who!

Are you getting the picture yet, Shanequa and Qnubian?

Save your concern and some mo shit for those who are considerate and thoughtful and concerned about you, but Kushite Prince does NOT deserve your loyalty or your inquiries as to ‘how the fuck he is doing’ when he didn’t give a shit enough about either of you or me, for that matter, to let us know if he was okay, not until the two of you asked after him and I sent him an email.

Ain’t NO Black motherfucker thinking about us; not even the ones who put ALL that shit up on blogs about ‘Black kings looking out for their Black queens’! All that shit was just stuff and nonsense! You know what the fuck is going down in Africa. Those motherfuckers are loaded down with pasty and yellow motherfuckers absconding with everything in sight and so you should know that if a motherfucker is going on and on about the richness of Africa and the kings and queens of Africa, that he ain’t about shit! And he ain’t!

Kushite Prince NEVER sent me an email inquiring after either one of you, Shanequa and Qnubian because he didn’t give a damn and yet both of you inquired after him. What does that tell you???!!! It tells me that NO Black man is worth SHIT! And I am going to continue to carry it like that because that IS how it is!

At the first sign of trouble, the Black man will look out for his ass and leave our asses in the dust. He will NOT even let us know that his ass is okay. It’s just “Every Black man for himself,” as you can plainly see.

As you can also see, I don’t give a damn! If the shit ain’t right, I’m fucking calling it out! I am NOT going to cape for these no account, good for nothing, punk ass bitch Black motherfuckers!

 

And the last message I received from KrebTalk made no sense at all and so I did not publish his comment, but I’m going to publish it now.

Damn. I only know your history as far as you’ve allowed me to know, Shelby. I know one thing, your past is void of unconditional love. And one day, I will have the courage to tell you that I…

There’s something about you, sis. There’s something about you. I’ll miss you. Talked to you in a few weeks, Shelby. If you don’t publish this comment, I fully understand. Kreb

 

Now see if you can make heads or tails out of that! This comment stayed in my trash folder until it vanished. But I thought it might be useful and so I saved it. I like to have receipts to back up what the fuck I’m saying and as you can see, I come with briefcases of receipts.

So to you Shanequa and you, Qnubian, you see who you can and cannot count on in times of trouble, strife and some more shit. You can’t count on Black men. Hell! Black men can’t even count on themselves. They will turn into even more of a punk ass bitch than they ever was. Qnubian, just sent me a picture of a piece of shit Black man over in the UK, hauling a white piece of garbage on his back that is as racist as a summer’s day is long because he thought the white man was going to get himself fucked up at a protest. The white man was actually a former kop that was protesting against ‘Black Lives Matter’. But you don’t see no Black men doing that shit for Black women; getting us out of harm’s way. Look at this shit! It’s fucking ridiculous! That fucking Black man looks like this white motherfucker’s house was on fire and he’s carrying his flaming ass to safety. What.The.Fuck. When in reality, the white motherfucker he is toting is racist as hell!!!! Just unbefuckingbelievable!!!! My goddamn head is about to fly the fuck off!

 

This is what Black men are doing when we Black women are worrying about their ass!

 

This is what Qnubian had to say about this and she is right on point!

This uncle Thomas went viral in UK just because he saved a white supremacy WM who belong to “FAIR RIGHT” from angry black mob!
Keep in mind that ”Fair RIGHT” are group of bunch racist wp in UK who are conservative and they don’t want foreigners in their country like KKK

This uncle Thomas with his action received a large number of backlashes on YouTube from different black bloggers,because this another insane behaviour that came from BM!
BM like this man how you said Shelby are cowards,passive,submit men and deep down BM feel envy and jealousy for WM,they want what WM have ”power and privilege!”
This picture remind me so many things like plantation era ”Massa and his puppy slave” ”America build on the back of blacks” ”WM relaxing no worries my negro will carry me” ”KKK and his BM”.

You will never see BM carry on their shoulders BW or black kids protect and defend them from racist wp!
No,BM would rather protect “Becky” or racist WM who they constantly deprive them of their life!
This what Patrick Hutchinson said to journalists “His first thought was that someone was in danger.”
He didn’t think, “Oh, this is a black guy or white guy.” He thought someone could die and I have to get involved.
‘He wouldn’t stand there and see someone kicked to death’’
‘’Patrick just took it all in his stride. All he said is, It’s not black versus white, it’s everybody against racism”.
Don said he hoped his brother’s actions could help the country to heal, adding: ‘‘It is time that we all set our differences aside and learn to work together”.
This is the most emasculated speech I have ever read!
Do you think a racist WM would ever risks his life to save BM from an angry white mobs? Did you ever see a WM save a BM or black kid?
This Patrick doesn’t know that in the past WM enjoyed kidnapping or dragging by force BM from their houses,
stripping, and then torturing, killing them and setting their bodies on fire?
There are still on internet thousand of these old pictures of these WM who were laughing and smiling!
This is goes beyond of self-hatred,BM don’t want to give up and they don’t want to go against white supremacy
because they don’t want lose the access to ”BECKY”

 

That is SO true, Qnubian, “you will never see a black man carry a Black woman or their Black kids on their shoulders to protect them from racist whites.” You cannot count on that shit because they can’t even let us know if their asses are alright. They just up and bounce and leave us hangin; all worried about their asses and shit!

