An Appeal To Black Mothers: Don’t Perpetuate Self-Loathing

 

 

Yesterday, I was talking with a woman who was about the same age as myself, late fifties, and she was telling me about her childhood and as she did so, I could not help but gasp because we could have been sisters growing up in the same household as her experiences mirrored my own.

She was telling me of how the police had to be called to her home damn near every weekend and multiple times during the week over domestic assault issues. She also told me about the fights; the throwing of objects at each other and whatnot that her parents engaged in. She also spoke of the insults that she endured on a regular basis coming from her own mother. She told me how growing up in that environment only made her life turn out exactly like her mother’s. She married an abusive man, put up with untold abuse until she could no longer take it and divorced his ass. She told me that to this day, she has to distance herself from her mother and that her mother gets on her case because she is looking out for her sick father. She told me that even after telling her mother that her father has no one and that she, her mother, is married and has a husband to look after her, why does she have a problem with her helping out her ailing father? Her mother in fact told her that when she dyed her hair a Kool-aid burgundy color, “You look like a nigger!”

Now for those of you who read my blog titled, “A Letter To My Mother On Her 77th Birthday! Happy Birthday Mother,” then you know that what this lady told me is exactly what you have read on that blog. Again, we could have lived in the same household because her life mirrors mine down to a “T.”

Here is an excerpt from that blog:

I am going to attempt to find the words to convey just what emotions you evoke in me mother; hate, disgust, loathing and yes…pity, for you are so despicable, nasty and hateful that no one wants to come around you and I actually pity you. I spent so many years trying to gain affection from you that was never yours to give because you hate yourself. You loathe yourself for why else would you stay with a man who, when you were pregnant with me, your first baby, threw you a quarter when you told him you were hungry and he said, upon throwing you a quarter, “Here, I wouldn’t want to see a dog hungry.” And yet you thought so little of yourself that not only did you continue to lie with that slug, you brought two more children into this world to be condemned to live with two people who hated each other. We learned to hate as well.

As you can see, it is crystal clear that many Black women loathe themselves; have no respect for themselves, feel as though they are worthless since they will settle for an abusive asshole who beats their asses and yet they stay with them year after year and those mothers take that shit out on their children. They subject their children to untold cruelties and then are pissed at their children for the rest of their life for becoming a mirror image of them. That shit’s not on your children, that shit’s on you! Your self-loathing and lack of respect for yourself is something that you never dealt with and you subjected your children to your own lack of self worth. You became a punching bag; an outlet for some no good man to take his frustrations out on. You subjected your children; those you CHOSE to bring into this world to a life of sheer torture, pain, terror, racism and some more shit and they were ill-prepared to deal with that shit! You gave them no means in which to be guided through the system of white supremacy that you know exists because you live under that oppressive system. You gave your children an added burden; the burden of trying to maneuver through a system that was evil to its core and lethal to your children while they also had the extra burden of your baggage to carry around with them. You set them up for failure. You did your best to see to it that your children would suffer, mightily. And we have. You did us no favors. We had an enemy from our own camp to set us up and then tossed us to another enemy on a battlefield on which we never stood a chance. We were not prepared because we were damaged goods already before we even knew what was going to hit us. How do you Black mothers who have done this to your children, live with yourselves? If you could not handle life as a Black woman, then why bring Black children into despair and horror that is the world you exist in that makes you loathe and hate yourself? Your children will not thank you for what you did; hurled them out into a world they were ill-prepared for and told them to sink or swim. And yet you castigated us and treated us with derision when we made decisions that mirrored your own. We took our cue from you. We learned at your knee. We looked to you. That shit’s not on us, it’s on you! You are why you hate us. You ‘gifted’ us with no silver spoons, but with tarnished hearts, battered bodies and broken minds, helpless and barely adrift in a sea of hate everywhere we turned, even when we turned to you..our mothers. What chance did we stand? How could we have turned out any better than we did? And yet you mothers of us blame us for why we are your mirror image. You act as though, we, somehow, should have emerged from a chrysalis to a well-rounded adult free from issues and with the ability to take on a world that hated the very sight of us because of our skin color.

No Black mothers! We have you to thank for refusing to realize that your actions would have consequences and those consequences would come right back to you. You get no thanks from us because you are due none. We cannot thank you for bequeathing us so little and yet expecting so much from us in return. We can only give you what you gave us; nothing more. And yet you expect much from us. Oh yes, we are YOUR children, but we are battered children. We suffer from YOUR abuse. We have “Battered Children’s Syndrome,” and it is very real. And we’re not talking merely about the physical battering of us, but more importantly, the mental battering of us. That was worse. The resulting scars from that are far more lasting and damaging than the physical ones. I can still see some of the physical damage on my body from the whippings and beatings, but by far, the mental damage is much, much worse. Where does a child turn when their own mother is their very first enemy? Where does a child turn when they face an enemy that hates them because they were born and to whom they were born hates them because she hates herself? Where? Can someone tell me? Tell us? Because there are many “me’s” out there! The lady that I spoke with told me that she thought she was the only one. I assured her that she was not. She actually sighed in relief when she heard that because she thought it was just her. Oh, how wrong she was. And oh how right I wish she had been.

And so it is true that this poem taken from that other blog to my mother is to ALL the Black children who are broken and who were broken before they ever experienced hatred from the rest of the world, but knew it coming from their own mother.

Happy Birthday Mother!

Yes, you brought me into this world;
a squalling little Black baby girl.
You belittled everything I ever did
and you beat me for nothing when I was a kid.

You want me to honor, love and respect you
when what I did was from you, take my cue.
I have never known what love is and I never will.
Not one tear for love will my eyes ever spill.

I’ve been called cold, callous and cruel,
but never have I been called, “love’s favorite fool.”
I know that this should be all about your day,
and it is in its own strange and morbid way.

There is just something that needs saying
because in this town where you live, I’m not staying.
I have come running every time you’ve ever called
and listened to each admonishment on my character, you’ve drawled.

That stops here and now because I don’t need you anymore.
I never really did but I’ve just got to settle the score.
When you talked about me to your acquaintances, that hurt.
But knowing what you are mother, I’m an expert.

I’ve watched you down through the years
send people packing with words sharper than shears.
I’ve listened to you drone on about how great you are
when you are too evil and wicked for hell by far.

You’ve got foul names for everyone you ever meet.
The language you use, the derogatory names, you bleat
to anyone who will come within your reach.
You sit on your ass and search for an invective to screech.

Then you have the nerve to wonder why you sit home alone
and that to this very day, there’s nothing for you to atone.
But your day is coming mother. It may not be here yet,
but then again, you may already be paying your debt.

Your favorite one of us died from drugs years ago
and the man you couldn’t leave hated your ass from the get-go.
Even his friends said he died to get away from you
and this I can believe because I’d do the same thing too.

So sit in your big falling down house and think,
think of all the reasons why you should take to drink.
Believe that you are good and that all others are at fault
And you’ll still deny your evilness when they lower you in that vault.

And lower you they will mother, for we must all go that route.
But don’t you think for one second that your ‘goodness’, I will tout.
You are evil personified and though I may drop dead first,
at least I’ll have the pleasure of knowing that your ass is accursed.

You will lie beside a man who hated you to the end.
Your youngest died years ago and she was a dope fiend.
And yet you blame us for problems we never placed at your door
even though you share the blame because we are what you bore!

Written by,
Shelby I. Courtland
©2019 Shelby I. Courtland

To the Black mothers who are like mine and the lady that I mentioned in this blog, this is our thanks to YOU! You’ve ‘earned’ it!

Black Women In Lynchburg, Virginia, DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT LET LEWIS DABNEY AT LYNCHBURG GYNECOLOGY TOUCH YOU!!!!!!

Black women, do NOT go here for your ob/gyn needs. Please do NOT go here!! I cannot stress this enough!!!!!

