I Stand Accused!

So, because I put the truth out here and back the truth up with briefcases of receipts, I am perceived as the problem. I have been taken behind the woodshed and been given a piece of a Black man’s mind, by way of email.

Fri 6/19/2020 3:10 PM
From: The Stormy Poet
To: Shelby Courtland
Shelby,
I hope this afternoon bids you well.
I wanted to speak with you privately about something.  I’ve noticed the past couple of posts you made were about black men not caring about black women.
I wanted to ask, do you consider brother like myself, who put it all on the line to combat and fight against systematic white supremacy, in that category?  Your pieces seem to make a sweeping assessment, based on coons and sell-outs that have made it their life’s mission to chase interracial sex over the survival of their people.
I only ask because I have great respect for you and your point-of-view.
I didn’t want to bring this up in your comment section because I know white people follow you–as they do me–and the get off on black male bashing as a form of porn, so I just wanted to pull you to the side and address you in a private setting.
Looking forward to hearing from you, sister.
Much Respect,

 

So consider me to have been “pulled to the side” and “told off” for “black male bashing.”

 

First of all, the last few blogs of mine have contained what? Lies? Nawww, not a one. Those blogs were truth, absolute truth and nothing but the truth. I have often said on this very blog that if the shit ain’t right, I don’t give a damn who it’s about, I’m going to put it out there and lift the lid off of stinking, maggot coated shit because by doing so, exposing shit to the light of day enables everyone to get a whiff and smell the shit for what it is. I am not about to tread lightly in here if shit is fucked up just because someone believes that some nasty, no account whites will wet themselves over what I write. I have spared NO ONE! Whites are not up in here just a smiling and a grinning over what I write about their pasty asses and you know this. Whites ain’t cracking a goddamn smile when they’re all up in here and you know this. I have thrown my own goddamn mama under the bus because she damn well deserved it and so if anybody thinks that I would have a problem calling shit out when I see it, you must have been dropped on your damn head, several times. And if a Black man has a problem with what I write, I am pretty sure ‘Becky’ will soothe your ‘hurt’ feelings. But whether ‘Becky’ does or not, does not negate the truth of what I say. And I am going to keep saying it. I’m not asking you to ‘like’ shit!

Second of all, motherfucker I never contacted you! You posted a comment to my blog asking to have a ‘private’ word with me about something other than my supposed “Black male bashing.”

 

 

The Stormy Poet In reply to Shelby Courtland
Shelby,

Is there an e-mail address you check frequently? I would like to speak to you privately if that is a possibility.

 

 

I used the email address associated with your WordPress account and this is what I originally sent to you.

Dear T.S.P.,
This is the email address that I use. If you have ever sent me anything via this email address and I have not responded, it is because I did not know that it was from you.
Also, I have ordered some equipment to start doing a podcast and it should arrive, at the latest, on Monday because I am tired of just trying to get what needs to be got out, via WordPress. Shit needs saying and doing and I’m going to take this even further. The time is ripe for it.
Sincerely,
Shelby
To which you responded:
Sister,

It is good to hear from you.  I hope your day has been positive and productive thus far, truly.

I just wanted to reach out to you and make sure I had a good e-mail for you just in case you and I needed to get in contact with one another if, heaven forbid, they take down my website or yours. They’ve been doing a lot of censoring to my material as of late.  In any case, I normally operate out of my tsp@TheStormyPoet.com address, but Mail Chimp has been being an ass lately. When I send stuff to people it goes to their spam folder, so this address is my back up.


In any case, I’m thrilled to hear you’re gravitating over to the podcast realm.  I, personally, think WordPress couldn’t handle you lol.  You’re too savage to be contained to just that platform lol, and I mean that in a good way.  
 
I’ve been doing the podcast thing for a minute, and, if you have any questions about anything, feel free to hit me with them.  I’m more than happy to share what I do know, sister.