Don said he hoped his brother’s actions could help the country to heal, adding: ‘‘It is time that we all set our differences aside and learn to work together”.

This is the most emasculated speech I have ever read!
Do you think a racist WM would ever risks his life to save BM from an angry white mobs? Did you ever see a WM save a BM or black kid?
This Patrick doesn’t know that in the past WM enjoyed kidnapping or dragging by force BM from their houses,
stripping, and then torturing, killing them and setting their bodies on fire?

Qnubian, again, there are no REAL Black men! Look at that shit in the picture! That’s WHAT Black ‘men’ are! And that is why I want NOTHING whatsoever to do with ANY of them! TO.HELL.WITH.THEM.ALL. I have NEVER got nothing but shit from Black men and I would never mess with another one if my life depended on it and my life had better not because if it did, then my ass would be up shit creek without a paddle because his Black ass would be too busy trying to hoist onto his shoulders, a goddamn, piece of shit, racist white male parasite or if not that, he’d be busy trying to cozy up to a ‘Becky’. I’m so done with those Black assed, emasculated, sell-out, no account, worthless motherfuckers, it ain’t even funny! Black men better stay the fuck out of my face because I’ve fucking had it with their sorry, emasculated, ‘Becky’ loving asses!

Shanequa and Qnubian, I just wanted you to know where ALL Black women stand insofar as Black men are concerned. In their eyes, we stand somewhere underneath shit because they are either too busy protecting their own damn worthless hides or are busy protecting those pasty assed parasites that are fucking us up, six ways to Sunday and laughing at the shit these Black men do for them! It is sickening!

Black women have to step up and step in and be a mother, father, activist, protester and every damn thing else because our so-called ‘counterparts’ are just weak, punk ass bitches that’s looking out for the white man and his ‘Becky’. I’m fucking done!

Black Women, We Have NO Black Men!

Black Women, We Have No Black Men

 

 

On the loneliest road on earth,
is where you will find a Black woman,
for she must stand alone
since no Black man, can she summon.

Black women, don’t settle for less.
Never doubt the truth of your worth.
Don’t cape for a punk ass bitch
even for the ones to which you gave birth.

You see, they will turn on you
and never think anything of it.
You’re always taken for granted.
And you put up with too much shit.

Don’t be played for nobody’s fool.
You are worth more than you know.
If we turn our backs on Black men,
What they reap, so shall they sow.

If Becky is what they want,
then let them have that filthy white bitch.
But don’t you give them the satisfaction
of thinking you’re bothered when they scratch that itch.

Becky will never care about them.
That Black dick is all she is after.
But when the cops send him to hell,
Becky and the cops will share in their laughter.

And so Black women, don’t you protest.
Don’t you scream and wail or moan.
That Black man got just what was coming.
What he did was for him to atone.

You don’t owe a Black man your life.
Let him cape for his goddamn self.
You stand up for you.
Only for you, take your cape off the shelf.

Let him say that we’re being divided
and that it’s because we don’t understand;
that it’s hard being a Black man,
who was born in a hostile land.

That Black fool’s been dropped on his head
because we too, are in a hostile land.
And so Black women, we have no Black men,
not with us, when with Becky, they stand.

 

Written by,

Shelby I. Courtland

©2020 Shelby I. Courtland

This poem for ALL the Black women who have ever been abused by Black men and yet will still head to the front of every protest line and cape for those assholes who don’t appreciate what we do.

These are just a sample of the Black motherfuckers that we have caped for and who dropped our asses for our sworn enemy. Keep this shit in mind the next time you feel the urge to go out and screech and wail and moan over a piece of shit that doesn’t even want to mess with you because IT thinks ‘Becky’ is something to strive for; a pasty assed parasite!

George Floyd gets the dubious distinction of being first up!

 

Yep, George Floyd just ‘loved’ him some ‘Becky’. Another picture of George Floyd’s ‘Becky’.

And another one!

 

 

But who is out on the streets, en masse, caping for his ass? Black women were and still are!

 

Next, we come to the key witness in the Botham Shem Jean murder case who got himself murdered and we took the streets on behalf of this ‘Becky’ loving, dead, punk ass bitch! This next picture features Joshua Brown, marrying his French ‘Becky’.

Joshua Brown with his alleged French wife. Looks like a wedding ceremony to me.

 

And another picture of Joshua Brown’s ‘Becky’!

 

She was deported back to France despite allegedly being married to Joshua Brown. I guess she got caught up in Trump’s immigration net.

 

And don’t forget Botham Shem Jean, who was from St. Lucia and yet, we still went to bat for him. But this is who he wanted around him, a string of ‘Beckys’.

 

This is what should be weeping, moaning, pissing, whining and protesting over Botham Shem Jean’s death since this was his preference in life. Do they want him now that he’s worm food? I’m SO over this, it ain’t even funny!

 

Botham Shem Jean no more deserved our support than Joshua Brown or George Floyd!

We now know that Botham Shem Jean’s loyalties were not with Black folks. Shall I continue?