 

 

Black women, a procedure was performed on me back in September of 2017 that did not need to be performed. I had a slight bleeding problem and I went to Lynchburg Gynecology located on Old Forest Road in Lynchburg, Virginia because I had just moved back to Virginia that same month and as soon as I got out of the U-haul Truck that I drove from Baltimore, MD to Lynchburg, VA, that is when my problems started and they’ve not stopped yet because of the racist medical ‘care’ that Black people receive in this nightmare hellhole of neo-Nazi racists experimenting on our bodies and fucking them up.

I went into the office of Lynchburg Gynecology and of course I was given the worst doctor in that facility, Dr. Lewis Dabney. And as many times as I have had pap smears done, that was the first time in my life that I screamed and yelled in abject agony. I knew that bastard was torturing me just for fun because none of what he did was necessary. When it was over, I was told to call back in three days for the results because that bastard had also performed a uterine biopsy. When I called back three days later, I was told that everything was fine. All tests came back negative. I knew there couldn’t be too much wrong with me because I had never had a bad pap smear before. I had never had any STDs because I hadn’t had many sexual partners. I can still count on one hand the number of sexual partners that I have had and I’m in my late 50s.

But lo and behold, I get a call from Dabney’s office telling me that I need to come back in for a transvaginal ultrasound. I’m like, “Why? The tests all came back normal!” I was told that they needed to find out what my endometrial stripe looked like. I called my old primary care doctor who was located in Baltimore, MD and told him what was going on and he told me to go ahead and have the procedure done. I did so. Again, I was in there screaming in agony again because Dr. Lewis Dabney was digging all up inside me with his fingers AFTER the transvaginal ultrasound had been completed. Now remember, a week before, I had already been examined and so what were his fingers doing up inside me? I have yet to figure that out. Not to mention, he had the bedside manner of a gorilla.

The next thing I know, I am called in to have a consultation with him and he tells me about my endometrial stripe. Now I don’t know anything about an endometrial stripe and what it should be and so, taking his word for it, he said that I needed a D&C to get more material from my uterus. I was loath to have the procedure done because I did not trust him, but I talked to some nurses who told me that his personality left a lot to be desired, but that he was a good doctor. I also called my primary care doctor and told him about my misgivings with this Lewis Dabney and was told to go see a different doctor if I was not comfortable with that one. The problem was that there aren’t a lot of options when you’re in a small burg and the reviews for the only other gynecology office were even worse than the one I had gone to. So, I was between a rock and a hard place.

I forgot about it until my new primary care doctor, quack John Williams asked if I had gotten the D&C procedure done and I told him about my misgivings about having the procedure done by Lewis Dabney because I did not trust him and he was rough. I was assured that I would be fine if I just went ahead and had the procedure. So, after having gone to get a chest x-ray and pre-op blood work, I found myself at Virginia Baptist Hospital, all ready to undergo a damn D&C.

After the procedure, I went home and when I went to use the bathroom, it did not feel the same. When I would vacuum, I would experience pain where I had never felt pain before, down in the lower region. I called and complained and was prescribed a medication for a urinary tract infection. That did not clear the issues up and I called and continued to complain and was given another medication for a urinary tract infection.

The next thing I know, I’m bleeding profusely and I call my gynecologist in Minnesota and she tells me to go and get my records from Dr. Lewis Dabney. When I tried to get my records, I was told that I had to wait two weeks for them to get the records. Now, I’m standing in the same office that performed the medical procedures on me; the pap smear, the endometrial biopsy and the transvaginal ultrasound and they are telling me that they need two weeks to get the records? I’m like give me my records right now because you can spit from one end of this burg to the other and it’ll hit you in your damn face. The black woman I was talking to got up and went and got a white woman who started printing out some shit and when I went to look at what she was printing out, it had nothing to do with the tests that had been performed in that office. What she printed out was the actual D&C procedure that had been dictated into the records at Virginia Baptist Hospital. And the reason why they refused to release my records from Lewis Dabney’s office is because I did NOT need a D&C at all. He was running an assembly line straight to Virginia Baptist Hospital because when I thought back, I remembered when I was filling out my paperwork, every patient that spoke to the front desk personnel, who had been to see Dr. Lewis Dabney was telling the front desk personnel that Dabney had asked them to schedule a D&C. And I remember thinking to myself, “I bet you when he is finished with me, I’m going to be in the D&C line,” and sure as hell, I was. A goddamn assembly line for D&Cs.

Folks, I went all the way to Minnesota to seek help to hopefully have someone undo what that neo-Nazi bastard did to me and nothing can be done. My life is a living hell because of what Lewis Dabney did to me and yet that bastard is still doing the same thing he did to me to other Black women and is getting paid for it. I have been, for years now, trying to get his medical license revoked, the insurance money stopped from flowing in and I have not been listened to, but have I given up? NO! I never will! I have been on the phone yet again today, constantly being transferred from one person to another and I’m sitting here waiting on a callback that will never happen and I will be calling them back. But please know that I will NEVER stop trying to get something done about these racist neo-Nazis who are fucking Black women up and yet blaming us for our health problems. We have always been used as guinea pigs even throughout slavery and nothing has changed. I don’t want another Black woman to go through what I am going through and I hope someone shows this blog to Lewis Dabney and I hope he wants to go to court over it because I am going to make sure that I screech and yell to the rafters about his racist neo-Nazi shit! And they can haul me the fuck off, I don’t care because I’m going the fuck off.

Black women, again, be very careful of these racist neo-Nazis that are out to do you MUCH HARM. Our bodies are precious and they are fucking them up and leaving us to deal with the fact that they hate us because they are some rabid, vicious, depraved, bloodthirsty neo-Nazi racist dogs! Do your research! And if something does not feel right, go with your gut feeling. I wish I had gone with mine and that is why I no longer believe in medical care, nor do I believe in the ‘goodness’ of doctors because as far as I am concerned, they are nothing more than death squads and should be treated as such.

Take care of your bodies so that you don’t need to visit these neo-Nazis because they do NOT have your best interest at heart. I had to find out the hard way. Don’t you have to as well.

Fact Or Fiction: Another Story Time Out Of Lynchburg, Virginia, An Ongoing Series

 

This next story is a convoluted one and I’ll start by reminding everyone that some of these stories may be fact and some may be fiction. You decide.

There was this man who was loving and there was this naive woman who had a mother who was not so motherly. When this woman was dating this really nice man, her mother would cuss her out and tell the man he had to leave and so this man could only drive up, knock on the door and take the daughter out. Well, the daughter was tired of always hearing her mother disparage this man and so, she told him that she could not see him again. The man was crestfallen, but what could he do? He did what all men in love do, every time he saw the woman, he would approach her and beg for another chance, but he was never given another chance because the woman knew what she would face from her mother.

So, the woman dates a different man, and lo and behold, her mother likes this man. This man is abusive to her daughter and he even beats her daughter in front of the mother and the father and when he does this, the police are not called. The daughter is told by her mother and father to go to this man’s house and work things out. To make a long story short, the woman marries this abusive man with the blessings of both her parents. Through the years, the abuse continues and gets worse. The woman eventually leaves her abusive husband and flees because she fears for her life. She doesn’t even tell her best friend that she is leaving. Unbeknownst to this woman who left her husband, the husband proceeds to continuously harass the best friend to the point whereas the best friend is terrified of this man. But as the years go by, the wife of this abusive man finally files for divorce and for her, the situation with an abusive man ends.

Now, enters another woman who wants to be with this abusive man. She moves in with him and even though people tell her that she is living with a man who abused his ex-wife, she pays no heed at all. She lives with this man for years, but then, she finds out that he is cheating on her and he has a huge gambling problem. She feels stupid because she did not heed the words of those who tried to tell her about this man. She leaves this man and begins divorce proceedings. She hires a great lawyer because she has been the breadwinner since she had a career in the medical field and was making bank while her husband was gambling away his paycheck and relying on her to pay the bills. When the woman left this abusive man and filed for divorce, she thought that she had finally did the right thing. She was on her own, had bought herself a new car and had moved on with her life. But then, the unthinkable happened, one day, this woman was driving down the road taking her usual route and a huge rock came crashing through her car windshield, killing her instantly. Her car went out-of-control and zigzagged across the road, finally stopping against a barrier. There were no witnesses to this crime, just pieces put together from the crime scene and another motorist had called the police to state that a couple of rocks had struck their vehicle in that same area where this woman was killed.

