Whites Don’t Like It When Faced With The Truth

Below is a comment I received on the post, “Opinion:America’s Chickens Are Coming Home To Roost(For The Last Time)Kreb Talk. And apparently, the racist white motherfucker who tried to deposit this comment on my blog got all bent out-of-shape over this post which is the truth and nothing but the truth. You see, whites, when confronted with the truth, become hysterical and even more stupid because this fool is calling me a racist when Black as I am, I cannot be a racist since I can deny those worthless racist, white-assed motherfuckers, a goddamn thing.

And in case the wording is too small for my viewers, the comment is by a racist who goes by the name Jeffrey P. Nunnari at jp59691@yahoo.com. IP address is 134.228.178.97 and the comment reads:

“You’re just a racist with black skin. You are part of the problem, not the solution. Shut the f**k up.”

So, all of you who are members of the ‘true racist fan club’ which happens to include ALL  of the pasty-assed variety, you have a like-minded individual who you can contact and hang out with and enjoy telling lies that Black people are racists because that is a lie since my Black ass can deny you worthless, dumb ass crackas not a goddamn thing. What cracka has to come to a Black person seeking a loan, employment, housing, education, medical care, food, clothing and every goddamn thing else? Not a goddamn one of you worthless, no account racist parasites. And yet, you sit somewhere on your stupid, clueless, crazy ass and call Black people racists. You dumb fucks don’t even pay attention to the stupid shit you type, write, speak or sign because if you did, you wouldn’t look so damn dumb all the goddamn time. How the hell can you call Black people ‘racist’ and still believe your ass is sane? You don’t have the sense god gave a goat and so you shut the fuck up until you can find some quack to fill you with some anti-insane meds. You fucking whites ARE the problem. You’ve always been the problem and you always will be the problem while you sit somewhere on your debased pasty ass and point the finger at those to whom you ARE the problem and claim they are the problem. Now how dumb is that stupid shit? Nothing is ever your fucking fault. Whites have practically destroyed what was once paradise and that’s somebody else’s fault to you dumb, stupid motherfuckers, ain’t it? Indeed it is!

“If only those people hadn’t let us whites crawl to their shores, murder the majority of the inhabitants, take their shit and then pollute it up, we would not be in deep shit now,” is how whites carry it. It is the fault of the indigenous populations ALL across this fucked up planet that’s the reason why this planet is fucked up, It’s got not a goddamn thing to do with the fact that whites thought that they were smarter than ALL other groups and so got to destroying this planet for us all and now everyone else is “racist and the problem and should shut up.” Fucking seriously??!!!! Get the hell outta here with that dumb as all hell bullshit, racist!

I have been silent as cat piss on here because I have been all over this fucking country looking for a new home and finding jack shit because whites have fucked up everywhere. I have even gone back to Minnesota and come back to Hillbilly Hollow and I turn my computer on and that stupid, dumb as all hell shit is looking me in the face. “You’re just a racist with black skin. You are part of the problem, not the solution. Shut the f**k up.”

I am so fucking NOT kidding! I am going to pitch a goddamn tent and be done with it. I am going to have typhus and hookworm dripping out of my ass because I want to be left the fuck alone. I am tired of playing the white motherfucker’s game. So, I will be jailed and then released and put my tent back up and get jailed and released and put my tent back up, but I am refusing to continue to play these tired ass fucking games of the whites. You never own your goddamn home because you’ve always got to pay taxes on it. You never can rent a decent place to live because this entire shithole is collapsing and so I am tired of throwing good money after bad. So, yeah! I’ve fucking joined the crazies and so since I have not a goddamn thing to lose, I choose to live how I choose to live. So fucking get ta jailing me!

In a few weeks, I will be offline for good. I will not buy a smartphone and chronicle my journey of getting hookworm and what it takes to relieve the symptoms. I will not chronicle my journey of being made to move my tent from one place to another or face jail time. What’s the point? It’s ALL been done before. Go look this shit up on Youtube! They don’t want  us off the grid and living like the Indians were originally living over here because the fat bloated, rich, white parasites have got to keep capitalism going. Paying no rent and paying no mortgage and paying no electric or water bill doesn’t keep capitalism up and running. They’d rather jail us than have that shit catch on. Well then fucking pay for my cot and three fucked up meals in jail because I am grinding my contributions to capitalism to a fucking halt. I am fucking tired of this shit!