 

Now I could continue in this vein, but my point should be well proven. Black women, if you want to go to bat for someone, go to bat for another Black woman because make no mistake, Black men can’t get enough of ‘Becky’. Hell! Black men can’t even get enough of ‘Karen’ because when Christian Cooper had the cops called on him in New York by ‘Karen‘, he got pissed off that ‘Karen’ received ‘death threats’ even though it is quite shocking that when the cops showed up, they did not not shoot his Black ass on the spot since ‘Karen’ told 911 dispatch that an “African-American man was assaulting her,” when no one was assaulting that lying bitch at all.

So yeah! Let these bitches cape for Black men when they get fucked up by their male counterparts because as for me, I’m done, stick a goddamn fork in me, I am SO done!

That is some straight up bullshit! White women are NOT in this with Black women and for them to pretend otherwise would be a lie!

That’s what Black men want and as far as I am concerned, they are welcome to them! Black men, your ass is grass!

 

Do You Care About Us? — Cleo Blue

For years I have had the same reoccurring nightmare. There is a numb, burning feeling in my throat. I want to scream at the top of my lungs, yet every time I open my mouth, nothing comes out. I’m watching as women with skin like mine cry out for help before being silenced, but I can’t move, I can’t help them. […]

via Do You Care About Us? — Cleo Blue

More from the article:

When you think about the Black Lives Matter movement, how many male victims come to mind? Now how many females? If you have less females than males it doesn’t mean that women have less cases, it just means we are not spoken about as much. In this fight for black lives, I challenge you to educate yourself on the black women who have lost their lives and protect the ones who are still alive.

Below I have listed the names of just some of the women whose names should constantly be said and always be remembered.

I will answer the question of “Do You Care About Us?”

The answer is “NO!”

All the emphasis gets placed on the need to protest and march when Black men get themselves murdered by the police, but when Black women get murdered by the police, the same outpouring of outrage never materializes.

I’m going to go here just for the sake of argument, and you can get mad all you want, I don’t care, but if you look up the information on who had rap sheets, ten miles long, chances are, Black men who got themselves murdered by the police will have one, but the Black female victims who have been murdered by the police will not. That is not to say that having a rap sheet, ten miles long is an excuse for the police to murder Black men with impunity, but if there was ever a more deserving victim of outrage and protest, it would be a Black woman. Black women are the victims of ‘murdered by police’ and nine times out of ten, we don’t even have a record, but yet, we will go to the front of every single protest line and screech and wail and holler, “No Justice! No Peace! Stop the racist police!,” in defense of Black men, who more than likely owe us back child support.

And yes, I am going to go here. Let’s take George Floyd, for instance, and even though I stated that I no longer wanted to speak on him, for this, I will make an exception.

George Floyd was a thug. There ain’t no way around that and so get over it! The man had a rap sheet, ten miles long and had been incarcerated for armed robbery. George Floyd and another man broke into a woman’s house. George Floyd put a gun to a pregnant woman’s stomach and demanded drugs. A PREGNANT WOMAN!

FINAL CONVERSATION George Floyd’s grieving girlfriend Courteney Ross reveals her final words to him were ‘I love you’

Floyd served a five-year sentence for aggravated assault after an armed robbery in 2007, which saw him break into a woman’s home, put a gun to her stomach and comb her house for drugs with another man. According to a police report, they took jewelry and the woman’s cellphone.

All of that has been forgotten because Derek Chauvin knelt on George Floyd’s neck for almost 10 minutes, thus snuffing the life out of him. But George Floyd had long since abandoned the mother of his 6-year old daughter, along with his 6-year old daughter for this!

George Floyd ditched his daughter for ‘Becky’. And if anyone thinks that I would have taken to the streets in protest on behalf of George Floyd, think again. He wanted to open up a restaurant called, “Convict Kitchen” with this! Let this white bitch protest for his dead sell-out ass.

Now, I come to Breonna Taylor:

Breonna Taylor
Breonna Taylor, her life mattered. All Black Lives Matter, including the lives of Black women! We are no less than Black men and you’d better believe it! We are why your Black male asses are getting some kind of justice while we get none!

Meanwhile, not a peep was heard across Amerikkka outside of Louisville, KY when Breonna Taylor, 26, was shot 8 times and murdered in her home by the police who were in the wrong apartment since the suspect that they were after had already been apprehended. Breonna’s boyfriend shot back in self defense, trying to protect Breonna, himself and his home from invaders and was jailed for doing so. It was only after public outcry, when he was released.

Breonna Taylor was an EMT. She was on the frontlines of a pandemic, carting COVID-19 patients to the hospital while at the same time, she was studying for a degree in nursing. She was trying to help people; her people. She had never been arrested, nor had she been in any trouble with the law in her short life. But we want to fuck shit up over a convicted felon who was sleeping with the enemy, and yet remain stubbornly silent over what happened to Breonna Taylor, outside of Louisville, KY, that is.

If the folks in this shithole had the effrontery to go the fuck off, then folks should have went the fuck off over the senseless murder of Breonna Taylor. But her mother had to appear on “Good Morning America” to ask why was there no one remembering that her daughter’s life mattered. Breonna’s mother had to sit up on “Good Morning America” and wonder why that beautiful soul; that beautiful Black woman, did not garner any outpouring of outrage and anger and calls to de-fund the police and disband the police and some more shit over the senseless murder of her daughter.