There have been no other incidents like this since this woman who left her abusive husband was murdered. The abusive husband grew up with friends who had turned into hardened criminals who had been to prison for a multitude of crimes. And there are some who say that this was all just too much of a coincidence that yet another woman who was trying to leave this abusive man ends up dead since some believe that the only reason the first wife who divorced this abusive man is still alive is because she left the state and no one knew of her whereabouts for years. And none can forget that the first wife’s best friend, to this very day, is terrified of this man.

This man is now in possession of his dead wife’s Social Security, maybe her great pension and who knows what else since she was murdered before the divorce could be finalized and he certainly needs money seeing as how he has a very bad gambling problem. Is it coincidence; this seemingly random crime that occurred that killed this woman who was trying to divorce a man who has a known history of exhibiting violent behavior towards women? Who, but a close acquaintance would know a person’s schedule and habits? And why no more incidents of boulder like rocks being thrown at passing cars through a certain section of road just outside of Lynchburg? Will the crime of murder of this woman ever be solved?

Is this fact or fiction? I’ll let you decide. Until next time, keep those ‘thinking caps’ handy.

Charles Barkley And Shaquille O’Neal Just Sealed The Deal For Me!

 

 

I was taken to task by a fellow blogger for having the gall to point out the situation between Black women and Black men who are ADOS(American descendants of slavery). And even though I never waffled or flip flopped or what have you from my initial stance, what Charles Barkley and Shaquille O’Neal said, if anything, proved MY point without a shadow of a doubt. Now, first I’d like to post the comment that led me to blog about the situation in the first place.

Fri 6/19/2020 3:10 PM

From: The Stormy Poet

To: Shelby Courtland

Shelby,

I hope this afternoon bids you well.

I wanted to speak with you privately about something.  I’ve noticed the past couple of posts you made were about black men not caring about black women.

I wanted to ask, do you consider brother like myself, who put it all on the line to combat and fight against systematic white supremacy, in that category?  Your pieces seem to make a sweeping assessment, based on coons and sell-outs that have made it their life’s mission to chase interracial sex over the survival of their people.

I only ask because I have great respect for you and your point-of-view.

I didn’t want to bring this up in your comment section because I know white people follow you–as they do me–and the get off on black male bashing as a form of porn, so I just wanted to pull you to the side and address you in a private setting.

Looking forward to hearing from you, sister.

Much Respect,

Now, I want to see if dude is going to pull these two bastards to the side over what they said about Breonna Taylor, George Floyd and Ahmaud Arbery.

Charles Barkley, Shaquille O’Neil draw backlash for pushing back on Breonna Taylor outrage

“I don’t think this one was like George Floyd or Ahmaud Arbery and things like that,” Barkley began. “I feel sad that this young lady lost her life. I think this one was — the no-knock warrant is something we need to get rid of … across the board. But I am worried to lump all these situations in together.”

He continued, “And I just feel bad that the young lady lost her life. But we do have to take into account that her boyfriend shot at the cops and shot a cop. So like I say, even though I am really sorry she lost her life, I just don’t think we can put this in the same situation as George Floyd or Ahmaud Arbery.”

Now, let me get this straight, because Breonna Taylor was shot inside her home in the middle of night while she lay sleeping, expecting NO visitors obviously, since she was sleeping and somebody is trying to break down her door and instead of offering them ice cream and cake, her boyfriend did what ANYONE with a gun would do, he fired a shot, Breonna Taylor’s death is not on par with George Floyd’s or Ahmaud Arbery’s? Those two dumb asses are stating that stupid shit because it was Klan kops at Breonna’s door as opposed to whom? Charles Barkley and Shaquille O’Neal? Or am I missing something here? Seriously??!!! It just so happened to have been thugs in blue using a ‘no knock warrant’ to enter Breonna’s home and so where does “your home is your castle” begin? Only if it was Charles Barkley or Shaquille O’Neil trying to break in, then Breonna’s boyfriend would have had reason to get to shooting, but because the Klan in blue was breaking into Breonna’s home, then that negated the need to shoot at intruders? Is that what those two massa house slaves are saying? As long as it’s the Klan kops, they have a right to break down every damn body’s door and enter their home even though kops fuck up ALL the time and ‘mistake’ someone else’s home for their own as was the version that Amber Guyger put out as her reason for entering Botham Shem Jean’s apartment and murdering him.

And I would love for Charles Barkley to tell us how many homes housing whites that Klan kops have bust down the door and shot dead while they were merely sleeping.

Breonna Taylor did not shoot anyone and her boyfriend only fired a shot because he had no idea who was breaking in and even the witnesses claim that they heard no knocking or pronouncements that “This is the police, open up,” besides most likely some Mexican who can’t even speak English and is more than likely here illegally and was going to go along with whatever the Klan kops said just to keep his ass over here in this shithole and not get deported.

Mattingly, according to the source, told investigators he banged on the door several times and announced, “Police. Come to the door,” before a lieutenant ordered officers to break down the door.

This is a major point of contention: While Cameron said one neighbor corroborated the police account, a lawyer for Kenneth Walker III, Taylor’s boyfriend, says the neighbor did not speak English well and changed his story, while several other neighbors said they didn’t hear police identify themselves.

Everyone knows that so-called ‘eye witness’ accounts cannot be relied upon to get at the truth since as you can see, the person who does “not speak English well changed his story, while several other neighbors said they didn’t hear police identify themselves. That right there gives Breonna’s boyfriend all the reason in the world to fire a shot because he assumed that someone was breaking into Breonna’s home and he was trying to protect them both. But somehow, Charles Barkley has come to the conclusion that Breonna Taylor’s death is not on par with that of George Floyd or Ahmaud Marquez Arbery. The real reason is because Breonna Taylor is a Black woman and in the eyes of Charles Barkley, that makes her less than a black man. I have NEVER had ANY respect for Charles Barkley. In fact, I don’t know shit about Charles Barkley except bits and pieces of pure shit that’s escaped from his piehole over the years. Not to mention, I can also honestly state that I have never watched basketball and I never will and I don’t get the damn hype! And it is no wonder that massa’s house slaves that make up the pro sports world are ALL misogynist assholes because I do recall that there have been multiple instances of those pro sports players beating the shit out of their wives and girlfriends and so what that piece of shit said, more than likely surprises no one. And the shit continues because that ugly ass, stupid looking Shaquille O’Neal agreed with what Massa’s house slave, Charles ‘equally stupid looking’ Barkley said.

“I have to agree with Charles, this one is sort of lumped in,” O’Neal said. “You have to get a warrant signed and some states do allow no-knock warrants. And everyone was asking for murder charges. When you talk about murder, you have to show intent. A homicide occurred and we’re sorry a homicide occurred. When you have a warrant signed by the judge, you are doing your job, and I would imagine that you would fire back.”

It’s worth noting that O’Neal has long expressed an affinity for the police, once even being deputized in a county in Georgia.

Barkley also dismissed the “Defund the Police” movement that has emerged in the wake of the killings of Floyd and Taylor.

Seriously!!!!!

I am honestly at a loss for words at this point. Black women, all I can say is, “We are on our own.” But then, that’s nothing new. I know I have always been on my own. I ran away from home at the age of 15 and had to be dragged back multiple times. I had to go to juvenile court for being a runaway because I was trying to escape the abuse from my mother and from watching my father abuse my mother and my sister. And then I was abused by my ex-husband. My own son has verbally abused me and we have no relationship because I am not going to tolerate that especially when he verbally abused me for refusing to allow one of those pasty-faced cows he ‘dates’ in my vehicle when I was trying to have a mother/son birthday celebration and he knows that I have had to bail him out of jail over the very same pasty-faced cow having him arrested for TRESPASSING and yet, he wanted me to drive that THING around with us to celebrate his birthday.