Whenever you get your platform up and running, I would love to chop it up with you on your program.  I’ve always wanted to verbally share thoughts and ideas with you.  I believe there are a lot of black people out there who would benefit from out dialogue.  

 
That being said, feel free to hit me up about anything.  I’m always down to help any way I can. I’m wishing you continued success, sister, and may your day be filled with positive vibes.  
One Love & One Justice,
And my response:
T.S.P.,
Thank you so much for your offer of assistance, I am going to need some since I will have no idea what I’m doing. It will be, trial and error.
And you are right, I do believe that WordPress will more than likely shut me down. I am quite surprised that I’ve lasted this long on that site. I’m probably not a threat to them since I only have 515 followers. If I had more than that, I would have been shut down, but I am not perceived as a  threat yet. And you know my content will kick anybody’s ass, eventually because I don’t play. If I see some wrong mess, I’m calling it out and I don’t care if it’s about ADOS acting crazy or the white parasites or those nasty, racist Asians; everybody gets thrown under the bus if I see some mess that needs calling out.
It was nice to hear from, especially since it has been awhile. I miss your ‘kick ass’ posts because I damn near re-blogged them all. But I guess since you’ve been working on your podcast, you’ve not had to to do WordPress as well.
I also look forward to, hopefully, working with you on getting the truth out there and waking our folks the hell up!
Don’t be a stranger!
Shelby
Now, as you can see, even in my email to TheStormyPoet, I alluded to the fact that “you know my content will kick anybody’s ass, eventually because I don’t play. If I see some wrong mess, I’m calling it out and I don’t care if it’s about ADOS acting crazy or the white parasites or those nasty, racist Asians; everybody gets thrown under the bus if I see some mess that needs calling out.”
So what the fuck am I doing that needs someone to “pull me to the side” over? This is MY blog. If a motherfucker don’t like what they see on MY goddamn blog, then just like I’ve said many times before, get the fuck to steppin’! In fact, I made a whole blog on this subject and so this is for the motherfuckers in the back row who didn’t hear me the FIRST GODDAMN TIME!

Never Regret What You Stand For!

 

 

Friendships may come and friendships may go.
But at the end of the day, it is all about you.
Because no matter what people say,
to thine own self be true.

Never regret what you stand for.
And if you find yourself, standing alone,
hold your head high and don’t apologize
for staying true to your principles and for what you don’t condone.

You will not be liked by one and all.
And that is not why you are here.
For no one can live your life for you.
And those you thought were friends will somehow disappear.

So who can you turn to
when your friends have feet of clay?
You’re all that you need
to keep those wolves at bay!

Written by,
Shelby I. Courtland
©2016 Shelby I. Courtland

 

To those of you who are second guessing yourself because you feel the need to conform to the dictates of a fucked up society, don’t! If it is against what you stand for, then stand alone, if you have to. You are not here to please everyone and that can never happen anyway. So please yourself. If what you believe in your heart to be true, then go with it and don’t let anyone make you doubt yourself.

So-called friends will come and go. Hell! Even husbands and wives can come and go, so if that doesn’t tell you that nothing is lasting and that you cannot please everyone, not even the ones who have promised to love and honor and cherish you through good and bad times, then I don’t know what to tell you.  And though people may attempt to beat you down and make you feel bad over your beliefs, pay them no heed because at the end of the day, they must answer to their conscience and you must answer to yours.

I know I am not here to please everyone and I don’t even try. There are many who disagree with my stance on different issues and that’s fine but when I know in my heart that something goes against my principles, I’m having none of it.

And if you come up in here with some crazy mess, know this, I am going to shut it down. You don’t live my life and I don’t live yours. So, don’t even go there with me. I am not the one. Now then, I hope we understand each other. If you cannot put up with what you see in here, then by all means, keep it moving. But I am past fed up with some who think that they are going to come all up in here and takeover. Ain’t happening. If you didn’t know, now you know!