Why does it seem that Black women don’t matter? We are dying in childbirth and that does not matter. We are left high and dry when our men leave us with a baby in our belly and he’s off to the next and that does not matter. We are the ones who are told how bad we are for heading to Planned Parenthood because we are damned if we do and damned if we don’t. We are perceived as free loading, Cadillac driving welfare queens by some piece of shit dead president when whites are statistically, the faces of welfare. Black women ALWAYS get treated like shit!

Black women, I am begging you, don’t continue to cape for these no account Black men who garner all of the support, tears, protests, marches and some more shit when they don’t care what happens to us. The Black man is an emasculated, self hating bitch that’s trying to cuddle up with a ‘Becky’. They don’t deserve our respect, tears, tired, aching feet or our support. We deserve better than what we have been getting from Black men who could not care less what we do FOR them; that is quite obvious.

I can honestly state, that the reason I don’t date to this day is because I got sick and damned tired of Black men beating my ass six ways to Sunday. I got sick of it! I got sick and tired of paying the bills while my Black ex-husband played the goddamn lottery, played cards for money and then needed me to give his ass gas money to get to work. I got tired of that shit and vowed that I would never mess with another Black man. I stepped back on my own promise and tried it again, this time, dated a Black man, only to get mistreated again. I’m done. I’m through. Stick a goddamn fork in me. Am I down with the swirl? Hell no! Nor am I gay. I’m fine all on my own and I would have it no other way! But I will not tolerate getting my ass beat or being disrespected by a piece of shit Black man. That’s not going to happen. And so hell no! I will never march down the goddamn street in defense of your Black ass when I know you, Black man! And you can call me ‘hating’ if you want, I don’t give a damn and you can bank on that!

I sincerely hope that no other Black woman gets murdered by police, but if she does, then and only then, will I even bother posting about it. Black men, as far as I am concerned, you are on your own. Until you wake up and recognize that Black women matter, your ass won’t matter to me! And fucking know I mean that. Now come on up in here with some bullshit about this here post and I will be more than happy to mop the cyber floor with your self hating, punk ass bitch, Becky loving ass! And you know, I don’t play!

Today, Breonna Taylor Would Have Been Celebrating Her 27th Birthday, But She Was Killed By Kops. Her Mother Wants To Know, “Where Is The Outrage Over The Murder Of Breonna?”

Breonna Taylor, her life mattered. All Black Lives Matter, including the lives of Black women! We are no less than Black men and you’d better believe it! We are why your Black male asses are getting some sort of justice while we get none!

 

 

George Floyd’s name is on everyone’s lips, and rightly so as is Ahmaud Arbery and even Christian Cooper, who was the bird watcher in Central Park in New York who had kops called on him for asking a white woman to observe the leash laws, but where is the outrage over the senseless and needless murder of a Black woman whose name happens to be Breonna Taylor?

Breonna Taylor’s Mom Mourns Daughter on What Would’ve Been Her 27th Birthday: She ‘Mattered’

Breonna Taylor’s mother is urging people to remember her late daughter’s legacy and call for justice on what would’ve been her 27th birthday.

Breonna Taylor, an African American aspiring nurse working as an EMT, was fatally shot eight times by police officers while [ASLEEP] in her own home in Louisville, Kentucky on March 13.

A civil lawsuit, which was filed by her family on April 27, alleges police entered the residence unannounced and were actually looking for a man who lived in Taylor’s building but not her apartment.

“In that brief moment, where people forgot about her for two months at a time, people need to know that Breonna Taylor mattered and that Breonna Taylor was great,” Tamika Palmer, Breonna’s mother said.

Before Breonna Taylor was murdered in her sleep by racist kops, who have not been charged with any crimes, Breonna was on the frontlines of a pandemic carting COVID-19 infected patients to the hospital, while at the same time, she was studying to become a nurse. She had no criminal record, which whites love to bring up about ALL Black people who have been murdered by kops. She was a fine, upstanding citizen and even as Breonna lay dead inside her apartment, the kops were busy looking for drugs, which they did NOT find. But then of course, according to whites, ALL Black people are using some type of ‘illegal substance’ when those parasites know that their medicine cabinet is loaded down with percocet, valium and xanax. Breonna Taylor’s background was clean as a whistle and yet, she’s dead; murdered by racists in blue uniforms and though there have been arrests and charges brought against those who are responsible for why George Floyd and  Ahmaud Arbery are no longer here with us, no kop has even been arrested for murdering Breonna Taylor.

Why do Black women getting murdered by racist kops not matter? If Black Lives Matter, then that should include ALL Black Lives and not just the lives of Black men. Black women no more deserve to be senselessly murdered by racist kops than Black men deserve to be murdered by racist kops. But where are the Black men when it comes to protesting or marching and shouting “No justice! No peace! Stop the racist police!” when it comes to those racists in blue uniforms murdering their mothers, sisters, nieces, aunts, grandmothers, cousins, wives and girlfriends? Not ALL of you Black men are incarcerated and so I don’t want to hear your shit!