Lastly, I will leave you with a poem that I posted on the blog titled,

Black Women, We Have NO Black Men!

 

 

On the loneliest road on earth,
is where you will find a Black woman,
for she must stand alone
since no Black man, can she summon.

Black women, don’t settle for less.
Never doubt the truth of your worth.
Don’t cape for a punk ass bitch
even for the ones to which you gave birth.

You see, they will turn on you
and never think anything of it.
You’re always taken for granted.
And you put up with too much shit.

Don’t be played for nobody’s fool.
You are worth more than you know.
If we turn our backs on Black men,
what they reap, so shall they sow.

If a ‘Becky’ is what they want,
then let them have that filthy white bitch.
But don’t you give them the satisfaction
of thinking you’re bothered when they scratch that itch.

‘Becky’ will never care about them.
That Black dick is all she is after.
But when the cops send him to hell,
‘Becky’ and the cops will share in their laughter.

And so Black women, don’t you protest.
Don’t you scream and wail or moan.
That Black man got just what was coming.
What he did was for him to atone.

You don’t owe a Black man your life.
Let him cape for his goddamn self.
You stand up for you.
Only for you, take your cape off the shelf.

Let him say that we’re being divided
and that it’s because we don’t understand;
that it’s hard being a Black man,
who was born in a hostile land.

That Black fool’s been dropped on his head
because we too, are in a hostile land.
And so Black women, we have no Black men,
not with us, when with ‘Becky’, they stand.

 

Written by,

Shelby I. Courtland

©2020 Shelby I. Courtland

This poem for ALL the Black women who have ever been abused by Black men and yet will still head to the front of every protest line and cape for those assholes who don’t appreciate what we do.

Breonna Taylor’s life mattered and I am so through with these punk ass bitch black men, it ain’t even funny!

 

 

What Charles Barkley and Shaquille O’Neal said is beyond evil, atrocious and down right wrong. They sound crazy. Regardless of what went down at Breonna Taylor’s apartment that night, she did NOTHING to cause her own death and neither did her boyfriend whose only thought when he fired that gun, was to protect Breonna and himself from intruders. And yet those two pieces of filthy shit, Charles Barkley and Shaquille O’Neal, would have you believe that Breonna Taylor is less than George Floyd, Breonna Taylor is less than Ahmaud Arbery when nothing could be further from the truth. She had devoted her life to saving lives and yet hers was snuffed out in the blink of an eye and she had no idea why for she did not have a long, lingering illness. She lost her life in a hail of bullets by intruders in blue uniforms who broke into her home in the middle of the night. And I can honestly say, that I would have done the same as her boyfriend. You break into my shit in middle of the night and I’m not offering your ass ice cream and cookies, that’s for damn sure! But I guess that’s what Charles Barkley and Shaquille O’Neal would do, offer up some ice cream and cake AND cookies while getting their asses handed to to them. For the love of !!!!!! I’m done. I am SO fucking done, it don’t even make sense!

And I repeat: ALL BLACK WOMEN, IF YOU HAVE ‘THE GENERAL’ AS YOUR INSURANCE COMPANY, BOYCOTT THAT SHIT AND SEE HOW LONG DUMB ASS LOOKING SHAQUILLE O’NEAL KEEPS RUNNING HIS DAMN STUPID ASS MOUTH; THE BIG, UGLY, SLOW KLAN KOP LOVING LUG!

Black Women, We Have NO Black Men!

Black Women, We Have No Black Men

 

 

On the loneliest road on earth,
is where you will find a Black woman,
for she must stand alone
since no Black man, can she summon.

Black women, don’t settle for less.
Never doubt the truth of your worth.
Don’t cape for a punk ass bitch
even for the ones to which you gave birth.

You see, they will turn on you
and never think anything of it.
You’re always taken for granted.
And you put up with too much shit.

Don’t be played for nobody’s fool.
You are worth more than you know.
If we turn our backs on Black men,
What they reap, so shall they sow.

If Becky is what they want,
then let them have that filthy white bitch.
But don’t you give them the satisfaction
of thinking you’re bothered when they scratch that itch.

Becky will never care about them.
That Black dick is all she is after.
But when the cops send him to hell,
Becky and the cops will share in their laughter.

And so Black women, don’t you protest.
Don’t you scream and wail or moan.
That Black man got just what was coming.
What he did was for him to atone.

You don’t owe a Black man your life.
Let him cape for his goddamn self.
You stand up for you.
Only for you, take your cape off the shelf.

Let him say that we’re being divided
and that it’s because we don’t understand;
that it’s hard being a Black man,
who was born in a hostile land.

That Black fool’s been dropped on his head
because we too, are in a hostile land.
And so Black women, we have no Black men,
not with us, when with Becky, they stand.

 

Written by,

Shelby I. Courtland

©2020 Shelby I. Courtland

This poem for ALL the Black women who have ever been abused by Black men and yet will still head to the front of every protest line and cape for those assholes who don’t appreciate what we do.

These are just a sample of the Black motherfuckers that we have caped for and who dropped our asses for our sworn enemy. Keep this shit in mind the next time you feel the urge to go out and screech and wail and moan over a piece of shit that doesn’t even want to mess with you because IT thinks ‘Becky’ is something to strive for; a pasty assed parasite!

George Floyd gets the dubious distinction of being first up!

 

Yep, George Floyd just ‘loved’ him some ‘Becky’. Another picture of George Floyd’s ‘Becky’.

And another one!

 

 

But who is out on the streets, en masse, caping for his ass? Black women were and still are!

 

Next, we come to the key witness in the Botham Shem Jean murder case who got himself murdered and we took the streets on behalf of this ‘Becky’ loving, dead, punk ass bitch! This next picture features Joshua Brown, marrying his French ‘Becky’.

Joshua Brown with his alleged French wife. Looks like a wedding ceremony to me.

 

And another picture of Joshua Brown’s ‘Becky’!

 

She was deported back to France despite allegedly being married to Joshua Brown. I guess she got caught up in Trump’s immigration net.

 

And don’t forget Botham Shem Jean, who was from St. Lucia and yet, we still went to bat for him. But this is who he wanted around him, a string of ‘Beckys’.

 

This is what should be weeping, moaning, pissing, whining and protesting over Botham Shem Jean’s death since this was his preference in life. Do they want him now that he’s worm food? I’m SO over this, it ain’t even funny!

 

Botham Shem Jean no more deserved our support than Joshua Brown or George Floyd!

We now know that Botham Shem Jean’s loyalties were not with Black folks. Shall I continue?

 

Now I could continue in this vein, but my point should be well proven. Black women, if you want to go to bat for someone, go to bat for another Black woman because make no mistake, Black men can’t get enough of ‘Becky’. Hell! Black men can’t even get enough of ‘Karen’ because when Christian Cooper had the cops called on him in New York by ‘Karen‘, he got pissed off that ‘Karen’ received ‘death threats’ even though it is quite shocking that when the cops showed up, they did not not shoot his Black ass on the spot since ‘Karen’ told 911 dispatch that an “African-American man was assaulting her,” when no one was assaulting that lying bitch at all.

So yeah! Let these bitches cape for Black men when they get fucked up by their male counterparts because as for me, I’m done, stick a goddamn fork in me, I am SO done!

That is some straight up bullshit! White women are NOT in this with Black women and for them to pretend otherwise would be a lie!

That’s what Black men want and as far as I am concerned, they are welcome to them! Black men, your ass is grass!

 

When Confronted With Legislation About A Vasectomy Bill, Texas Republican Senator Ted Cruz Says, “YIKES!”

