Yesterday, I was talking with a woman who was about the same age as myself, late fifties, and she was telling me about her childhood and as she did so, I could not help but gasp because we could have been sisters growing up in the same household as her experiences mirrored my own.
She was telling me of how the police had to be called to her home damn near every weekend and multiple times during the week over domestic assault issues. She also told me about the fights; the throwing of objects at each other and whatnot that her parents engaged in. She also spoke of the insults that she endured on a regular basis coming from her own mother. She told me how growing up in that environment only made her life turn out exactly like her mother’s. She married an abusive man, put up with untold abuse until she could no longer take it and divorced his ass. She told me that to this day, she has to distance herself from her mother and that her mother gets on her case because she is looking out for her sick father. She told me that even after telling her mother that her father has no one and that she, her mother, is married and has a husband to look after her, why does she have a problem with her helping out her ailing father? Her mother in fact told her that when she dyed her hair a Kool-aid burgundy color, “You look like a nigger!”
I am going to attempt to find the words to convey just what emotions you evoke in me mother; hate, disgust, loathing and yes…pity, for you are so despicable, nasty and hateful that no one wants to come around you and I actually pity you. I spent so many years trying to gain affection from you that was never yours to give because you hate yourself. You loathe yourself for why else would you stay with a man who, when you were pregnant with me, your first baby, threw you a quarter when you told him you were hungry and he said, upon throwing you a quarter, “Here, I wouldn’t want to see a dog hungry.” And yet you thought so little of yourself that not only did you continue to lie with that slug, you brought two more children into this world to be condemned to live with two people who hated each other. We learned to hate as well.
As you can see, it is crystal clear that many Black women loathe themselves; have no respect for themselves, feel as though they are worthless since they will settle for an abusive asshole who beats their asses and yet they stay with them year after year and those mothers take that shit out on their children. They subject their children to untold cruelties and then are pissed at their children for the rest of their life for becoming a mirror image of them. That shit’s not on your children, that shit’s on you! Your self-loathing and lack of respect for yourself is something that you never dealt with and you subjected your children to your own lack of self worth. You became a punching bag; an outlet for some no good man to take his frustrations out on. You subjected your children; those you CHOSE to bring into this world to a life of sheer torture, pain, terror, racism and some more shit and they were ill-prepared to deal with that shit! You gave them no means in which to be guided through the system of white supremacy that you know exists because you live under that oppressive system. You gave your children an added burden; the burden of trying to maneuver through a system that was evil to its core and lethal to your children while they also had the extra burden of your baggage to carry around with them. You set them up for failure. You did your best to see to it that your children would suffer, mightily. And we have. You did us no favors. We had an enemy from our own camp to set us up and then tossed us to another enemy on a battlefield on which we never stood a chance. We were not prepared because we were damaged goods already before we even knew what was going to hit us. How do you Black mothers who have done this to your children, live with yourselves? If you could not handle life as a Black woman, then why bring Black children into despair and horror that is the world you exist in that makes you loathe and hate yourself? Your children will not thank you for what you did; hurled them out into a world they were ill-prepared for and told them to sink or swim. And yet you castigated us and treated us with derision when we made decisions that mirrored your own. We took our cue from you. We learned at your knee. We looked to you. That shit’s not on us, it’s on you! You are why you hate us. You ‘gifted’ us with no silver spoons, but with tarnished hearts, battered bodies and broken minds, helpless and barely adrift in a sea of hate everywhere we turned, even when we turned to you..our mothers. What chance did we stand? How could we have turned out any better than we did? And yet you mothers of us blame us for why we are your mirror image. You act as though, we, somehow, should have emerged from a chrysalis to a well-rounded adult free from issues and with the ability to take on a world that hated the very sight of us because of our skin color.
No Black mothers! We have you to thank for refusing to realize that your actions would have consequences and those consequences would come right back to you. You get no thanks from us because you are due none. We cannot thank you for bequeathing us so little and yet expecting so much from us in return. We can only give you what you gave us; nothing more. And yet you expect much from us. Oh yes, we are YOUR children, but we are battered children. We suffer from YOUR abuse. We have “Battered Children’s Syndrome,” and it is very real. And we’re not talking merely about the physical battering of us, but more importantly, the mental battering of us. That was worse. The resulting scars from that are far more lasting and damaging than the physical ones. I can still see some of the physical damage on my body from the whippings and beatings, but by far, the mental damage is much, much worse. Where does a child turn when their own mother is their very first enemy? Where does a child turn when they face an enemy that hates them because they were born and to whom they were born hates them because she hates herself? Where? Can someone tell me? Tell us? Because there are many “me’s” out there! The lady that I spoke with told me that she thought she was the only one. I assured her that she was not. She actually sighed in relief when she heard that because she thought it was just her. Oh, how wrong she was. And oh how right I wish she had been.
And so it is true that this poem taken from that other blog to my mother is to ALL the Black children who are broken and who were broken before they ever experienced hatred from the rest of the world, but knew it coming from their own mother.
Happy Birthday Mother!
Yes, you brought me into this world; a squalling little Black baby girl. You belittled everything I ever did and you beat me for nothing when I was a kid.
You want me to honor, love and respect you when what I did was from you, take my cue. I have never known what love is and I never will. Not one tear for love will my eyes ever spill.
I’ve been called cold, callous and cruel, but never have I been called, “love’s favorite fool.” I know that this should be all about your day, and it is in its own strange and morbid way.
There is just something that needs saying because in this town where you live, I’m not staying. I have come running every time you’ve ever called and listened to each admonishment on my character, you’ve drawled.
That stops here and now because I don’t need you anymore. I never really did but I’ve just got to settle the score. When you talked about me to your acquaintances, that hurt. But knowing what you are mother, I’m an expert.
I’ve watched you down through the years send people packing with words sharper than shears. I’ve listened to you drone on about how great you are when you are too evil and wicked for hell by far.
You’ve got foul names for everyone you ever meet. The language you use, the derogatory names, you bleat to anyone who will come within your reach. You sit on your ass and search for an invective to screech.
Then you have the nerve to wonder why you sit home alone and that to this very day, there’s nothing for you to atone. But your day is coming mother. It may not be here yet, but then again, you may already be paying your debt.