Here, a lone Black mother of her’ murdered by kop’ daughter’, has to take to going on a morning talk show to get people to understand that her daughter was murdered in her home in Louisville, Kentucky on March 13 and that her life mattered. And as of today, on her daughter’s birthday, not one of those damn thugs in blue uniforms has been charged with a crime despite a formal investigation into Breonna’s death, launched by the FBI Louisville office on May 21. Yeah! Good luck with that!

Where are ALL of the so-called ‘Black warriors’ out there that’s always whooping and hollering about how macho they are and how they are going to protect their Black queens? Where the fuck are you? In hiding? Chasing booty? Where the fuck are you? Black women can ALWAYS be found, front and center when it comes to ‘caping’ for your Black ass, but when it comes to you standing up for us, where the fuck are you??!! Inquiring minds want to know, goddamn it!

I know damn well that I am on MY own because I don’t look for no damn body to stir up some shit on my behalf because most folks ain’t about shit! I have never heard about so many projects, all of a sudden like, started up by Black men in all my born days right when the shit was about to hit the fan. I guess y’all motherfuckers ran off like some of the whites; took to the mountains and the fucking desert to make sure your asses were okay and left the rest of us to rot. But now that you see that some of us are still kicking up a bit, you’ve come out of fucking hiding and now want to pretend like you were doing some extra stuff. I’m not fooled by y’all motherfuckers scared ass ways.

This is why Black Amerikkka is on life support with the fucking plug being pulled because ain’t no goddamn Black man of today like ANY of those who made up the REAL and TRUE Black Panther Party and Movement. Those Black men were the REAL deal and all we’ve got to work with now are some weak ass, punk bitches! And you fucking know who you are and don’t even bother getting offended because you know I don’t give a shit!

Those Black ‘men’ who stood around and taped George Floyd getting the life kneed out of him should have bum rushed those damn namby pamby, shit their pants, racist kops and did the damn thing! Black people, back in the day, knew that in order to make a better world for those who would come after them, that they had to be willing to give up their lives, and they did. They gave up their freedom and they gave up their lives in the hopes that we would have it better than they did. But what they failed to consider is the fact that what would come after them wouldn’t even be close to what they were in terms of TRUE and REAL warriors and heroes who were selfless. Malcolm X knew he was a dead man walking as did Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., and yet they continued to do what they felt they needed to do. The sad part is that what they did was ALL in vain because look around you at what we have to work with today; not a goddamn thing worth mentioning.

Black preachers are in pulpits all across this shithole spouting nonsense and fake ass prayers that’s doing not a goddamn gnat’s ass worth of anything when it comes to making things better for American descendants of slavery. Each and every single time some shit goes down, who do the whites want to sit down and talk with over a cup of fucking tea about the shit? Why…..those goddamn, useless, no account Black preachers, that’s who and Al Sharpton’s relaxed curl, pushead ass! They damn sure as hell don’t want to sit down and talk with me about a goddamn thing because I’d as soon as shoot their asses before partaking of even so much as a cup of tea with my mortal enemy.

But everybody thinks that some shit’s changed because of some so-called ‘world wide’ protests over the kops killing George Floyd; delusional, much? Because you’ve got to be really, really stupid if you think any damn thing is going to be different. Hell! The kops are upping the ante as I type this and have decided that if they can’t fuck shit up, they’d rather quit. And 57 of them did just that because of a couple of kops getting disciplined because they knocked down and injured the head of a 75-year old white man. This occurred in Buffalo, NY.

Just so you know, those thugs in blue and brown uniforms are in it for the long haul so long as they can continue busting heads and killing Black people and that includes Black WOMEN.

Black women, I understand that the Black men who are being murdered by kops are your sons, husbands, brothers, uncles, cousins, nephews, etc., but you also need to understand that Black women are also the victims of these crimes and Black men are hardly in evidence when it comes to taking on the system on our behalf. We’ve done the best we can by our Black men. It is time for them to do the same for us. And Breonna Taylor’s mother should not be sitting somewhere on “Good Morning America,” bemoaning the fact that hardly anyone remembers that her daughter was murdered, shot 8 times in her sleep by white kops who had no business busting down her door in the first place and not one of them has been charged with a crime. There have been charges filed against those who murdered George Floyd. There have been charges filed against those who murdered  Ahmaud Arbery because there were mass protests for both men. And Black women were front and center throughout it all! So, where the fuck are you, BLACK MEN??!!! Breonna Taylor’s mother would like to know! And so would I!! Only Louisville seems to have been protesting the kops murdering Breonna Taylor, thus why her mother is mourning the loss of her daughter on “Good Morning America” and wondering why no one believes that her daughter’s life mattered.

This is exactly why I did NOT get my cape out, put it on and go a marching through the streets because the double standards are outrageous! I’ll take to the goddamn streets when the kops come fucking MY Black ass up! But I damn sure ain’t caping for Black men who ain’t out there doing shit that makes a fucking bit of difference when the shit hits the fan for Black women. I got two pairs of shoes and I am NOT wearing them out on your behalf, Black men!

Mrs. Palmer, your daughter’s life mattered to me. I wish that there was something concrete that I could do to show you that your daughter’s life mattered, I really do.

In memory of Breonna Taylor, a poem for her mother

She had the most beautiful smile
and they said she looked like me
She was so loving and giving
that’s why she became an EMT.