 

Ted Cruz does NOT want the government controlling the reproductive organs of men, but he has no problem with the government controlling the reproductive organs of women, hence his railing against abortion when women get pregnant thanks in part to the reproductive organs of men, but it is a case of “Yikes!” when the government proposes vasectomies for men in an effort to control a man’s role in reproduction.

Ted Cruz takes aim at Alabama vasectomy bill: “YIKES!”

Sen. Ted Cruz (R-Texas) took aim at legislation recently introduced in Alabama by a state representative that would, if passed, make it mandatory for certain men to get vasectomies – a bill that comes in response to legislation passed last year that seeks to ban abortion in the state.

“Yikes,” Cruz wrote in response to the bill on Twitter on Sunday morning. “A government big enough to give you everything is big enough to take everything…literally!”

The bill would require men to get a vasectomy after the birth of their third child or when they reach 50 years of age; whichever comes first. Alabama state Rep. Rolanda Hollis (D), introduced the legislation in response to Alabama legislation that prohibits women from seeking and obtaining abortions even in instances of rape and incest. And of course, Sen. Ted Cruz was all FOR the legislation aimed at restrictions on women’s reproductive control over their own bodies, but when it comes to men, well now, that’s a different story. According to Ted Cruz, the government does not have a right to regulate a man’s reproductive system because, uh….well…because…he’s says so.

So you white women who voted for the likes of Ted Cruz and Donald Trump, who can grab you by your pussy at any time, and also to the white women who donned pink pussy hats and marched in what you considered to be, a protest against Donald Trump, whom you elected to the presidency, get your pink pussy hats out again and go march in front of Ted Cruz’s office in protest of his obvious double standards when it comes to the government legislating women’s bodies while not having the authority to legislate men’s bodies. These are the worthless, misogynistic shits that you gave birth to and so hop to it.  But you won’t because these very same assholes uphold the system of ‘white supremacy’ from which you benefit. And you will screech and wail about how you should have the right to do to your body what you will, but that screeching and wailing ceases when it may affect the system of white supremacy. You’ll shut the fuck up then.

Also, I have covered this issue before and I am going to do something that I have never done and that is to include an entire blog post here and not just post a link because, FINALLY, someone got the memo.

WHAT ABOUT PLANNED FATHERHOOD?

 

I am going to be a mother
but I am just too young.
The father of my child
just stung me with his tongue.

He told me it was my fault.
Protection was for me to use.
How can I tell my family?
Their love for me, I’ll lose.

Oh where can I turn?
What help is there for me?
I heard about Planned Parenthood,
but will they help me out for free?

What services do they offer?
Should I seek advice from them?
Will they blame me for this shame?
Am I the guilty or the victim?

Answers, I need now
before it is too late.
The man can walk away
and leave me in this state.

Where’s the judgment on his ass?
What about Planned Fatherhood?
It takes two to make a baby!
That should be clearly understood!

Written by,
Shelby I. Courtland
©2015 Shelby I. Courtland

I am getting real tired of this double standard bullshit! It would seem that Planned Parenthood is all about the ‘female’ role in the making of a baby because the female is the one whose life is going to be turned upside down no matter what she decides to do with the baby. If she decides to have the baby and she is either underage or single, she is going to have to figure out what to do and society will look at her as the slut who couldn’t keep her legs closed while the man who had a hand in this, as usual, gets to strut away like a peacock, on to the next.

If she decides to get an abortion, this is frowned upon because “Oh my goodness! I am just so self-righteous and the good book(Bible)that is burning up in my sinful hands due to all MY sins, tells me that I should stone this fallen woman, this slutty, whore who is no better than she should be! My stars! Back in my day, sluts weren’t running loose, opening their legs to every Tom, Dick and Harry that wished to crawl between them. We wore chastity belts until marriage! What is this sinful world coming to?”

Yep, that about covers the ‘christians’ view of an unwed mother-to-be. Nothing whatsoever is said about the ‘father’ who most definitely had a hand in the reason why the female is pregnant. No one is planning to defund ‘Planned Fatherhood’ because in reality, ‘Planned Parenthood’ is all about the ‘female’ in the equation and don’t we ALL know it. Planned PARENTHOOD, my ass! Planned MOTHERHOOD is what it’s ALL about!

Oh, there are probably some pamphlets about the ‘male’s role in conception’ in the offices of Planned Parenthood, sitting somewhere collecting dust on a shelf in the basement, but the primary focus is on care for the female if she decides to carry the child to full-term or with help in aborting the ‘fetus’.

And now, we have many a republican blow-hard threatening government shut-downs over de-funding Planned Parenthood, but would the same hell-raising antics be displayed if this was all over an agency called, ‘Planned Fatherhood’ where the male’s reproductive role is the primary focus? Of course not! Those hypocritical conservative bastards would sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up! But women’s rights and agencies that help women with regards to reproduction is always up for grabs and great for capturing headlines and getting the so-called ‘christian right’ all up-in-arms.

Here is an idea republican blow-hards, if you want to stop getting all hypocritically bent-out-of-shape over Planned Parenthood, fetal parts selling, abortions and whatnot, then announce the launch of an historically new concept; that of Planned Fatherhood, placing the emphasis on male contraceptives, male sterilization and male education on birth control and the consequences of going without it. Let’s see how many men line up and head through the doors to take responsibility for their role in the creation of life. Because in here, men don’t get a goddamn free pass, not a bit of it!

http://www.plannedparenthood.org/

Not one man is featured on this site. As usual, contraception or birth control is ALWAYS aimed at the female. Women have come SO far in the year of no lord 2015!

And now that we are all distracted from the REAL issues of child poverty, a school-to-prison pipeline, mass incarceration, a fucked up infrastructure, failed leadership, partisan politics, drone wars, refugee crises caused by U.S., police brutality, Mid East policy fuck-ups, a homeless epidemic, income inequality, low-wage part-time jobs, a shrinking jobs base and a host of other serious issues, we can continue to rail over the funding of Planned Parenthood. Meanwhile, Rome burns.

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As you can see, I originally posted this blog in 2015  and here we are, 5 years later, still going around in circles. We are still sitting up listening to and putting up with the double standard bullshit hypocrisy from rich, old white men. They are still dictating to us all just what the hell should happen to our bodies. Regardless of whether or not you believe in a woman’s right to choose, remember this, it does indeed, take two to tango.

Men, get that vasectomy and shut the fuck up! And since Ted Cruz approves of the government  legislating a woman’s rights over her own body, then he should have no problem with the government legislating a man’s rights over his body by mandating vasectomies for men in order to stave off the need for women to seek abortions. If it’s good for the goose, it’s good for the gander.

Name One Social Issue Systematic White Supremacy Isn’t Responsible For — The Eye Wall

Is it homophobia?: As Dr. Frances Cress Welsing theorized–and there is a plethora of evidence to back her theory up, in terms of why they castrated black men after lynching them and why they’ve historically done so, over and over again–and more currently why they have used biological warfare to sterilize black people, those who believe in maintaining white supremacy are subconsciously afraid of being genetically taken overtaken (which is dumb as cat shit btw.

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via Name One Social Issue Systematic White Supremacy Isn’t Responsible For — The Eye Wall

Today, the whites aim is still to castrate the Black man by emasculating him, hence why the Black man is imprisoned for everything from selling loose un-taxed cigarettes to driving without insurance because by constantly exposing the Black man to prison life, which basically means conditioning him to accept homosexuality by imprisoning him in a system that has nothing but homosexuals running it, this is why the Black man of today is emasculated as hell!

Meanwhile, as the Black man is chasing dick, the Black female is encouraged to mate with a white male. Remember this article? There are two factions in Amerikkka, the so-called ‘white supremacists’ who only want whites to procreate with other whites and then the other faction that is well aware of what’s about to go down in that climate change is going to further eradicate whites because their flimsy skin cannot withstand the harsh rays of the sun since they lack melanin. Enter Black folks. Ever the useful ones we are to whitey.