I had to go through TSA and even though I didn’t get a pat down or x-rayed, the TSA bitch swiped my hands with something and I asked what was she doing. Her answer,  “I’m checking for bomb making material.” Fucking seriously?? I think that shit is what broke me the fuck out on my arm because I started itching in the area closest to my hand and it spread.

Transportation is SO goddamn bad here that when we left Hillbilly Hollow, we boarded a train because we can’t catch a plane here. Not unless you want to get on a crop duster and head south. We boarded the train, got off at BWI airport, bought our plane tickets, spent a night in Baltimore because our flight didn’t leave until the next morning and that is how we have to leave Hillbilly Hollow to head to Minneapolis, MN.

When we fucking pulled into Chicago on the way back to Hillbilly Hollow, the first thing we saw was a tent city. You folks don’t get it do you, we are ALL going to end up that way, so you may as well get to tasting what it’s going to be like.

This is where I’ll be pitching my tent and getting arrested.

I am pitching my tent right here in downtown Menacesnowta! I’m calling it “Going OFF grid!”

I just read an article about a Black woman who had lived in the same apartment for 40 years and she thought that she would live out her life there. Guess the fuck what! Her ‘WHITE’ landlord sold the building and the new owners are turning the building into an upscale condo building and so she has to go! Just like that! So, who really has permanent housing? None of us. And that shit went down in Washington, DC. Even she stated that Washington, DC is no longer “Chocolate City.” This is only the beginning and though we are being impacted in a horrific way, as each and every single hurricane comes down the pike, their white asses will be as well. Soon all of us will be camping out!

She’d lived on this historically black D.C. block for 40 years. Now she was being pushed out.

She was moving slowly, but she needed to speed up. Her blue sandals clicked on the hardwood floor, echoing off the empty green walls of the two-bedroom rent-controlled apartment in Northwest Washington where she had spent the past 40 years of her life.

Outside, her block was a booming microcosm of gentrification. Construction workers hammered and drilled, transforming an apartment building two doors down into condos that will sell for hundreds of thousands of dollars. Tourists with rolling bags swept in and out of the huge brownstone mansion next door that has become a bustling bed-and-breakfast. Millennials sped up and down the sidewalk on scooters. The corner store across the street at 13th and T had begun selling organic milk to cater to the newcomers. Rowhouses around the corner where black people once lived were being gutted, renovated and flipped. Now her own building was being emptied of its last tenants to be remade into something far fancier, something she knew she would never be able to afford. Price had to pack, move and turn in her keys before Labor Day.She’d planned to stay here until she became an old lady, in a building that sits just off U Street, a corridor known as Black Broadway.

 

This Black woman lived in that building for 40 years and has been pushed out to make way for whites. For the love of !!!!!!

And now this is the shit that has taken over Washington, D.C.

This is the shit that’s coming for the rest of us, but I’m considered to be racist and the problem??!!! My fucking rage knows no bounds!

 

Now go take a look at the pictures in the original article and see the whites strolling their white parasite kids down streets  that used to be trod by Black folks who have been pushed out of the way because racist whites got rich off the backs of our ancestors. And one white racist bitch even stated that she can live there thanks to “inherited wealth.” What “inherited wealth” do American descendants of slaves have since we are from people who were owned and who could not amass a fortune and hand that fortune down to us? But whites surely can. That is why they can move where the hell they want and shove us out the goddamn way. And if anyone thinks that living down South is better for Black folks, get the fuck outta here with that bullshit!

Health care down here is for shit! I’m sick now and the quack I’m seeing should have retired aeons ago, is also dumb as all hell and so yeah, I’ll take my chances getting my hookworm cured some goddamn where else when I catch it. But I damn sure as hell won’t stand a chance in hell of getting toe nail fungus cured down here, much less hookworm.

I was at the goddamn Emergency Room ten goddamn days ago because my quack couldn’t figure out if I had a contact dermatitis or an infected arm and so sent me to the ER. There was a ‘WHITE’ man in there who couldn’t sit down for long or stand up for long who had been operated on the day before and was at the ER the next day because he could not piss. They had fucked that man up the previous day and wouldn’t even give him an ER bed the very next day. His wife was going the fuck off because she saw other people being seen before her “couldn’t piss husband” who had been operated on the day before. They fucking called my name and as much as I hate, detest despise and loathe whites, I told the ER attendant to give him my room. She said, “You’re being ‘fast-tracked’ and so he has to wait.” What fast-track meant was that I would be getting a chair in the hallway with a curtain drawn on either side. I got to screeching and wailing about HIPAA regulations and privacy and then that set the rest of the ‘fast-tracked’ patients off and so they found a room for me; the psych room. I get the psych room because HIPAA regulations call for privacy with regards to patient information. How the hell can I have privacy when the person in the chair next to me can hear what my issues are and also what my Social Security number, DOB, address, telephone number and health insurance information is? That shit’s against HIPAA regulations right there, but I’m the one needing all up and down on the psych room? Those goddamn dumb as all hell whites at Lynchburg General Hospital, owned and operated by Centra Health, need the damn psych room!