But that wasn’t enough for her,
she wanted to heal the sick.
Learning came easy to her;
she picked it up quick.

During a pandemic,
I worried about her safety.
But she just laughed it off
and said, “Mom, I’m not eighty.”

My little girl’s gone now,
she was shot in her sleep.
The pastor prayed with me,
but justice I still seek.

Remember my little girl.
She was murdered too.
Her life mattered.
All Black Lives Matter! All have value!

 

Written by,

Shelby I. Courtland

©2020 Shelby I. Courtland

BREONNA TAYLOR! SAY HER NAME! Say that Black woman’s name! BREONNA TAYLOR! She would have been 27 years old today! But she’s dead, see? Murdered by racist kops in blue uniforms, who have NOT been charged with ANY crime! Yeah! But things is getting better! Really??!!! Seriously???!!!

   

 

Here We Fucking Go Again! Black Woman In Texas Killed In her Own Home By A White Cop! (Who Resigned Before He Was To Be Fired)

 

What the hell??!! I’m sitting somewhere dealing with my own problems as they relate to racist ass whites and yet, I’m just finding out about a young Black woman whose neighbor called the police NON-EMERGENCY number for a welfare check on his neighbor whose door happened to be ajar longer than he thought it should have been and the cops arrive and she promptly gets shot dead for being in her own home. Here’s an idea, neighbor who got your neighbor shot dead, next time, mind your own damn business! I wouldn’t call the cops on my next door neighbors if they were going the fuck off because calling the cops will only make a bad situation, lethal.

When will we ever get the message? Don’t fucking call the cops on your goddamn neighbors. If you don’t hear any screaming, yelling, fighting, banging, shooting, then leave your neighbors the fuck alone! And even if you hear ALL of that shit, leave it the fuck alone, Black folks! You fucking should know better! You must want us killed if you call the cops on us!

When I was in Baltimore, MD and my cousin was going through a mental breakdown, I called the ’24-hour mental health crisis line’ and they told me to call the cops. I said, “And get us both shot? No fucking thank you!” They told me to call and ask for “The GOOD cops!” I’m like, “Are you fucking serious??!!! There ain’t no GOOD cops, bitch! Shut the fuck up!” And I hung up and dealt as best I could, but both my cousin and myself lived to see another day thanks to me not taking the advice from that worthless bitch on the phone. But as usual, I digress!

Former Fort Worth Police Officer Aaron Dean Charged With Murder

FORT WORTH (CBSDFW.COM) – The Fort Worth Police officer who shot and killed a woman in her home early Saturday morning has been booked into the Tarrant County Jail and charged with murder.

Bond has not been set.

Aaron Dean, who resigned from the Fort Worth Police Department earlier Monday, shot and killed Atatiana Jefferson in her home while responding to a welfare check this weekend has resigned from the department before he could be fired.

Body-cam video was also released that showed the events leading up to Jefferson’s death. The video shows the officer shining a flashlight into a window and shouting at Jefferson to put her hands up. Not even a full second later, she was shot through the window.

The article also states that the officer who shot her had perceived a threat and drew his weapon while checking her home. He fired once, striking her. He had been with the department since April 2018.

How in the hell was this woman a threat to this racist cop when she was in her own home, minding her business and getting the cops called on her by a neighbor for a welfare check that she obviously didn’t need and could most definitely have done without? She didn’t call the cops reporting a domestic disturbance or an armed intruder and so why would this racist ass cop state that he perceived a threat when Atatiana Jefferson did not even have a clue that racist cops were surrounding her home? She couldn’t pose a threat and that racist bastard fired the shot that killed that woman not even a second after shouting at her to “put her hands up.” And he never even stated that he was a cop. What.The.Fuck. Why should she put her hands up in her own fucking home and how was she supposed to know that a racist cop was barking orders at her when he never even identified himself as a racist cop?

Where is Al Sharpton? Where is Jesse Jackson? Where is Attorney Lee Merritt? He has another high profile case to take on. That man, Lee Merritt, never rests because cases of this type just keep piling up on his desk. And I’m sure that Sharpton and Jackson are going to lead the protests. Everyone got their worn out sneakers ready? Got your lame ass dusty as all hell protest sign ready? Got your vocal chords ready to shout, “No justice! No peace! Stop the racist police!”

That beautiful 28-year old woman is dead, shot right in front of her nephew just because her neighbor called the cops for a welfare check and she ends up dead less than a second after a cop barks orders at her to “Put her hands up” in her own damn house. Do you remember that it only took a cop, two seconds to gun down Tamir Rice? Remember him? And what about seven year old Aiyana Mo’Nay Stanley-Jones, who was asleep in her home when she was shot by a racist cop who got not a day in jail for killing that innocent child. And what about Michael Brown? Eric Garner? Walter Scott? Freddie Gray? Sandra Bland? I read the other day that cops have murdered almost 800 people since the year started, 32 were women and all the fuck we do is talk about how we are going to take to the streets and protest, AGAIN! The dust hasn’t even cleared from the Botham Shem Jean/Amber Guyger trial and now this! What.The.Hell.