However, I get what STP is trying to say, whites don’t want to be, heaven for bid, the MINORITY. Why that’s a fate worse than death and so “kill off those Black skinned heathens!,” is how the so-called ‘white supremacists look at it. They can’t see the forest for the trees in that their days are numbered thanks to what whites set in motion; climate change, global warming or whatever you want to call it.

Now, I have to ask, what organized groups of black people are out here targeting and murdering gays, lesbians, transgenders, bisexuals, etc. like that?  Better yet, what black people have the collective social power to mistreat white people in the LGBTQ community?

Great point! We are too busy trying to survive a system that was set up for the express purpose of keeping whites on top and us, dead. And so what does the LGBTQ community have to fear from us Black folks? Their mortal foe is the white man and what’s more, they know this. And also know this, the white LGBTQ community does NOT stand with Black folks. That is a fact. They never have and they never will! And so to all of you who are Black and identify as LGBTQ, get the fuck over it because whitey LGBTQ ain’t thinking about your ass except to move it out of the way so that he can gentrify your shit!

Black people have absolutely nothing to gain by supporting any LGBTQ initiatives.  In the case of the white supremacists, this is a classic situation of, white people having a civic disagreement with the other white supremacists, about who should obtain dominance and how.

Members of the LGBTQ have never openly and consistently challenged white supremacy like #ADOS members have.

Hear! Hear! I do NOT support ANY LGBTQ initiatives because I am not blind. The white LGBTQ community has never stood with Black people as we try and fight for our right to live in a country our ancestors were dragged to. Those white LGBTQ assholes will try and have us co-sign onto their shit, when they scream about having no rights. You’ve got ALL the rights because you’re white. You don’t view us as equals and you know this even as you say that YOUR fight is OUR fight! Hell if it is! Our people are not fighting for perversion. We are fighting to be treated as humans in this hellhole. Don’t get it twisted.

Is it Feminism?:

Black men don’t have the power to determine where large groups of women, white or black, can or cannot go to college.

Black men don’t have the power to collectively decide a women’s reproductive rights.

Exactly! Who is telling women ALL across this shithole that they cannot have abortions even if the pregnancy was a result of incest or rape? White males! And guess who votes those white males in, en mass? White females! So sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up because you voted for the shit that’s now telling you that if you get pregnant, you are going to have that baby regardless of whether you want to or not. So cut that damn feminism shit out, goddamn it! You cannot have it both ways. You debased creatures want to have your cake and eat it too. Well, that’s not going to cut it. If you don’t want to be told that your reproductive system is not yours to do with as you please, then who is that shit on? But yet you want to turn around and screech and whine about ‘feminism’ when you cozy up in that voting booth to a white male politician who you know is going to say that he and only he can determine what happens to your body. What Black man is standing somewhere telling you that you cannot have an abortion under ANY circumstances? Seriously, white females, I absolutely despise you! You are about the lowest thing on this planet and that’s saying something.

Bottom line, white men are shown as, “You can do whatever you want sexually, and you won’t be punished for it, no matter how degenerate you prove to be.”

Naturally, the white women don’t wanna accept that, but the problem is, they don’t want to give up the perks and goodies that come along with being white.  They wanna make sure they get the same wages that white men make, and they use black women to advocate for their cause.

That is SO true, it ain’t even funny! White women will vote against their own interests just to maintain the status quo of ‘white supremacy’; a system that serves them well even as they scream and wail that that same system is hampering their ability to practice feminism which is the advocacy of women’s rights on the basis of the equality of the sexes. You white females don’t want to be ‘equal’ to a man, you just want to maintain the system of ‘white supremacy’ and to do that, you know that you are going to have to get with the program and vote in the very men who tell you that feminism is nothing, ‘white supremacy’ is EVERYTHING!

It is Black women who have fought back against both white males and white females. It was Black women who fought back against Roy Moore in Alabama, a known pedophile running for public office. White females went into that voting booth and voted unanimously for Roy Moore, knowing full well what he was. You debased creatures don’t even give a shit about your own offspring. What you did in Alabama spoke volumes about your character or should I say, lack thereof. Not to mention when you also went into that voting booth and X marked the spot beside Donald “Grab you by the pussy” Trump and Mike “I hate gays” Pence. Oh you certainly showed us how you were just sick and tired of white males thinking of you as merely sex objects and something not to be taken seriously. You’re not to be taken seriously. Look at you. You’re just a bunch of dumb ass privileged racists who are so filled with hatred for us that you will always assume your position several steps behind those debased creatures you call, “white men” just to make sure that your position over us is never in question. “White supremacy” rules your ass which is fueled by white privilege and racism.

Is It the Environment?:

This one is very simple, and I love utilizing this demonstration when I am discussing white supremacy and how it functions with both white and black people.  You, whomever you are on my website, I want you to Google a random American coal or oil company you want.  Let me ask, who are running the operations, and who are the folks on the Board of Trustees?  I rest my case.

Let’s talk about that. You are so concerned about the environment and yet, who is killing us all by killing this planet? Who owns ALL the corporations that are responsible for polluting the air we breathe, the food we eat, the water we drink? Who is responsible for why the oceans are a plastic filled radiated mess? Who dropped atomic bombs in the Pacific Ocean? Who has killed off entire species of plant, human and animal life on this planet all in the name of acquiring more wealth? Greed also rules whites and everything else, be damned. And we are! But know this, your ass is grass as well because you don’t have anywhere to go to when this is ALL just a barren wasteland. You have fucked us all, but that ALL includes YOU! So think about that! You set this shit in motion and you are going to have to deal with it just as we are.

What About Class-ism?:

What About the “Children on the Border” Issue?:

Children were separated from their mothers on a regular basis during chattel slavery.  Children were separated and torn from their families at the drop of a hat, all in the name of building this country’s wealth up.

Where is the national outcry on compensating those families who descended from that systematic mistreatment?  We talk all the time about the individuals held at the border, but never about the black citizens who built this nation and who are owed in the form of financial compensation.

I have just got to post what Kreb said about that!

They tend to ignore those issues but are super interested in wanting to be involved or have an opinion on the issue of slavery reparations. Why? I’m not 100% sure, but I have an idea: money. You see, we know that money means everything to white people because money equals power and with power, you can oppress others. Whites know that if the average household wealth of ADOS equals theirs, they can no longer oppress us. Whites have always known that “education” is not the great equalizer. They know that land ownership and generational wealth creates privilege and nothing is equal to that.

Kreb was spot on and I took it even further, of course.

That’s the reason! You hit the nail squarely on its head as to why whites want to have a say over reparations for Amerikkkan descendants of slaves, hence why Amerikkkan descendants of slaves, at one point, were even denied the right to own land. Hence why the whites burned down the Black Wall Street and had no problem burning down the Black city, Rosewood, all over a vicious lie by a white female parasite.

I have stated many times on this blog that those from anywhere else around the world can come here and the whites set them up; those from India, the Pakistanis, the Asians and even the Russians they claim to hate so damn much. Why is it that when Amerikkkan descendants of slaves head to a ‘white-owned’ bank for a loan to open a business, they get denied? We also get denied home loans or we get steered to subprime loans and then end up losing the home anyway. But yet, if you go to any city, in a predominantly Black area, who has set up shop there? The Asians with their kung pao chicken and fried rice and Black hair care products. You’ll also find those Hindu motherfuckers and their neighbors from Pakistan owning every single convenience store and gas station. Those motherfuckers come over here and are promptly handed money to open up those businesses and they are not taxed. Not one government official ever checks the date on their H1b visas and many have expired and yet they are allowed to stay because they are helping white pasty-ass to fuck us up!

Take Baltimore, MD for instance, I posted a blog about this shit and I included pictures and titled it, “Baltimore…In Pictures!” And in that post, there are nothing but Korean stall keepers in Lexington Market selling ‘soul food’ and every other type of food to mostly Black people. Would you find that shit the other way around? Koreans buying ‘soul food’ from Black stall keepers? Hell no! And I was just in Baltimore last month and the month before that and whitey pasty ass is now running the Koreans out to make way for the white yuppy crowd because whitey pasty ass is trying to take over Baltimore from the Black people and that is why the Baltimore Sun took down Mayor Catherine Pugh. I covered that scandal as well. This is ALL done by design.