Your favorite one of us died from drugs years ago and the man you couldn’t leave hated your ass from the get-go. Even his friends said he died to get away from you and this I can believe because I’d do the same thing too.
So sit in your big falling down house and think, think of all the reasons why you should take to drink. Believe that you are good and that all others are at fault And you’ll still deny your evilness when they lower you in that vault.
And lower you they will mother, for we must all go that route. But don’t you think for one second that your ‘goodness’, I will tout. You are evil personified and though I may drop dead first, at least I’ll have the pleasure of knowing that your ass is accursed.
You will lie beside a man who hated you to the end. Your youngest died years ago and she was a dope fiend. And yet you blame us for problems we never placed at your door even though you share the blame because we are what you bore!
What country was responsible for dropping atomic bombs on two major cities in Japan causing anywhere from 129,000 and 226,000 people to die INSTANTLY? Was it Iraq? Was it Syria? Was it Afghanistan? Was it Pakistan? Was it Yemen? Was it Somalia? Was it Russia? Hell the fuck no! It was the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA! How many millions of people eventually died from the fallout? None of you stupid, ignorant Americans give a damn because your warmongers in Washington are selling you a bill of goods about how fucking horrible Russia is when Russia is just protecting its borders like it should especially from that neo-Nazi shit that Washington’s warmongers let loose in Ukraine back when Obama was president. Oh, Black people were fooled by that Bush in black face piece of shit, but I threw off my rose colored glasses and saw that piece of shit for the piece of shit he still is.
Why is there no outrage to this very day about the fact that this shithole wiped millions of people off the face of this planet by dropping atomic bombs on them? Why has that been merely consigned to the dustbin of history? Consigned to an eternal void, dropped into a black hole? You selectively outraged American shits are just unbelievable in your fucking gullibility. But then, you’re so damned full of ‘American exceptionalism’, that you just can’t see past the bullshit and lies spewed out by your masters, can you? The fact of the matter is, you are just like them. You condone the atrocities that this shithole commits every single goddamn day, but when the warmongers at the helm of this stinking, sinking, collapsing shithole point you in a direction they want your ass to look, why that is what you do. Never mind that you know the history of this stinking, sinking, collapsing shithole and those who run it, you are going to turn in your big ass seat and look and get to screeching about what a horrible dictator another motherfucker is in his country when there can be none worse than what’s slithering around Washington, DC and you fucking know this. But you dumb ass shits here in the states want to sit on your fat asses and point the finger at what’s going on that’s going on because of the warmongers in this cesspool starting the shit back in 2014.
And don’t even fucking get me started on the lies about Iraq having weapons of mass destruction and how many Iraqi citizens were killed when this shithole bombed the hell out of Iraq, killed its leader and the U.S. military is still there, doing the fuck what??!!! Nothing good, that is a certainty. How many times did the U.S. send drones to kill innocent people in Syria, Iraq, Afghanistan, Yemen, Somalia? And the list is endless. Why didn’t you stupid Americans get bent-out-of shape over that shit? Why are you selective in your outrage? Why do you love initiating your ‘selective amnesia’ button? Because you turn that bitch on at a whim. You didn’t get fucked up about any killings that your corrupt, barbaric and insane ‘leaders’ in Washington are responsible for, but your asses are damn sure fired up and outraged about what’s occurring in Ukraine that those same shits in Washington started up.
But what’s even more telling as to how dumb you fucking Americans are is how quickly the stupid military shits will don a uniform and get ta steppin’. Ever the airheads those mindless drones are. They don’t know what happens to military personnel that’s gotten so fucked up in the head, they can no longer do the bidding of the warmongers? They don’t know about the insane numbers of discharged military vets sitting out on the damn streets, homeless with post traumatic stress disorders and some more shit? They don’t know about all of the commercials touting the need for help for the homeless vets? You motherfuckers reap what you sow and since you have no problem with what this fucked up government has done and continues to do, your asses will likewise, continue to get fucked up. So, suit yourselves up and go be a whore for the warmongers and either a mental diagnosis is what you’re going to get or a fucking body bag; one or the other. And if you think I feel sorry for ANY of you dumb asses, think again.
Bombs were dropped on innocent people, innocent people were killed by the millions; murdered thanks to this shithole and your asses are still at it to this day and yet, you want to rail about another motherfucker dropping bombs? Cut the bullshit! Stop with your lame ass posturing because you don’t have a fucking leg to stand on. You can’t take the fucking high road because your asses have the blood of millions if not over a billion innocent peoples’ blood on your hands. How you sick fucks sleep at night is anyone’s guess, but then, you must have a heart, a conscience, empathy and compassion in order to FEEL and you’ve none of that. So, I can see why sleep comes easily to you. You’re already stinking death and you smell like it!
Bomb This Hellhole To Bits!
Not one American was gassed And so America bombed Syria because.. Well, these things just should not be done. After all, there are international laws.
What applies to America is unique. There are none so exceptional as we who were not gassed by no terrorists we trained, but we still bombed a foreign country.
Some things just make no sense at all. America refused Syria’s refugees who were escaping a war torn land brought on by our own tragedies.
Now let’s turn this all around. Did America not gas the Iraqis? And it was okay when we gassed the Vietnamese and then say, “We are better than the Nazis.”
Tell that to the dead Vietnamese. Or have you forgotten all about Napalm? Our selective amnesia is telling when we can forget about a Napalm bomb.
White phosphorous, the Iraqis will never forget. How can they when we are still there? We bombed them over a big ass lie since those WMDs are where?
Hiroshima and Nagasaki were cities bombed by the US of A. How many people did we kill? And we still think that was okay!
We are all American dogs who drool and piss and shit on a planet of people at will and we all deserve a direct hit!
So China, Iran and North Korea, Russia and even Bangladesh bomb this hellhole to bits! Maybe this world can then start, afresh!
Last night, I had the weirdest dream. I was sitting at a dinner table with my date and he kept wanting to leave and I was confused because we had only just got there. But when I turned my head, and looked down, lying on the floor was a dead man. I sat there totally comfortable while my date wanted to go. I refused. I said, “You go, I’m staying.” Who was the dead man? I don’t know, but that is all that I can remember from my dream last night. I hope Joe Biden wasn’t the dead man. I need that bastard, alive. Wake up Biden, tis no time to sleep. You’ve work to do. The ‘continued collapse of Amerikkka’ awaits you.