Meanwhile, they found rooms for the other Black lady and man who was also going the fuck off. It was probably another psych room, I don’t know. I just know that that’s the room I was led to. When I got inside, I looked up and saw the camera in the ceiling, I then pointed at my obvious inflamed arm and said, “So, I come in here with an obvious inflamed arm and I get the psych room?” The nurse responded, “The camera is not turned on and this was the only available room.”

I am fucking stunned, STUNNED, I say! Because I’m thinking of dude out in the Emergency Room lobby being told that there was no available room for him when the psych room was empty and available and I am sure that he would not have been upset to have been placed in the psych room; just anywhere instead of being told to wait it out in the lobby while not being able to piss. SERIOUSLY????!!!!! This is ‘health care’ in this hillbilly hellhole! And you wonder why I would rather choose to be homeless in some other state that at least has several different medical systems for me to choose from when I need medical attention? There is only one medical system here and it is called, CENTRA HEALTH! That entity owns everything down here and if you get put out of any of its facilities, you’d better buy a ticket outta here because you can see NO other doctor anywhere! And that is why we already have to board a train whenever my cousin needs to see a doctor! But I’m the fucking racist????!!!! Again I say, “SERIOUSLY???!!!!

So no, Jeffrey P. Nunnari at jp59691@yahoo.com. IP address is 134.228.178.97, I will NOT shut the fuck up, as you can clearly see! Go fuck yourself, you stomp down flaming fucked up racist and take the rest of your kind with you to hell!

They Are Not After Me!

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…and though I rage at the system in place,
at my own inadequacies, I don’t want to face.

When I turn away from a homeless man,
I know that I am not doing all that I can.

And how many times have I helped the victims of hate?
When have I found myself stepping up to the plate?

When I ask myself, “What about the sick and the hungry,
and what help did I offer to a strung out junkie?”

When bombs are dropped on innocent heads,
they say, “Look at all the tears she sheds!”

I stand around and cry crocodile tears,
and then I shut the door on all my fears.

I am so afraid of the horrors I see.
For if they are busy killing you, they are not after me!


Written by,
Shelby I. Courtland
©2014 Shelby I. Courtland

Keep thinking that ‘they’ll’ not be after you! ‘They’ intend on handing each of us our ass on a platter. It is just a matter of time and time is what we’re all fast running out of! Just look around you, the world is on fire from Gaza to Iraq, from Ukraine to Qatar, from Libya to Afghanistan, from Syria to Darfur, from Yemen to Somalia, from Pakistan to Venezuela, from Honduras to Guatemala, from Detroit MI to Stockton CA, from the tunnels of the homeless in Las Vegas NV to the homeless street walkers in Atlantic City NJ, from the slums of Calcutta to the sweatshops of Bangladesh and they are coming for you and for me!

Heads Up! I Am About To Go The Fuck Off! If You Have Delicate Sensibilities, Stop Reading!

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On my most recent post, I mentioned this topic, but I did not delve into it. But I read something that consumed me with hate and rage!!

“Welcome to Detroit’s water war – in which upward of 150,000 customers, late on bills that have increased 119 percent in the last decade, are now threatened with shut-offs. Local activists estimate this could impact nearly half of Detroit’s mostly poor and black population – between 200,000 and 300,000 people.’

The situation in Detroit has gotten so bad that the United Nations was called to step in. This is not just a human rights issue, this is about racism and crimes against humanity, crimes against a certain ethnic group and since that is the case, where is the goddamn Federal Government in all of this? Why hasn’t Obama stepped in and laid down the goddamn law? Why hasn’t something been done to nip this shit in the bud? Why is this being allowed to happen? Because the majority of Detroit’s citizens are Black and therefore are of no account. Can I get anymore blunt than that? Hell yeah! And I intend to. Now fucking read this shit!