When I went to Lexington Market, ALL the Black methadone addicts were no longer in evidence. The whites have ‘cleaned’ up Lexington Market and when they did that, they sent the Koreans packing because the Black methadone addicts were the customer base for the Koreans. Whitey pasty asses didn’t frequent Lexington Market. Lexington Market was so cleaned out, barely 1/3 of the stalls were still open. The liquor store had closed. The stall that sold pizza and beer had closed. And believe me, they were the busiest. The only stall that is still open and selling beer is the one that is run by some whites called, “Faidley’s Seafood.” They and they alone can still serve beer. But the Koreans are packing up and hauling ass up out of there like the hounds of hell are chasing their asses because Lexington Market is no longer profitable for them since their customer base, the drug addicts have been sent packing.

This is why I do this because people need to wake the fuck up, open their eyes and see what whitey parasite ass is up to. And those Koreans and Indians and Pakistanis and whatnot that come over here, when their usefulness is up according to whitey pasty-ass, why they get sent packing as well. When I get around to it, I am going to do a blog on how empty Lexington Market is, complete with pictures.

When the Freddie Gray riots went down, the city officials of Baltimore tried to claim that then and only then were they made aware that Koreans owned liquor stores in Baltimore neighborhoods had not been zoned for them. How the hell do you not know that a liquor store THAT HAD TO BE LICENSED was not zoned for a particular neighborhood? Those fucking pasty-assed devils knew that because they were the ones who issued the Koreans, their fucking licenses. There were as many as four, that’s FOUR goddamn liquor stores on one damn block. Who the hell needs FOUR liquor stores on one damn block? You won’t find that shit in white neighborhoods even as those white-assed motherfuckers LOVE all up and down on some beer, bourbon and scotch.

Those evil, depraved, monsters are without a heart or a soul! And that is why they will do everything in their power to make sure that Amerikkkan descendants of slaves do not get reparations in monetary form. It was fine for the Jews and the Japanese.

Our ancestors had their children wrenched from their arms and sold to other white slave owners and we don’t hear a damn thing about that, but let some folks come here from south of the border and now it is time to declare that this shit ain’t right. Never mind what happened to our ancestors since, at the time, they were declared to be only three-fifths human and so what was the big deal? The big deal is the glaring hypocrisy of this racist shithole, that’s the BIG deal, you debased creatures!

Bottom line, there are no social issues one can reconcile, and this goes for both white people and black people, without dealing with systematic white supremacy head on.  It is the root of all of our problems, and the more you avoid it, the more you will have the live with its consequences as a human being.

Hear! Hear AGAIN! TheStormyPoet gets the last say!

Thank you for posting this one. It is spot on!

 

 

 

 

Opinion: Stop with All the White Women and Other “White Minority Groups” Helping Us Out Nonsense — Kreb Talk

Listen Black people, if you haven’t learned by now that white women and other so-called “white minority groups” generally falls in line with the agendas and policies promoted by white men, then you need to wake your ass up! How many times do these “groups” have to show you that when all is said and, they understand that their white skin (privilege) trumps whatever so-called minority group they identify with or belong to. […]

via Opinion: Stop with All the White Women and Other “White Minority Groups” Helping Us Out Nonsense — Kreb T

Hear! Hear!

Why are Black people still believing that white female parasites are less problematic for us than white male parasites?

White female parasites are actually far worse than their male counterparts and make no mistake, white male parasites are our mortal foe; our number one enemy and yet even before him, the white female parasite is a billion times worse.

Throughout our history in this shithole, it has been white female parasites that have caused lynchings of Black men thanks to their vicious lies. They have caused an entire Black city to be destroyed….again, over their vicious lies. They have sent many, many Black men to their death all because they lie just as easily as they suck air.

It was a white female parasite that lied on Emmett Till and got him murdered in one of the most depraved and horrendous ways possible.

It was a white female parasite that lied and her lies resulting in the Black city of Rosewood getting burned to the ground.

There have been multitudes of white female parasites lying on Black people that resulted in them getting lynched, jailed or beaten to within an inch of their lives and yet through all of this, Black men will still lie down with those depraved slugs. They will marry those debased creatures and help produce something that is not even wholly human for nothing that is half parasite is human. What is wrong with you???!!!

“White women haven’t voted for a Democratic presidential candidate since the early 1960s. Once the Dixiecrats (racists Southern Democrats who left the Democratic Party) left the Democratic Party in favor of the Republican Party in the 1960s, white women left right along with them. Fast forward to the present, a great majority of white women voted for Trump and the known pedophile Roy Moore from Alabama.”

White female parasites are so damn vicious, blood thirsty and depraved that they will vote FOR a pedophile and so what does that say about what they even think of their own damn offspring? White female parasites, almost to a one, voted FOR Donald “Grab them by the pussy” Trump and then turned right around and put on pink pussy hats and strutted through the streets of Washington, DC, claiming that they were protesting Donald Trump’s misogynistic ass. What the hell for since they voted him in???!!! How are you going to vote for something and then five seconds later, proclaim that he is against your pallid flat ass?!!! That doesn’t even make any sense.

The reason white female parasites voted FOR Donald “Grab them by the pussy” Trump is because he stands for exactly what they stand for; white supremacy, white privilege, racism, bigotry, prejudice and hatred for Amerikkkan descendants of slaves. That is why those same debased creatures voted FOR a known pedophile, Roy Moore in Alabama.

And the only reason, Black men, that those white female parasites will have anything to do with you is because they hold the upper hand on your ass at ALL TIMES! Step out of line and the kkkops will be on your ass so fast, you’ll not have time to blink. They are your mortal enemy and yet, after all this time and after all that they have done to countless Black men that has resulted in their being lynched, set on fire, beaten to death and incarcerated, you will still snuggle up to THE most depraved and debased monster on this planet??!! What the fuck is wrong with you???!!!!

“How often do you see the white LGBTQ community support their Black and brown counterparts? Where was the white LGBTQ community’s support with the Pulse nightclub shooting? Although I have some troubling personal beliefs about the current Black transsexual killings, where are white LGBTQ community on this issue? They also represent a large slice of the community who are gentrifying Black communities all over this country.”

Yeah! Why don’t we talk about that??!! For the Black folks who claim to be LGBTQ, where is the WHITE LGBTQ crowd when it comes to denouncing racism, gentrification, a school-to-prison pipeline, mass incarceration, income inequality, drug addiction, homelessness, food insecurity and some mo shit? Where the fuck are they? They are not rubbing shoulders with you and denouncing that vile ass shit because they are busy trying to push and shove your LGBTQ Black ass out of the way to make way for their LGBTQ asses to take over where you used to live. The white LGBTQ community ain’t thinking about your Black ass even as you sit somewhere at some so-called ‘pride parade’ droning on and on about how you “feel the love” from THE most ‘love’ deprived slugs on this planet. Those things don’t love. They don’t even know what love is and so what the hell you’re feeling must be gas because it damn sure ain’t love coming from those debased monsters; those creatures.

Keep thinking that ANY white is your friend and you are going to find out the hard way that whites will never be anything more to you than just THE means to YOUR end! Not a one of those motherfuckers has our best interest at heart and the only way that you are going to have YOUR best interest at heart is to stay away from something so vile, it should never have been allowed to slither and crawl all across this planet dragging nothing in its wake but disease, destruction, war, misery and death! And that is exactly what you are courting when you mess with that shit! Fuck with it and fuck it at your own peril!

 

Woman Charged In Fetal Death, Her Shooter Goes Free

I don’t even know where to begin, I am that perplexed.

MONTGOMERY, Ala. (AP) — An Alabama woman whose fetus died after she was shot in a fight has been charged with manslaughter, while the woman accused of shooting her has been freed.