Don’t you damn Amerikkkans forget for one damn second that this shithole bombed Iraq, practically into oblivion over a lie about them having weapons of mass destruction when the corrupt and warmongering shits at the helm of this lopsided, sinking, stinking, racist shithole knew that Iraq had NO weapons of mass destruction. But now there is talk amongst the corrupt, warmongers in congress about having Vladimir Putin up on war crimes charges. Are those hypocritical, lying, corrupt warmongers for real? Did George W. Bush go before the ICC on war crimes charges? Obama? McCain? Lindsey Graham? Colin Powell? Nikki Haley? Hillary Clinton? Bill Clinton? Dick Cheney? Condalsleezy ‘Bush whore Rice?
Let’s just ALL forget about the war crimes that this fucked up nation has committed and concentrate on some made up shit about Vladimir Putin. It has been stated that Russia has the power to bring this shithole and those shitholes in Europe to its knees despite been sanctioned to hell and back. I hope that’s true. I hope with every fiber of my being that Russia, even though Russia’s leaders are nowhere near as insane and useless as these criminals shits at the helm of this shithole as well as those who are at the helm of European shitholes, but I’d put all of that aside if I were the Russians and get with the business of kicking ass and taking no prisoners. Leave the dead lying where they may.
Russia, blast clear cross Europe and and then look this way. Don’t leave this shithole out, not for a minute. And if you refuse to drop bombs over here, then make sure that those sanctions impact every fucking ass over here, from the top to the bottom. I’m already at the bottom and so it don’t hardly matter to me. Russia, THIS time, leave no target unaccounted for. Target ALL and don’t stop until you get the job done because you should know by now that these sorry shits over here got nothing going on and when there’s nothing going on, they start wars and shit and that is exactly what is happening. This shithole is done for. Millions are homeless. Millions are starving. Millions are jobless because even with the few jobs available, they are low wage jobs that do not sustain a person and folks are just homeless, hungry and fucked up. And the rest are sitting up in prisons getting fucked up and some more shit. Ain’t shit nice, relaxing, comfortable and some more shit going on over here. The price gouging is off the chain. Real estate investors are deliberately pricing people out of their homes all over greed. And so, AGAIN, Russia, I beseech you, wipe this shit off the map, one way or another! And that doddering old fool Biden is NOT up to the job of doing anything more than sucking down applesauce and taking a nap. He’s not capable of running a shit producing farm. Put paid to this shithole, once and for all!
According to the article, Price was attempting to break up an altercation between a man and a woman at a gas station when the Klan kops arrived and as Price was trying to shake hands with one of the Klan kops, the Klan kop tasered Price, who then convulsed from the shock of it and this was perceived as a threat and so, the Klan kop opened fire on Price, killing him.
But before this incident, Jonathan Price had been on Facebook screeching up one side and down the other about how awful those Black Lives Matter protesters were for calling out the Klan kops for their racism because according to Price, he had never experienced racism at the hands of Klan kops and so he did not see what the fuss was all about. In fact, Price claimed a ‘white family’ as his ‘go to’ family and he stated that…well, read it for yourself.
So, I am sure that ‘now dead Price’ does not want anyone from Black Lives Matter to take to the streets and protest over the nice white cops killing him because no nice white cop had ever displayed racism towards him because he should have been cited and arrested times too numerous to count, but according to Price, the nice white cops just let him go on his merry way. You see, according to Price, all Black folks have to do is be nice and polite and try and shake hands with the nice white cops and they will let you go on your merry way, that is, until they don’t and then you get a funeral instead.
Not to mention the other little gem that Price had to impart.
THEY’RE TO BLAME FOR MY COUNTRY SIDE AND ADDICTION TO WHITE WOMEN NOT COMPLAINING ONE BIT
And so there you have it, Price is not complaining one bit that he is dead because he is dead thanks to a nice white cop murdering him and that is fine with him because nice white families fed him and spent money on him and instilled in him a love for ‘country music’ and white women and nice white cops who let him go on his merry drunken way when they could have arrested him. Wasn’t that so ‘white’ of them?
So, what I would like to know is why am I reading about Black people protesting for Price since he loved cops because they are so nice and he did not understand why Black folks were attending protests because white folks are just so nice and loving and kind since they fed him and spent money on him and some nice cops let him off the hook on numerous occasions and so there is no need for ANY Black person to take to the streets and ‘fight’ for justice over the nice white cop killing Jonathan Price? He died at the hands of those whom he so loved and so what is the fuss all about? Dead dude loved those whites and so why are you on the streets over this piece of shit??!!!
I mean, his Facebook shit about how he felt is still up and so no one is lying on his dead ass. He loved white cops. He loved whites and he especially was ADDICTED TO WHITE WOMEN and so if anyone should take to the streets if they feel the need are WHITE WOMEN, the WHITE FAMILY THAT FED PRICE AND SPENT MONEY ON HIM AND THE NICE WHITE COPS THAT HE SO LOVED. Let them lead a protest through the streets for Price’s dead ass, but not one Black person should be getting themselves arrested over that dead assed Uncle Tom sellout that’s now worm food. I have no sympathy. I have ZERO respect for that maggot and my spit is too good for his grave.
Also, his ‘white family’ started a GoFundMe to pay for the bastard’s funeral even though Price stated that he was a business owner. He supposedly owned a gym. I guess COVID-19 put an end to that and he couldn’t pay the bills and so didn’t even have enough to pay for his own damn funeral. But the nice white family that he so loved stepped in and got the shit done for their ‘pet’. I wonder, are those whom he had an addiction for still weeping and wailing and moaning over the loss of their black stud? Or have they gone on to the next? My guess would be, they’ve gone on to the next. As long as there are more black dicks in the sea, those bitches can always fling their fishy smelling nets out and pull in some more because black men never learn.