We are sitting ducks and all we can do about this shit is print a sign, get some walking shoes and scream into the night for a night and then when the cops send some tear gas into the air, back to our fucked up homes we go! Damn! That’ll show ’em! No, you stupid fucks! They are showing us and we are just turning the other ass cheek so that they can shoot that one too. I’m fucking done! What more is there left to say??!!! Oh, my bad! We’re ALL waiting on GEEZUS! Yeah! Send your fucking prayers to the family! Tell ’em “God will make a way somehow!” The white man’s god ain’t OUR god! Get out of those fucked up churches that are brainwashing you, idiots! The white man’s ‘god’ ain’t fucking stopped none of this shit! You may as well get to waiting for Santa Claus to do something about this shit if you plan on waiting for the white man’s made up, fairy tale ‘god’. Damn! You Black motherfuckers who believe in that bullshit are straight up dumb as hell! To hell with you stupid motherfuckers!

The POWER of White Woman Tears – Amber Guyger And Botham Shem Jean by Chrissie

What this Black woman says on her Youtube video is on point! Watch the video and see if she is not right.

Now take a look at these pictures.

This is what should be weeping, moaning, pissing, whining and protesting over Botham Shem Jean’s death since this was his preference in life. Do they want him now that he’s worm food? I’m SO over this, it ain’t even funny!

And I ain’t finished!

We now know that Botham Shem Jean’s loyalties were not with Black folks. Shall I continue?

Yes, I shall continue!

Yeah! As You can see, he embraced his Blackness whiteness!

But look who is marching through the streets protesting his murder by one of those he so LOVED!

Next time this shit goes down Black women, sit your behind down along with your Black daughters. This shit is so NOT worth it!

And what do we have here?

And don’t even get me started on the Black heifer in this one soothing and patting on the hair of a racist bitch that was just convicted of murder. This is what is wrong with us Black women!

And this one just takes the fucking cake!

This Black female house slave Judge done gone and lost her damn mind. The judge can be seen in the background shedding tears into tissues over a convicted racist murderer whom she then hugs and hands over a bible to. For the love of !!!!!

Chrissie states in the video that loving and forgiving our enemies is a behavior that is pathological. I agree. We will kill each other and never even blink, but when a white motherfucker murders us, it is time to get out the bible and start quoting some shit about “forgiving your enemies because that is what god would want us to do.” Seriously??!!! Let god forgive your enemies, fools! If your white man’s religion speaks of a god full of forgiveness, then that is all the forgiveness your enemies need. You don’t need to add your two cents worth to it because your two cents ain’t worth shit!

If Botham Shem Jean’s relatives have forgiven that racist bitch for killing him, then why are they still proceeding with a civil suit because make no mistake, the same white man’s god that claims we should love and forgive our enemies for fucking us up also said, “give up your worldly goods and follow me.” And so, why aren’t Jean’s relatives following that biblical doctrine? They shouldn’t want any money thanks to Amber Guyger murdering their relative because they have forgiven her racist ass and so they should just pack up their little hefty bags and take their religious asses on back over to St. Lucia, shut the fuck up and not expect to receive a civil suit windfall settlement. You cannot have it both ways; follow some aspects of that fucked up white man’s made up bullshit religion, while ignoring other aspects of it. You cannot pick and choose what passages you want to take out of the white man’s bible. You either practice it fully or you’re a hypocrite and it would seem that Botham Shem Jean’s family are a bunch of dumb ass, weak, punk ass hypocritical christian bitches!

Chrissie also says that “We are a passive people.” Yes, we are. We sit somewhere and get our asses kicked daily and what do we do about it? Print a sign, march for two days and then go see Lion King. When someone fills our loved ones ass with bullets, we just get out the bible, quote some passages and forgive and forget. The only thing we are not passive about is when we are murdering each other. We will protect our drug turf even if it means killing innocent children. And Black folks, don’t even go there because you know that shit goes down every goddamn day! But let some fake blond racist murdering bitch cop cry and we get passive as hell to the point whereas the Black bailiff is stroking the bitches hair while the Black judge sobs uncontrollably in soaked tissues over the bitch while the Black brother of the murdered man sobs and begs the bitch for a hug while stating how much he loves her and that if it were up to him, she’d not step a foot inside a prison cell. “We are a passive people, but only when it comes to our enemies.” We are most definitely NOT passive towards each other.

Chrissie also states in the video that Black women don’t benefit from being ‘community minded’ and that we should only support the Black people who support us. Don’t support Black men or Black family when something happens to them and before it happened, they weren’t thinking about Black women or even knew we were alive and yet we take up the cause for every single one of our Black men or family even when they have turned their backs on us. Black women are always taken for granted. Our support can always be counted on. Look at the pictures that I have posted from Chrissie’s video of who Botham Shem Jean had in his life. There is not one picture with him and a Black woman. The shit that killed him is the same type of shit that he hung out with. Botham Shem Jean did not give two flying shits for Black women and yet we are bent-out-of-shape over his murder to the point whereas we are despondent, have taken to the streets in protest when if it had been one of us who had gotten ourselves murdered in the very same manner he did, his Black ass would still be sitting in his apartment, eating ice cream and talking on the phone to one of the many white women whom he preferred to hang out with. Every Black man is not worth our anguish, heartache, devotion, passion or time. And I am now of the mindset that Botham Shem Jean was worthy of none of the aforementioned.