Marshae Jones, 28, was indicted by the Jefferson County grand jury Wednesday. She was five months pregnant when 23-year-old Ebony Jemison shot her in the stomach during a December altercation regarding the fetus’s father, authorities said.

Jemison was initially charged with manslaughter, but the same grand jury declined to indict her after police said an investigation determined Jones started the fight, and Jemison ultimately fired the fatal shot in self-defense.

So, two women were fighting over a man; the same man that helped get the woman pregnant who was shot and later charged with manslaughter for getting into a physical altercation whereas she was shot by the other party. The other party was arrested and charged with manslaughter but a Grand Jury declined to indict her after the police report concluded that the pregnant woman had started the fight.

Let me get this straight, two women were fighting, one was pregnant and one was not. The one who was not pregnant was getting her ass kicked by a pregnant woman and so she took out a gun and shot the pregnant woman in the stomach, killing her unborn child. The woman who pulled out a gun and used it to shoot the woman she was fighting with was arrested, charged with manslaughter and was released because a Grand Jury declined to indict her based on a police summary report on the incident. The woman who was shot and lost her baby is behind bars, indicted for killing her own baby even though she did not shoot herself in the stomach, the person she was fighting with did the shooting.

The police report states that the women were fighting over the ‘fetus’s father’. Okay, so let’s take this even further and indict the ‘fetus’s father’ for putting the ‘fetus’ in the woman’s belly in the first damn place. I mean, she would not have been pregnant if a MAN had not impregnated her. If we are to hold women responsible for having ‘fetuses’ in their belly, then let us include the male in this since the woman could not get pregnant all by her lonesome. Drag the damn man to jail and indict him for his part in why his ‘fetus’ is dead especially since I am quite sure that we can conclude from the fact that two women were fighting over a man, that both were having a relationship with the man who, apparently, was trying to get another woman ‘with fetus’.

What is happening to women, especially Black women is even worse than what went down during the Salem Witch trials and so is it really 2019 and not 1692?

Let’s take this even further. If a pregnant woman forgets to look before crossing the street and gets hit by a car and ‘the fetus’ dies, she is going to get charged with manslaughter because she failed to properly protect ‘the fetus’. She can end up with a breathing tube and paralyzed from the waist down and she will still face a manslaughter charge for killing her ‘fetus’.

And what about if a pregnant woman is cleaning a gun, it accidentally goes off and she shoots herself in the stomach and the ‘fetus’ dies, she will be charged with manslaughter.

I also suspect that if a pregnant woman goes jogging and forgets to tie her shoestrings and she trips over them, falls down and her ‘fetus’ dies from the impact, she will be indicted for manslaughter since she did not properly protect her ‘fetus’ from harm or injury when she neglected to tie her shoe strings.

Let’s say a pregnant woman is in the kitchen cooking and she accidentally spills some water on the floor and forgets about it. She then comes back into the kitchen and slips on the spilled water, falls down hard and her ‘fetus’ dies, she will then be charged with manslaughter because she failed to properly protect her ‘fetus’ from harm or injury by her failure to remember that she had previously spilled water on the floor.

Let’s say a pregnant woman goes grocery shopping and she reaches up on the top shelf to grab a can of peaches and inadvertently brings down the entire shelf of canned peaches, thus crushing her stomach and causing her ‘fetus’ to die, she will be charged with manslaughter because she failed to properly protect her ‘fetus’ from harm or injury by not being careful when reaching on the top shelf for a can of peaches.

Is anyone getting the picture of how ridiculous this shit really is? They are now coming up with laws that don’t even make sense and that shit is sticking. Where will it end if this shit is not reined in? Why are women having to take this shit from men who play a role in helping a woman conceive a child, but his due diligence stops there; his culpability stops there. His responsibility stops after he has exploded his sperm inside a female and so the sole responsibility for a ‘fetus’ is on the woman who CANNOT have a baby all by her lonesome.

And guess who is voting in these stupid, misogynist assholes who are hell bent on taking women back to the 1600s with these draconian laws? White women, who then screech and wail over the fucked up laws their ‘men’ place on the goddamn books! And guess who are overwhelmingly being fucked up by these vicious laws that make no sense whatsoever? Black women.

Sometimes, I just want to take myself into the woods some goddamn where and erect a tent and be done with this so-called civilized society that is anything but! What the hell??!!! What happened to sanity? What happened to reason, rationality; shit that makes sense? We have not evolved. We are devolving, but into what? I don’t even want to know! For the love of !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let’s Talk About It: Abuse In The African American Community — The Divorced Millennial

“And since we all came from a woman, got our name from a woman and our game from a woman- I wonder why we take from our women, why we rape our women, do we hate our women? I think it’s time to kill for our women, time to heal our women, be real to […]

I was able to experience this phenomenon first-hand when I experienced abuse within my relationship. I remember very vividly the way that my mother-in-law made me feel after one particular extra-heated argument that my ex-husband and I had that got out of control. She treated me like I didn’t even exist when she came into my home. I don’t have a child, so I couldn’t tell you what my exact reaction would be if I were in her shoes. But as a woman, I know for a fact that I wouldn’t be condoning or enabling any abusive behavior from any family member of mine, let alone my son. To this day, she never once asked me was I ok or tried to check on how I was doing. Instead, she saw me as the cause of the problem. I wonder if maybe she was able to witness the countless conversations that I had with my mom while I locked myself in a bathroom or my car telling her that I was scared to come out, that maybe she might have been more sympathetic. Maybe if she would have seen me in an actual chokehold, she would realize that her son was not the only party capable of being hurt, and that I was someone’s child as well.

via Let’s Talk About It: Abuse In The African American Community — The Divorced Millennial

I can relate to this woman’s experience on every level. The only difference is that her soon to be ex mother-in-law condoned the abusive behavior of her son towards his wife while my own mother condoned my husband’s abusive behavior towards her own daughter; me. To this very day, my mother still calls my ex-husband, “her son-in-law.” Don’t that beat all? And yet people have the nerve to castigate me for the letter I publicly wrote to my mother. If I thought it would shame her ass at all, I’d write another one. But you can read my “Happy Birthday Wish To My Mother” letter right here!

When my ex-husband beat me and covered me in bruises and I told my parents about it, the only thing they did was encourage me to “work it out with him” because, just as this woman states in her blog, this vicious cycle just continues since my father beat my mother to within an inch of her life, many, many, many times. And so I don’t know why I expected any help from THAT direction especially with the type of upbringing I had.

My situation devolved to the point whereas I had already moved out of the home I shared with my ex-husband and was living on my own, however, that became untenable because my ex-husband would get his friends to watch me coming and going and eventually, he started banging on my door, demanding entrance. Out of abject fear, I had to flee the only town I’d ever known and head to parts unknown with just $700.00 to my name.

So yes indeed, there is much abuse in the African Amerikkkan descendants of slaves community and it should be exposed because only by doing so, will we be able to address the fact that this type of abuse is a serious problem and it needs to stop.

And sadly, as the author of this blog states, this is ALL baggage that is from our history of enslavement in this shithole. How on earth can we be mentally healthy people when we are a product of slavery and we experience racism, bigotry, hatred, prejudice; the whole nine yards to this very day simply because whites dragged our ancestors to this shithole as slaves and still treat the descendants of those slaves worse than shit?! Many of us, apparently, experience self-hatred and project that outward and we are hurting those whom we should be protecting with our lives.

It is still Black women who are on the front lines when racist police gun down our brothers, uncles, fathers, nephews, husbands and sons. We are the ones who do the marching through the streets, the burying, the crying, the demands for justice. We suffer untold atrocities everyday because of our love for our men and yet our men turn right around and beat us senseless? What kind of shit is that? We are not your enemy. Your enemy is the same as ours. If you treat your enemy like some of you treat us, maybe we’d be getting somewhere. You better act like you know! So yes, sista is right on point with this post because I can most definitely relate and I am sure many of you can. I only wish I could not.