Not to mention, there was no need to even charge the nice white cop with murder because it really wasn’t murder. Jonathan Price was attempting to grab the nice white officer’s gun to show him how to pull the trigger and the gun went off before anyone knew it and voila, Jonathan Price found himself, in disbelief, in that moment when it hit him that there are indeed, racist Klan kops after all. He now wants everyone to know that he takes back everything that he ever said about nice, white cops. He no longer believes that shit, but then, he no longer believes at all. It is indeed, too late for Jonathan Price, in that he finally realized that there are no nice, white cops. It is too bad that he did not have the opportunity to post one last time on Facebook admitting that everything he’d previously written about nice, white cops, was a lie.
Jonathan Price is yet another Black man who believed in the goodness of whites simply because some white family spent money on him and gave him some food. And because some Klan kops were not in the mood when they met up with Price to arrest him for his lawbreaking, that did not mean that those same cops coming around again, would have continued in that manner.
According to ALL reports, Price was educated and yet, he was ignorant of history. Whites gave the slaves food, only because if they hadn’t, the slaves would have died and who would have built this stolen land up for them? Whites spent money on buying slaves. And yet, what did the whites turn around and do to the slaves; whipped them, raped them, lashed their backs to shreds, cut off body parts, shackled them, sold them to other slave owners and also murdered them. So for Price to state that whites were ‘good’ because some white family had given him some food and spent some money on him, meant what? That he was a good house n****r as far as they were concerned. Price may have been educated, but he was educated on the wrong shit. Because at the end of the day, his black ass was still black and no matter how ‘nice’ some whites act, deep down, they are ALL the same as those who enslaved us. Not a fucking thing has changed and just as soon as you think that you can trust those devils, they show you just what they are made of and that is when you find your ass, Jonathan Price’d; deader than dead can be, colder than an ice cube, below the fucking ground. Need I continue???!! Because some of you in the back row may have a hard time getting this message and so I know you need it as well. WHITES ARE NOT OUR FRIEND. THEY NEVER HAVE BEEN. THEY NEVER WILL BE AND YOU’D BETTER BE ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW THIS! There! I hope the motherfuckers in the back row picked up on those facts.
It is too late for Jonathan Price, but maybe for some of you who believe what Price believed, you can cut the bullshit and get with the program that the more you take up with and take up for the whites, the harder it is going to be for you when you fall because your ass is going to fall six feet under. And if you don’t believe me, then you tell me what good did it do Price to believe in the ‘goodness’ of whites? And since he believed in some supposed ‘goodness’ that doesn’t even exist, where is Price now? I rest my case and you know who else is resting? Price. But not in peace. The motherfucker is in limbo land still trying to figure out why his ass was shot by the nice white cops that let him pass on drunk driving and some more shit. They knew that they could get that n****r at anytime. Whites pick the time and the place and the time and the place for Price was at that gas station. Price’s number was up!
And so I write this in memory of Jonathan Price.
He Paid The ‘Price’
Jonathan Price got just what he deserved, a tombstone over where he is interred. Another black motherfucker who didn’t believe that white folks lie, con, trick and deceive. He don’t need Black Lives Matter, he already said so. Why is your ass caping for him in the front row? Stay your ass at home, he don’t want no protest. He already told you to give it a rest. Jonathan Price was addicted to white women, he said. Whites gave him money and they gave him some bread. But his ass got dealt with by white supremacy, by cops he thought were friends and not the enemy. His ass is six feet under and who is surprised? Certainly not the ‘nice white cops’ that he idolized.
Whites, I’d start screeching that reparations is owed to American descendants of slavery if I were you because if you think that the shit that’s going down now, is going to be it for you, you’ve got another think coming.
About 40 wildfires were burning in California alone. Blazes were also reported in Utah, Nevada, Arizona, Idaho, Oregon, Wyoming and Montana. Smoke has been detected at least as far east as New Mexico.
The fires devastated some isolated communities. In Oregon, a fast-moving wildfire caused “catastrophic damage” and probably loss of life in the town of Blue River, east of Eugene, Lane County officials said. At least 80 to 100 homes burned.
Oh and just so you know, wildfire season hasn’t even started yet.
About 80% of the homes and buildings in Malden, about 35 miles south of Spokane, have been completely destroyed, including the fire station, post office, city hall and library, the Whitman County Sheriff’s Office said in a news release.
And remember, in 2018, the Camp fire destroyed Paradise, CA. Meanwhile, as the fires rage in multiple states, winter arrives in the Rockies a mere three days after the temperature was 100F. And South Dakota has already seen fifteen inches of snow, while Colorado, Idaho, Utah and Wyoming were also expected to receive anywhere from 4-18 inches of snow. And don’t forget, hurricane season is also underway and there is another storm churning in the Atlantic.
You whites owe a debt that is going to be paid in one form or another. You have tried your damn best to exterminate us. There is video evidence of that ALL over the place. You have shipped over here, immigrants, who have taken jobs away from us as well as shipped our jobs overseas and have used our tax dollars to house, clothe, feed and give immigrants medical care while our communities were gentrified and we were rendered, homeless and the shit that you have visited on us continues. But know this, your ass is grass and COVID-19 ain’t even the shit that’s going to eventually shut all your shit down. This is only the beginning. I’m just sitting back, watching the show. The shit that’s going down on your white asses is lovely as far as I’m concerned! How about you? You liking the view?
For some reason, this blog is getting a lot of attention due to a blog I put up years ago on REPARATIONS. In fact, a former blogger who went by “Kushite Prince” had posted a chart about REPARATIONS and I posted the chart along with a poem. So, I am posting this to save you the trouble of clicking on the former blog by “Kushite Prince,” since it is no longer available. Thanks to COVID-19 and Donald J. Trump, “Kushite Prince” got scared and deleted his entire blog and flew the coop. So, since many of you have tried to click the link to his now deleted blog, this would be why you are being sent to an error message instead. And so I only have this left over from Prince’s blog.
Reparations, yes the Jews received; the Japanese as well.
Yet, descendants of the slaves are told to “go to hell!”
The Holocaust was shocking; that is widely understood.
How can we break the chains of slavery? There’s no way we ever could.
Black backs were broke and lashed, and rape was just the thing.
But the Jews, for their misery received what’s due a king.
Internment camps were used to detain the Japanese,
who received compensation soon after their release.
Descendants of the slaves are enslaved unto this day.
They are used and abused in every single way.
Why were they never paid for the slavery of the past?