What is sad is that Black women go on ‘automatic pilot’ when hearing of our Black men getting fucked up. We will immediately don our warrior attire and go to battle. Many Black men and even Black family members are not worth it. Go to bat for yourselves. Expend that energy on you, Black woman. I can honestly say that every Black man in my life hasn’t been worth the trouble of my tears, hand wringing, teeth gnashing and some more shit. When he wasn’t beating my ass, he was trying to steal everything he could from me or spitting on me or treating me like shit. This is exactly why I have not dated in over fifteen years because I am not going to get with a white male parasite and I am not going to put up with the shit that I have had to put up with from Black men. The only reason that I am upset about this is because I am a Libra and we hate injustice of ANY kind. But as far as I am concerned, I am through speaking on what happened to Botham Shem Jean.

When you consort and lie down with your white enemy, the least you can expect to get up with is lice and fleas. The most you can expect to get is not back up; but dead in a morgue and that is exactly what he got. If he didn’t know, now he know! Food for thought for the rest of you dumb as all hell Black men who want to fuck and fuck with what you used to be lynched for even looking at. And tell me this. Do you seriously think that what went down in that courtroom would have gone down if there was a Black female defendant sitting there instead of Miss bleached blond pasty-assed Amber Guyger? What sympathy or empathy do Black women receive inside a courtroom? I’ll tell you. NONE! Think on this shit the next time such as this unfolds. Get your fucking signs out and protest what doesn’t even see you because it is looking past you at some pasty-faced female parasite in order to try to cozy up to it and then when it fucks it up, Black women are front and center at the marches and protests. Well, this is one who will sit the rest of this shit out, even when it happens again. Because make no mistake, it will happen again because Black men…and Black women NEVER learn!

Let’s Talk About It: Abuse In The African American Community — The Divorced Millennial

“And since we all came from a woman, got our name from a woman and our game from a woman- I wonder why we take from our women, why we rape our women, do we hate our women? I think it’s time to kill for our women, time to heal our women, be real to […]

I was able to experience this phenomenon first-hand when I experienced abuse within my relationship. I remember very vividly the way that my mother-in-law made me feel after one particular extra-heated argument that my ex-husband and I had that got out of control. She treated me like I didn’t even exist when she came into my home. I don’t have a child, so I couldn’t tell you what my exact reaction would be if I were in her shoes. But as a woman, I know for a fact that I wouldn’t be condoning or enabling any abusive behavior from any family member of mine, let alone my son. To this day, she never once asked me was I ok or tried to check on how I was doing. Instead, she saw me as the cause of the problem. I wonder if maybe she was able to witness the countless conversations that I had with my mom while I locked myself in a bathroom or my car telling her that I was scared to come out, that maybe she might have been more sympathetic. Maybe if she would have seen me in an actual chokehold, she would realize that her son was not the only party capable of being hurt, and that I was someone’s child as well.

via Let’s Talk About It: Abuse In The African American Community — The Divorced Millennial

I can relate to this woman’s experience on every level. The only difference is that her soon to be ex mother-in-law condoned the abusive behavior of her son towards his wife while my own mother condoned my husband’s abusive behavior towards her own daughter; me. To this very day, my mother still calls my ex-husband, “her son-in-law.” Don’t that beat all? And yet people have the nerve to castigate me for the letter I publicly wrote to my mother. If I thought it would shame her ass at all, I’d write another one. But you can read my “Happy Birthday Wish To My Mother” letter right here!

When my ex-husband beat me and covered me in bruises and I told my parents about it, the only thing they did was encourage me to “work it out with him” because, just as this woman states in her blog, this vicious cycle just continues since my father beat my mother to within an inch of her life, many, many, many times. And so I don’t know why I expected any help from THAT direction especially with the type of upbringing I had.

My situation devolved to the point whereas I had already moved out of the home I shared with my ex-husband and was living on my own, however, that became untenable because my ex-husband would get his friends to watch me coming and going and eventually, he started banging on my door, demanding entrance. Out of abject fear, I had to flee the only town I’d ever known and head to parts unknown with just $700.00 to my name.

So yes indeed, there is much abuse in the African Amerikkkan descendants of slaves community and it should be exposed because only by doing so, will we be able to address the fact that this type of abuse is a serious problem and it needs to stop.

And sadly, as the author of this blog states, this is ALL baggage that is from our history of enslavement in this shithole. How on earth can we be mentally healthy people when we are a product of slavery and we experience racism, bigotry, hatred, prejudice; the whole nine yards to this very day simply because whites dragged our ancestors to this shithole as slaves and still treat the descendants of those slaves worse than shit?! Many of us, apparently, experience self-hatred and project that outward and we are hurting those whom we should be protecting with our lives.

It is still Black women who are on the front lines when racist police gun down our brothers, uncles, fathers, nephews, husbands and sons. We are the ones who do the marching through the streets, the burying, the crying, the demands for justice. We suffer untold atrocities everyday because of our love for our men and yet our men turn right around and beat us senseless? What kind of shit is that? We are not your enemy. Your enemy is the same as ours. If you treat your enemy like some of you treat us, maybe we’d be getting somewhere. You better act like you know! So yes, sista is right on point with this post because I can most definitely relate and I am sure many of you can. I only wish I could not.

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