“The official rationale for the water shut-downs – the Detroit Water Department’s need to recoup millions – collapses on inspection. Detroit’s high-end golf club, the Red Wing’s hockey arena, the Ford football stadium, and more than half of the city’s commercial and industrial users are also owing – a sum totalling $30 million. But no contractors have showed up on their doorstep.”

I fucking wonder why! Like hell I do, they’re not some poor Black person who has lost their job and therefore, their ability to pay their goddamn water bill. What poor Black person is a member of Detroit’s high-end golf club? And how in the world does a high-end golf club owe on a water bill in the first goddamn place? Oh, that’s right! Because it can, being high-end and all! And isn’t that just something? The hockey arena owes, the football stadium owes and more commercial and industrial water users owe and ain’t a goddamn city official standing in the doorway demanding immediate payment and if not receiving it, shutting the fucking water off. But if you’re Black, there are no exceptions, no delays, no consideration for your children, your fucking water’s getting shut off.

Water is a necessity of life. We ALL need water to survive. Black people survive off of the same things that white people do. We are not sub-human. We are not three-fifths of a person. We are 100% goddamn human and yet, we are treated like we are America’s mortal enemy. I am fucking sick and goddamn tired of it! I cannot imagine what it must be like to be a child in Detroit right now. I cannot imagine what a little Black child must feel after reading about the fact that Black people all across Detroit are getting their water shut-off and yet fancy, smancy clubs, arenas and stadiums that owe on water bills still have running water. What does that say to that poor child? It says to them that you are of not account. You are a thing. You’re of no consequence. It destroys their sense of self worth. It destroys their innocence. It takes something from them that they may never be able to get back; dignity, strength, resilience, hope. And as if this is not bad enough. Keep reading!

“There is one other way the situation in Detroit would never have come to pass: if this was a city predominantly of white people instead of black. Too much of America views Detroit like the policemen viewed Charity – as deviant, inferior and beyond repair. This racism has meant decades of block-busting, red-lining, police brutality and the legislative punishment of the city. And it has done something more insidious: it has written off the people of Detroit.”

“The attitude was expressed in a recent statement of L Brooks Patterson, the elected executive of the mostly white Detroit suburb of Oakland: “I made a prediction a long time ago, and it’s come to pass. I said, ‘What we’re going to do is turn Detroit into an Indian reservation, where we herd all the Indians into the city, build a fence around it, and then throw in the blankets and corn.'”

Of course the blankets would be infected with something much like the smallpox blankets and the corn would be poisonous and addictive like crack. No doubt about that shit! And then people have the nerve to wonder how hate is propagated. Just read the above two paragraphs and that about sums it up. What you see here is why what is happening in Detroit is going to spread. It will spread to your white bread world and I for one, cannot wait. I cannot wait for the shit to hit the fan in a suburb near you. In fact, I cannot wait until the shit storm that is due hits you. I hope that you will know worse than what those poor little Black children in Detroit know. I hope that when the shit hits you, it never lets up. I hope that for those of you who believe in god and if you call on him that he turns his back and spits. I hope that you only know trouble, strife, hunger, pain, heartache and that the evil that is what holds you together will soon collapse your ass and I mean every goddamn word that I have typed. No more Miss Fucking Nice! Every goddamn so-called Black city in America is being gutted, torn to pieces, pissed on, put on lockdown, gentrified, sold to the highest bidder. And the comments from the whites on social media about those cities are on par with what is being done to them. I fucking hope like hell that all you nasty ass white motherfuckers end up in some form of hell. It would still be too good for the likes of you! And don’t fucking ‘like’ this! This ain’t about getting ‘likes’. These are MY people who are getting shitted on, left and right. It ain’t about you, white motherfuckers! It’s about what you’re doing to MY people. And don’t come all up in here talking some shit about what you understand. You don’t understand a goddamn thing, white motherfuckers ’cause you ain’t Black! It is war! Ain’t no goddamn peace!!!!

http://www.theguardian.com/environment/true-north/2014/jun/25/detroits-water-war-a-tap-shut-off-that-could-impact-300000-people

Oh, you poor Black Child In Detroit!

Oh, you poor Black child in Detroit,
your mama must so be distraught.
The water that you need to survive
and to keep you hydrated and alive
in the sweltering heat of the day
was shut off because your mama couldn’t pay.

Oh, you poor Black child in Detroit,
your mama must be overwrought.
You can’t brush your teeth and take a bath
because you can’t escape the white man’s wrath.
They can never take enough from you.
And at you, so much hate they will spew.