But the Jews are quite rich; indeed, their wealth is vast.
Is it all because of who they are and that their skin’s not Black?
Or is it due to attitudes that slavery’s not a fact?
If you buy yourself a human, you’re a nasty piece of work.
And if you lash his back and maim him, you’re more than just a jerk.
The slaves suffered much and they had nowhere to turn.
They were three-fifths of a person; no money did they earn.
A nation took from Indians and built on slavery too.
And with each new generation, their boot will land on you.
Do not speak of recompense, as it blows into the wind.
No descendant of a slave should ever be the white man’s friend.
Look at the reparations chart! Even the Japanese were rewarded or compensated for having been placed in internment camps and they came to this shithole, WILLINGLY. And next, look at the chart at where the Japanese stand today with regards to wealth.
The Japanese have more wealth than the whites! They sure got back at you bastards for bombing their shit, didn’t they? And I wonder what’s in that sushi you’ve been tearing up? But I don’t want to know bad enough to try some. No thank you! If I had bombed people, there is no way in hell that I would be eating what they were cooking, but you whites love living dangerously, so go right ahead! You’ve been lapping up whatever is in it, anyway!
And ask yourself this question, “Have you EVER seen a homeless Jew? Yeah, I know, you don’t have to think very hard because you haven’t. Now ask yourself THIS question, with the Democrats screeching about Russian interference in the last election, how many HOMELESS Russians have you seen? Don’t need a minute to think on that one do you? Yeah! I know. There are none. Now let me ask you THIS question. How many homeless Hindu cow worshipers who hailed from INDIA, have you seen? You don’t even need a nanosecond to come up with the answer to that one either because the answer is “NONE!”
But let’s get to the clincher. Who built this country? Was it the Jews? Was it the Japanese? Was it those who hail from India? Was it the Mexicans? I’ll give you a hint. On the “REPARATIONS” chart, it’s the group at the VERY BOTTOM! And look where they are on the other chart, at the very bottom in wealth, meaning we have no wealth as descendants of slavery.
Have you seen any HOMELESS AMERICAN DESCENDANTS OF SLAVERY? You are saying to yourself, “Self, they are ALL I do see, that is, when I even deign to ‘see’ them, the unsightly, eyesores they are.” How did that happen and why? It happened because whites made it happen. Why? Ask yourself that question, whites! Ask yourself what you have against American descendants of slavery and why. Go ahead! And I’ll wait a good long time for that response because it should take a good long time to come up with ANY response seeing as how we have done NOT a goddamn thing to you sick ass twisted bastards! But you welcome every single damn group over here and put them over us and then point the finger at us and exclaim about how we don’t try and help ourselves. We have tried EVERY damn thing and what did we get for our efforts? We got our cities burned to the ground. You remember Rosewood, don’t you? You remember the Tulsa Race Massacre, don’t you? You remember that we had The Black Wall Street…and what happened to that? Why, you whites burned it to the ground, killing hundreds and you got away with that shit. What did whites do to the MOVE headquarters in Philadelphia? You bombed that and thought nothing of killing our children. You’ve bombed our churches killing our children. You’ve lynched us, initiated Jim Crow with separate entrances to restaurants, motels, schools; the whole nine yards and still you say, “American descendants of slavery are NOT due reparations.” Well, let me tell you something. The shit that is going down today all across this planet is a direct result of a debt you OWE and you ARE going to pay in one form or another. And since you did NOT want to pay that debt, the easy way, you ARE going to pay that debt, the hard way, but pay it, YOU WILL! Now, you can take that to the bank!
Your shit is going to get so fucked up, you will NEVER recover. California, as I type this is on fire, AGAIN. Hurricanes are churning in the Atlantic. A pandemic is closing your businesses. You are not out in the streets protesting over the death of George Floyd. What the fuck do you care about an American descendant of slavery getting his neck crushed? You’ve done nothing about the shit that you have been knowingly visiting on us for hundreds of years. Your ass is out on the streets, en masse because your ass is terrified that life as you knew it is over. And believe me, it is! You’re about to lose your shit and your shit means everything to you. Your shit is your status symbol and without it, you are NOTHING! That is why your asses are quick to suck on a gun because once you hit “dirt poor” status, it’s UNDER the dirt for you!
The sun is going to burn your asses up! And if the sun don’t get your ass, some worse shit than COVID-19 is next on the menu. So you keep on with your irrational hatred of those of us who are here through no fault of our own while you prop up those who willingly CAME here because you let them come here or better yet, crossed an ocean and flew them here for the express purpose of putting them over us just like you did with the Somalis, Ethiopians, Nigerians, Vietnamese and the list is endless. All of those groups are faring extremely well while those who are like me are sleeping on city streets in tents or cardboard boxes. They are in filthy homeless shelters being treated worse than shit. But through it all, we are still here. We are the “in your face” proof that you are evil, personified. There is nothing humanitarian or benevolent about you, whites! You are stinking, maggot coated shit! And you are going to pay for that! So, go right ahead and try and bamboozle some Black folks that “Black Lives Matter” to you with your hypocritical sign holding ass. But you will NEVER fool me, not ever! And there are millions more of us that your lame ass shit will NOT fool! And we are going to watch your shit, crash and burn and crash and burn, it will. Count on it! You see, you’ve only strengthened us because we have been down for hundreds of years, but your white asses are about to join us! And believe me, you are NOT going to want THAT to happen because have you seen the news lately? No? I’ll give you a hint.
You see, whites, we ain’t Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., whispering some shit that ‘peaceful’ is the way to go. We’re fucking tired of marching with the same, lame ole tired ass protest signs that are over four hundred years old! Oh no! We locked and loaded. And those of us who didn’t know how to use a gun are learning. So keep fucking with us and you are going to learn that though we have been ‘peaceful’ for over four hundred years, that’s about to change! We ain’t fucking around!
And I’ll leave you with a little hint of just how fed up we are!
Pay My Goddamn Claim!
I don’t give a damn about this country.
And hell no! I never will.
So, you say that I should leave.
I’ll leave when you pay my bill.
White motherfuckers owe me. And the account is way past due. If the Jews got paid for the holocaust, why didn’t slavery earn some revenue?