Most of you have your own blogs and if you want to argue against my stance so bad, take it up on your own blog. But I am all about ‘Blackness’, not ‘Blackish’, but ‘Blackness’. Everything else is secondary. So take your cross-eyed mess onto your own blog. Don’t bring it up in here. You are not going to turn my blog into a 3-ring circus. I am respectful when I comment on other peoples blogs and when I see something that I disagree with, rather than get bent out-of-shape, I leave it alone, but I am disrespected on my own goddamn blog and it is not going to continue happening. Am I making myself clear? Because if not, there will be some changes going on all up in here; quick, fast and in a damn hurry!

And so for ANYONE who thinks that they are going to “PULL ME TO THE SIDE!!!!” are you fucking serious? You don’t ‘pull me’ NO goddamn where! You better check yourself! Motherfucker, you don’t pay my goddamn bills and so who the fuck do you think you are??!!! I don’t give a shit for your dead ass podcast or your dead ass blog!

So yeah! Here we have YET ANOTHER PIECE OF SHIT BLACK MAN, who is going to “PULL A BLACK WOMAN TO THE SIDE” for stating the goddamn truth! Just because you don’t like the truth, don’t make it any less, the truth! Get the fuck over it! Deal with it or not, but don’t come here with your bullshit because I don’t hide shit. I PUBLICLY state what the hell’s going down. I don’t have to make Black men look bad; you’re doing a FINE ass job of that ALL on your damn own! If you ain’t about shit, that ain’t on me, that shit’s on you motherfuckers! I was NOT put on this planet to cape for you worthless Black assed motherfuckers when you ain’t worth it! And I will continue to expose the shit you shameless no account, worthless, Black assed motherfuckers do! Count on that! You don’t want to fuck with me because I am most definitely NOT the one! If you didn’t know, now you know!

Fuck YOU!

 

The POWER of White Woman Tears – Amber Guyger And Botham Shem Jean by Chrissie

What this Black woman says on her Youtube video is on point! Watch the video and see if she is not right.

Now take a look at these pictures.

This is what should be weeping, moaning, pissing, whining and protesting over Botham Shem Jean’s death since this was his preference in life. Do they want him now that he’s worm food? I’m SO over this, it ain’t even funny!

And I ain’t finished!

We now know that Botham Shem Jean’s loyalties were not with Black folks. Shall I continue?

Yes, I shall continue!

Yeah! As You can see, he embraced his Blackness whiteness!

But look who is marching through the streets protesting his murder by one of those he so LOVED!

Next time this shit goes down Black women, sit your behind down along with your Black daughters. This shit is so NOT worth it!

And what do we have here?

And don’t even get me started on the Black heifer in this one soothing and patting on the hair of a racist bitch that was just convicted of murder. This is what is wrong with us Black women!

And this one just takes the fucking cake!

This Black female house slave Judge done gone and lost her damn mind. The judge can be seen in the background shedding tears into tissues over a convicted racist murderer whom she then hugs and hands over a bible to. For the love of !!!!!

Chrissie states in the video that loving and forgiving our enemies is a behavior that is pathological. I agree. We will kill each other and never even blink, but when a white motherfucker murders us, it is time to get out the bible and start quoting some shit about “forgiving your enemies because that is what god would want us to do.” Seriously??!!! Let god forgive your enemies, fools! If your white man’s religion speaks of a god full of forgiveness, then that is all the forgiveness your enemies need. You don’t need to add your two cents worth to it because your two cents ain’t worth shit!

If Botham Shem Jean’s relatives have forgiven that racist bitch for killing him, then why are they still proceeding with a civil suit because make no mistake, the same white man’s god that claims we should love and forgive our enemies for fucking us up also said, “give up your worldly goods and follow me.” And so, why aren’t Jean’s relatives following that biblical doctrine? They shouldn’t want any money thanks to Amber Guyger murdering their relative because they have forgiven her racist ass and so they should just pack up their little hefty bags and take their religious asses on back over to St. Lucia, shut the fuck up and not expect to receive a civil suit windfall settlement. You cannot have it both ways; follow some aspects of that fucked up white man’s made up bullshit religion, while ignoring other aspects of it. You cannot pick and choose what passages you want to take out of the white man’s bible. You either practice it fully or you’re a hypocrite and it would seem that Botham Shem Jean’s family are a bunch of dumb ass, weak, punk ass hypocritical christian bitches!