Oh, you poor Black child in Detroit,
you don’t know the battles that were fought
by the leaders of the Civil Rights Movement
and when I look around, there is no improvement
when your cries still fall on deaf ears
and now to wash, you must use your own tears.

Oh, you poor Black child in Detroit,
those who came before you were bought.
Sweet child, you’re not the one to blame.
They were stolen by those who had no shame.
Your eyes have been awakened now to hate
and I wish that I could say, “I can’t relate!”


Written by,
Shelby I. Courtland
©2014 Shelby I. Courtland

Rage!

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If you could only see
the hate and rage
hiding behind my eyes,
you’d run for your
very lives.

I am the homeless
and you made me.
You made me
with your contempt
and with your disdain
for those who struggle
and who are
here like me
out on the street.

You made me
hate you and
I will for all eternity.
Run, run for your
lives because the
day will come,
oh yes, the day
WILL come
as hidden
beneath these
rags lies
the rage, ready
to be let loose
on mankind.

The day of
reckoning
WILL come!
Wait for it,
oh yes, wait
for it!

For you are
just as dead
as I am
and soon
you will
know it!

If you could only see
the hate and rage
hiding behind my eyes,
you’d run for your
very lives!

Written by,
Shelby I. Courtland
©2014 Shelby I. Courtland

Note: Mac, this is for you and still I do not believe that I have quite captured the extent of your rage at America. Know this, I did try! As I am filled with rage too, more than you could possibly know! Stay strong my friend and if that rage will keep you alive, then here’s to rage!

Struck A Nerve, Did I?

For the first time since starting this blog, I received..let’s see..what shall I call it..’nasty mail’. Apparently, some took exception to the post “The Boston Marathon Bombing Suspects’Downgraded from Black to White or would that be Upgraded?'”

Now, I shall take a moment to explain something, not that I have to but I want to. As anyone can see from my picture, I am a person with a ‘permanent tan’ and I have had more hate aimed at me, more nastiness aimed at me, than I can shake a stick at. It comes with the territory. Is it fair? Is it right? Is it justified? No! But that hasn’t stopped those who have a problem with my complexion or that I have the nerve to have an opinion, back it up with facts and post it for all and sundry to see, from renaming me, so to speak. As much as I am sensitive to the plight of others, I have a ‘teflon coating’. Calling me the ‘N’ word, doesn’t set my blood to boil, it means that I have ‘struck a nerve’, exposed YOUR ‘achilles heel’. Trust me, it’s good for you! Get all of that pent up hate and anger at me out of your system because it does not bode well for your blood pressure stats. Not to mention that it has done not one bit of good because I will not, nor shall I ‘back off’. I intend to continue to put the truth out there. I will not be intimidated by racial slurs. Obviously, since I am posting online, I expect the ignorant to pop in every now and then, if only to let me know that ignorance is still in abundance and happily eager to make me aware that ignorance is not going anywhere anytime soon. More’s the pity.

The really sad part is that when the words Black and White are thrown together, it causes rage, ignorance, insanity, intolerance and madness to rear up and distort the thinking of what should otherwise be considered, rational minds. In other words, we cannot have a discussion on race relations in this country when so many enter into the throes of an apoplectic attack whenever confronted with the truth as told by someone with a permanent tan. It does not matter what that truth is, especially if it debunks and sheds light on lies, stereotypes and misinformation about those in society who are viewed as ‘inferior’ by some. Be that as it may, I will shed even more light. No ethnic group is superior to another. You may believe that you are superior, but your belief is misguided. Here, let me sum it up for you with a repost:

A Reflection On My Complexion

I was born with a permanent tan.
And if I do the best I can,
I still get called a name.
Why must I take the blame?

I had no say when I was born.
So, I don’t understand your scorn.
Why hate me for my complexion?
This could have been your reflection.

I will not let you break me down,
solely because my skin is Brown.
Even if I’m solid Black,
there’s not one human trait I lack.

Throw caution to the wind.
Reach out, you’d find a friend.
I bleed the same as you.
And smile when you do too.

We’re all just one big race.
Trying hard to find our place.
In the grander scheme of things,
strive for love and what it brings.

Written by,

Shelby I. Courtland

Footnote:For many, this will fall on ‘eyes that will not see’, I cannot help that. All I can do is put it out there and never think for one nanosecond that I will not continue to do so…..au contraire!