Oh that’s right, I’m a Black sheep. And not the anointed chosen one. I’m descended from slaves in the field And from those kissed by the sun.
What was wrong then is wrong today.
But the shit is still the same.
Forget about hearing me praise this shit.
Just pay my goddamn claim!
I refuse to let this shithole forget who built it. Built on the backs of my ancestors who received not a goddamn dime in payment for services rendered. It’s way past time to pay up. They’re dead, but we’re here to collect. Every goddamn body else can receive compensation for wrongs throughout history except for the slaves and their descendants. Our ancestors did not come here willingly to build this godforsaken shithole and then their descendants get treated like dogs and jailed and killed, indiscriminately. This country don’t mean shit to me and it never will. And I have no problem making that fact, well known. I would never take up arms in defense of this shit. Defend what? The slaughtering of innocent people all over the world? Hell! It started with the Indians and then just continued to present day. What’s changed? Not a goddamn thing! This country started out with blood on its hands and has had no problem with maintaining the status quo ever since. Who are the shits that initiate and instigate this? Oh, yeah! You know! We ALL know! The truth is ugly and that’s why it always gets ‘whitewashed’. Well this is a ‘whitewash’ free zone. And it’s also a bullshit free zone. I don’t pretty shit up. I tell it like it is!
And don’t hand me no bullshit about what’s going down in Africa. I’m in America, goddamn it! Whatever’s going down in Africa, they didn’t drag my ancestors to America and now we have the school to prison pipeline called, the new ‘slavery’? Exactly!
Make sure to read the announcement real good. One hundred and fifty Negroes in fine form, for sale. And today, there are over 2.3 million of them for sale to the prison industrial complex. What the fuck’s changed? PAY OUR GODDAMN CLAIM!
Well at least I don’t think his pants are unzipped and he’s drinking liquor in THIS picture. Of course I could be wrong since I can’t see his pants or his other hand. LMAO!
Jerry Falwell Jr., is acting just like ‘christians’ act. I mean, christians are some of the BIGGEST hypocrites on this planet and so it should be no wonder that Jr., would think nothing of posting a picture with his pants unzipped and his arm around a female who is not his wife whose pants are also unzipped. I mean, when I was FORCED to attend christian churches as a child, that was ALL the rage. The pastor was known for chasing after EVERY skirt in the church. In fact, only one female usher left the church because she had some qualms about being pursued by a MARRIED pastor while the rest just thought that they were being favored by the pastor. But as usual, I digress. Let’s take a look at what Jerry Falwell Jr., has been up to lately. I mean, the last time I posted about Jr., he was stating that he was going to only wear a face mask if it had a picture of a KKK outfit or was sporting ‘Black’ face.
And if “Peggy Bundy” here doesn’t have a problem with it, then why should we? They are both consenting adults and adultery and unzipped pants are only a sin if the spouses of either party have a problem with it and it would seem to be the case whereas they don’t. I mean, they were all on a yacht together and so, who knows? Jrs’ wife could have been sharing ‘cock’tails with ‘Peggy Bundy’s’ husband since Falwell Jr., stated that “Peggy Bundy” is pregnant. But, the plot thickens, along with “Peggy Bundy’s’ waistline as to who the father is. With both “Bundy’s” pants unzipped and Falwell’s pants unzipped, this doesn’t mean that an episode of this type hasn’t happened before. If I were the spouse of “Peggy Bundy,” I would DEMAND a DNA test. I’d not spend one dime on that baby if it weren’t mine. Now that would be, dare I say, a “SIN?”
Jerry Falwell Jr., one of President Trump’s most prominent and controversial evangelical supporters, will take an indefinite leave of absence from his role as president and chancellor of Liberty University, the board of trustees announced on Friday.
But get this! The board of trustees ASKED Jerry Falwell Jr., if he would kindly step down and take a leave of absence and so if he had said, “NO!,” then I guess, that would have been that. But make no mistake, Jerry Falwell Jr., has stepped down, my ass! He still runs this shithole burg and that christian conservative, hypocritical shit, Liberty University. Jerry Falwell Jr., is still giving the orders and no one in Lynchburg is in any doubt of that. In fact, has anyone heard a peep out of Jonathan Falwell, Jerry Falwell Jrs’ brother? Hell no! And you won’t! And he’s the pastor of the Falwell’s church. You’d think he’d step up to the plate and denounce the shenanigans of his brother. But since he is a punk who allows himself to be pushed around by Jerry Jr., since Jerry Jr., holds the purse strings, Jonathan had better keep his mouth shut unless he is in the pulpit raining fire and brimstone down on his congregants; everyone except for Jerry Falwell Jr., that is.
Jerry Falwell Jr. has promised to be a ‘good boy’ from here on out. Yeah! I believe that!
The influential evangelical leader said in a slurred voice, “I’ve apologized to everybody and I promised my kids, I’m gonna try to be a good boy from here on out.” – Jerry Falwell Jr.
So we know that what Falwell Jr., called “black liquid” in his glass, must have contained something that renders speech, slurred. And Falwell’s mind is never truly off ‘black’ for some reason. I wonder why. “Black face,” “black liquid,” what the hell??!!
I guess this little shithole burg is destined to hit the news every now and then, what with Liberty University, Jerry Falwell Jrs’., antics, the petition to rename Lynchburg because its name has racist connotations, not to mention that this Lynchburg also shares the same name as that other Lynchburg; you know the one, it’s in Tennessee and is the home of Jack Daniels which I hear tell is made in Lynchburg, TN. In fact, my southern accent was so strong, that when I moved to Baltimore, MD, I was accused of being from Lynchburg, TN, not Lynchburg, VA. I got tired of correcting folks and just accepted that being mistaken for being from one Lynchburg was just as bad as being mistaken from the other.
But christians, I don’t want you to get any ideas that what Falwell Jr., did was unchristianlike and so I’ll leave you with a poem I wrote a few years back on ‘christians’.
Christianity And The Church
Well, it’s Sunday morning and someone said to me, “Why aren’t you in church celebrating Christianity?”
I sat and thought a spell, and I poured myself a drink. I said, “Church ain’t about love, It’s got less than what you think.
It ain’t about paying tithes or listening to the word. It ain’t about the preacher man or his hypocritical herd.