Chrissie also says that “We are a passive people.” Yes, we are. We sit somewhere and get our asses kicked daily and what do we do about it? Print a sign, march for two days and then go see Lion King. When someone fills our loved ones ass with bullets, we just get out the bible, quote some passages and forgive and forget. The only thing we are not passive about is when we are murdering each other. We will protect our drug turf even if it means killing innocent children. And Black folks, don’t even go there because you know that shit goes down every goddamn day! But let some fake blond racist murdering bitch cop cry and we get passive as hell to the point whereas the Black bailiff is stroking the bitches hair while the Black judge sobs uncontrollably in soaked tissues over the bitch while the Black brother of the murdered man sobs and begs the bitch for a hug while stating how much he loves her and that if it were up to him, she’d not step a foot inside a prison cell. “We are a passive people, but only when it comes to our enemies.” We are most definitely NOT passive towards each other.

Chrissie also states in the video that Black women don’t benefit from being ‘community minded’ and that we should only support the Black people who support us. Don’t support Black men or Black family when something happens to them and before it happened, they weren’t thinking about Black women or even knew we were alive and yet we take up the cause for every single one of our Black men or family even when they have turned their backs on us. Black women are always taken for granted. Our support can always be counted on. Look at the pictures that I have posted from Chrissie’s video of who Botham Shem Jean had in his life. There is not one picture with him and a Black woman. The shit that killed him is the same type of shit that he hung out with. Botham Shem Jean did not give two flying shits for Black women and yet we are bent-out-of-shape over his murder to the point whereas we are despondent, have taken to the streets in protest when if it had been one of us who had gotten ourselves murdered in the very same manner he did, his Black ass would still be sitting in his apartment, eating ice cream and talking on the phone to one of the many white women whom he preferred to hang out with. Every Black man is not worth our anguish, heartache, devotion, passion or time. And I am now of the mindset that Botham Shem Jean was worthy of none of the aforementioned.

What is sad is that Black women go on ‘automatic pilot’ when hearing of our Black men getting fucked up. We will immediately don our warrior attire and go to battle. Many Black men and even Black family members are not worth it. Go to bat for yourselves. Expend that energy on you, Black woman. I can honestly say that every Black man in my life hasn’t been worth the trouble of my tears, hand wringing, teeth gnashing and some more shit. When he wasn’t beating my ass, he was trying to steal everything he could from me or spitting on me or treating me like shit. This is exactly why I have not dated in over fifteen years because I am not going to get with a white male parasite and I am not going to put up with the shit that I have had to put up with from Black men. The only reason that I am upset about this is because I am a Libra and we hate injustice of ANY kind. But as far as I am concerned, I am through speaking on what happened to Botham Shem Jean.

When you consort and lie down with your white enemy, the least you can expect to get up with is lice and fleas. The most you can expect to get is not back up; but dead in a morgue and that is exactly what he got. If he didn’t know, now he know! Food for thought for the rest of you dumb as all hell Black men who want to fuck and fuck with what you used to be lynched for even looking at. And tell me this. Do you seriously think that what went down in that courtroom would have gone down if there was a Black female defendant sitting there instead of Miss bleached blond pasty-assed Amber Guyger? What sympathy or empathy do Black women receive inside a courtroom? I’ll tell you. NONE! Think on this shit the next time such as this unfolds. Get your fucking signs out and protest what doesn’t even see you because it is looking past you at some pasty-faced female parasite in order to try to cozy up to it and then when it fucks it up, Black women are front and center at the marches and protests. Well, this is one who will sit the rest of this shit out, even when it happens again. Because make no mistake, it will happen again because Black men…and Black women NEVER learn!