Christianity and the church, thanks to man are now obscene. How can the Lord’s work get done by those who are unclean?
The Reverend, just last night, pinched me on my ass! And a married man he is, but he pinched me, bold as brass.
Guess where the married deacon was, and I’ll give you a little hint. He was on his knees all night, giving head to a well-hung gent.
Now, I’m not one to judge and I sin and come up short, but church folk revile the devil, when with him, they do cavort.
No, I’ll not be sitting in church with those good ole Christian folk. Just a taking in a scripture or two, ’cause it’s all just one big joke.
Now let me tell you something, drive by the local motel, on any Saturday night and see the Christians reveling like hell.
Then come Sunday morning, that’s when they’re all so pious and calm. And then next Saturday night, they ain’t thinking ’bout the 23rd psalm.
Damn it if that ain’t the ‘christians’! 😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣 So what did Jerry Falwell Jr. do that the rest of you fake ass, holier than thou hypocrites don’t do??!! 😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣 And remember, I’ve seen you shameless shits in action, so don’t even bother trying to pull one over on me. It won’t work. LMAO!!!
That is MOST definitely, ‘christian’ like behavior!!! Falwell Jr., and “Peggy Bundy,” I think, make a wholesome ‘christian’ couple. LMAO! This is just TOO funny!
So, because I put the truth out here and back the truth up with briefcases of receipts, I am perceived as the problem. I have been taken behind the woodshed and been given a piece of a Black man’s mind, by way of email.
Fri 6/19/2020 3:10 PM
From: The Stormy Poet
To: Shelby Courtland
I hope this afternoon bids you well.
I wanted to speak with you privately about something. I’ve noticed the past couple of posts you made were about black men not caring about black women.
I wanted to ask, do you consider brother like myself, who put it all on the line to combat and fight against systematic white supremacy, in that category? Your pieces seem to make a sweeping assessment, based on coons and sell-outs that have made it their life’s mission to chase interracial sex over the survival of their people.
I only ask because I have great respect for you and your point-of-view.
I didn’t want to bring this up in your comment section because I know white people follow you–as they do me–and the get off on black male bashing as a form of porn, so I just wanted to pull you to the side and address you in a private setting.
Looking forward to hearing from you, sister.
So consider me to have been “pulled to the side” and “told off” for “black male bashing.”
First of all, the last few blogs of mine have contained what? Lies? Nawww, not a one. Those blogs were truth, absolute truth and nothing but the truth. I have often said on this very blog that if the shit ain’t right, I don’t give a damn who it’s about, I’m going to put it out there and lift the lid off of stinking, maggot coated shit because by doing so, exposing shit to the light of day enables everyone to get a whiff and smell the shit for what it is. I am not about to tread lightly in here if shit is fucked up just because someone believes that some nasty, no account whites will wet themselves over what I write. I have spared NO ONE! Whites are not up in here just a smiling and a grinning over what I write about their pasty asses and you know this. Whites ain’t cracking a goddamn smile when they’re all up in here and you know this. I have thrown my own goddamn mama under the bus because she damn well deserved it and so if anybody thinks that I would have a problem calling shit out when I see it, you must have been dropped on your damn head, several times. And if a Black man has a problem with what I write, I am pretty sure ‘Becky’ will soothe your ‘hurt’ feelings. But whether ‘Becky’ does or not, does not negate the truth of what I say. And I am going to keep saying it. I’m not asking you to ‘like’ shit!
Second of all, motherfucker I never contacted you! You posted a comment to my blog asking to have a ‘private’ word with me about something other than my supposed “Black male bashing.”
The Stormy Poet
In reply to Shelby Courtland
Is there an e-mail address you check frequently? I would like to speak to you privately if that is a possibility.
I used the email address associated with your WordPress account and this is what I originally sent to you.
This is the email address that I use. If you have ever sent me anything via this email address and I have not responded, it is because I did not know that it was from you.
Also, I have ordered some equipment to start doing a podcast and it should arrive, at the latest, on Monday because I am tired of just trying to get what needs to be got out, via WordPress. Shit needs saying and doing and I’m going to take this even further. The time is ripe for it.
To which you responded:
It is good to hear from you. I hope your day has been positive and productive thus far, truly.
I just wanted to reach out to you and make sure I had a good e-mail for you just in case you and I needed to get in contact with one another if, heaven forbid, they take down my website or yours. They’ve been doing a lot of censoring to my material as of late. In any case, I normally operate out of my tsp@TheStormyPoet.com address, but Mail Chimp has been being an ass lately. When I send stuff to people it goes to their spam folder, so this address is my back up.
In any case, I’m thrilled to hear you’re gravitating over to the podcast realm. I, personally, think WordPress couldn’t handle you lol. You’re too savage to be contained to just that platform lol, and I mean that in a good way.
I’ve been doing the podcast thing for a minute, and, if you have any questions about anything, feel free to hit me with them. I’m more than happy to share what I do know, sister.
Whenever you get your platform up and running, I would love to chop it up with you on your program. I’ve always wanted to verbally share thoughts and ideas with you. I believe there are a lot of black people out there who would benefit from out dialogue.
That being said, feel free to hit me up about anything. I’m always down to help any way I can. I’m wishing you continued success, sister, and may your day be filled with positive vibes.
One Love & One Justice,
And my response:
Thank you so much for your offer of assistance, I am going to need some since I will have no idea what I’m doing. It will be, trial and error.
And you are right, I do believe that WordPress will more than likely shut me down. I am quite surprised that I’ve lasted this long on that site. I’m probably not a threat to them since I only have 515 followers. If I had more than that, I would have been shut down, but I am not perceived as a threat yet. And you know my content will kick anybody’s ass, eventually because I don’t play. If I see some wrong mess, I’m calling it out and I don’t care if it’s about ADOS acting crazy or the white parasites or those nasty, racist Asians; everybody gets thrown under the bus if I see some mess that needs calling out.
It was nice to hear from, especially since it has been awhile. I miss your ‘kick ass’ posts because I damn near re-blogged them all. But I guess since you’ve been working on your podcast, you’ve not had to to do WordPress as well.
I also look forward to, hopefully, working with you on getting the truth out there and waking our folks the hell up!
Don’t be a stranger!
Now, as you can see, even in my email to TheStormyPoet, I alluded to the fact that “you know my content will kick anybody’s ass, eventually because I don’t play. If I see some wrong mess, I’m calling it out and I don’t care if it’s about ADOS acting crazy or the white parasites or those nasty, racist Asians; everybody gets thrown under the bus if I see some mess that needs calling out.”
So what the fuck am I doing that needs someone to “pull me to the side” over? This is MY blog. If a motherfucker don’t like what they see on MY goddamn blog, then just like I’ve said many times before, get the fuck to steppin’! In fact, I made a whole blog on this subject and so this is for the motherfuckers in the back row who didn’t hear me the FIRST GODDAMN TIME!
Never Regret What You Stand For!
Friendships may come and friendships may go. But at the end of the day, it is all about you. Because no matter what people say, to thine own self be true.
Never regret what you stand for. And if you find yourself, standing alone, hold your head high and don’t apologize for staying true to your principles and for what you don’t condone.
You will not be liked by one and all. And that is not why you are here. For no one can live your life for you. And those you thought were friends will somehow disappear.
So who can you turn to when your friends have feet of clay? You’re all that you need to keep those wolves at bay!
To those of you who are second guessing yourself because you feel the need to conform to the dictates of a fucked up society, don’t! If it is against what you stand for, then stand alone, if you have to. You are not here to please everyone and that can never happen anyway. So please yourself. If what you believe in your heart to be true, then go with it and don’t let anyone make you doubt yourself.
So-called friends will come and go. Hell! Even husbands and wives can come and go, so if that doesn’t tell you that nothing is lasting and that you cannot please everyone, not even the ones who have promised to love and honor and cherish you through good and bad times, then I don’t know what to tell you. And though people may attempt to beat you down and make you feel bad over your beliefs, pay them no heed because at the end of the day, they must answer to their conscience and you must answer to yours.
I know I am not here to please everyone and I don’t even try. There are many who disagree with my stance on different issues and that’s fine but when I know in my heart that something goes against my principles, I’m having none of it.
And if you come up in here with some crazy mess, know this, I am going to shut it down. You don’t live my life and I don’t live yours. So, don’t even go there with me. I am not the one. Now then, I hope we understand each other. If you cannot put up with what you see in here, then by all means, keep it moving. But I am past fed up with some who think that they are going to come all up in here and takeover. Ain’t happening. If you didn’t know, now you know!
Most of you have your own blogs and if you want to argue against my stance so bad, take it up on your own blog. But I am all about ‘Blackness’, not ‘Blackish’, but ‘Blackness’. Everything else is secondary. So take your cross-eyed mess onto your own blog. Don’t bring it up in here. You are not going to turn my blog into a 3-ring circus. I am respectful when I comment on other peoples blogs and when I see something that I disagree with, rather than get bent out-of-shape, I leave it alone, but I am disrespected on my own goddamn blog and it is not going to continue happening. Am I making myself clear? Because if not, there will be some changes going on all up in here; quick, fast and in a damn hurry!
And so for ANYONE who thinks that they are going to “PULL ME TO THE SIDE!!!!” are you fucking serious? You don’t ‘pull me’ NO goddamn where! You better check yourself! Motherfucker, you don’t pay my goddamn bills and so who the fuck do you think you are??!!! I don’t give a shit for your dead ass podcast or your dead ass blog!
So yeah! Here we have YET ANOTHER PIECE OF SHIT BLACK MAN, who is going to “PULL A BLACK WOMAN TO THE SIDE” for stating the goddamn truth! Just because you don’t like the truth, don’t make it any less, the truth! Get the fuck over it! Deal with it or not, but don’t come here with your bullshit because I don’t hide shit. I PUBLICLY state what the hell’s going down. I don’t have to make Black men look bad; you’re doing a FINE ass job of that ALL on your damn own! If you ain’t about shit, that ain’t on me, that shit’s on you motherfuckers! I was NOT put on this planet to cape for you worthless Black assed motherfuckers when you ain’t worth it! And I will continue to expose the shit you shameless no account, worthless, Black assed motherfuckers do! Count on that! You don’t want to fuck with me because I am most definitely NOT the one! If you didn’t know, now you know!
This poem for ALL the Black women who have ever been abused by Black men and yet will still head to the front of every protest line and cape for those assholes who don’t appreciate what we do.
These are just a sample of the Black motherfuckers that we have caped for and who dropped our asses for our sworn enemy. Keep this shit in mind the next time you feel the urge to go out and screech and wail and moan over a piece of shit that doesn’t even want to mess with you because IT thinks ‘Becky’ is something to strive for; a pasty assed parasite!
George Floyd gets the dubious distinction of being first up!
Yep, George Floyd just ‘loved’ him some ‘Becky’. Another picture of George Floyd’s ‘Becky’.
And another one!
But who is out on the streets, en masse, caping for his ass? Black women were and still are!
Next, we come to the key witness in the Botham Shem Jean murder case who got himself murdered and we took the streets on behalf of this ‘Becky’ loving, dead, punk ass bitch! This next picture features Joshua Brown, marrying his French ‘Becky’.
And another picture of Joshua Brown’s ‘Becky’!
And don’t forget Botham Shem Jean, who was from St. Lucia and yet, we still went to bat for him. But this is who he wanted around him, a string of ‘Beckys’.
Botham Shem Jean no more deserved our support than Joshua Brown or George Floyd!
Now I could continue in this vein, but my point should be well proven. Black women, if you want to go to bat for someone, go to bat for another Black woman because make no mistake, Black men can’t get enough of ‘Becky’. Hell! Black men can’t even get enough of ‘Karen’ because when Christian Cooper had the cops called on him in New York by ‘Karen‘, he got pissed off that ‘Karen’ received ‘death threats’ even though it is quite shocking that when the cops showed up, they did not not shoot his Black ass on the spot since ‘Karen’ told 911 dispatch that an “African-American man was assaulting her,” when no one was assaulting that lying bitch at all.
So yeah! Let these bitches cape for Black men when they get fucked up by their male counterparts because as for me, I’m done, stick a goddamn fork in me, I am SO done!
That’s what Black men want and as far as I am concerned, they are welcome to them! Black men, your ass is grass!